If you want to give a definition to life, the young man has always felt that the word that belongs to him must be "suffering" and there will be no other words.
I have always heard people say that hemp ropes are only cut at the thinnest places.
This sentence can be said to be perfectly demonstrated in him.
The more he fears something, the more he will experience it.
The more he cares about something, the more he will never get anything.
Toy cars in the window since childhood.
The person you fall in love with when you grow up.
Without exception.
It's all like this.
All there is is despair and misery.
The person who took over his life amid grief and pain.
It must be the same hardship and misfortune as before...
It seemed that he had already come to a conclusion in his heart. When he looked at Bai Luochuan, the young man's eyes were filled with sadness and pity.
But it was not the same as what he thought.
Bai Luochuan just smiled at him again, and then shook his head gently. He said, "It's not bad. Except for the slight difference in physical condition, I think everything else is pretty good."
The young man was stunned and hesitated. "Isn't anyone scolding you online?"
"Yes, I should have never stopped," Bai Luochuan shrugged and said, "But I am not a gold or jewelry or anything like that. I can't be liked by everyone. Isn't it normal for some people to be unable to control their mouths and scold me?"
The young man stopped talking.
This was the most unacceptable thing he had ever experienced.
As a result, Bai Luochuan made such an understatement.
He actually didn't know what else to say.
Seeing what he was thinking, Bai Luochuan paused and continued, "Actually, I just don't like internal friction. After all, there is no reason for me to use other people's mistakes to punish myself, right?"
The young man looked into his eyes again.
The confusion and doubt in his eyes were much more than before.
Bai Luochuan did not stop, but slowly explained, "Not only when you are an actor or star, but when you are in other walks of life, you will encounter all kinds of bitches who will rush out to accuse you for no reason."
"For example, if you are a doctor, even if you have worked very hard to treat illnesses and save people, there will still be people who think you are wasting your life and will come over to beat you."
"If you are a teacher and manage well, people will say that you teach under high pressure and cannot manage well. You have no teacher ethics."
"Not even talking about those things, including writing a novel online, some people rushed out to comment and curse."
"These people will never think about problems from the perspective of others. They also think that they are superior and despise everything. They have the qualifications and reasons to comment at will and throw dirty water on you."
"If you want to breathe with them, your lungs won't be enough, right?"
Absolutely free and easy remarks.
The young man was stunned again.
Stare at Bai Luochuan with eyes that are almost adoring.
After a long time, he finally shook his head and sighed in despair. He said, "I can't do it. I always care about those comments. Every night when I close my eyes, I feel that those people's comments are constantly floating in front of my eyes. Later, I was beaten... and... at that time, I was thinking that it would be great if I could die directly like this, or if someone else could live on my behalf..."
When a strong person encounters adversity, he will choose to face it.
When the weak encounter despair, they will choose to retreat and give up.
The young man has always known that he is just an incurable "weak" from beginning to end.
Therefore, he had no regrets about this "successful escape" and was even slightly satisfied.
Looking into his eyes, Bai Luochuan just nodded without making any judgment on the other person's life.
Because you choose your own life.
Everyone has their own rights.
He has nothing to comfort or correct.
Bai Luochuan didn't know how long he would stay in this space. Anyway, there were only two of them here, so in the following time, under the curiosity of the young man, Bai Luochuan told the other party everything that had happened recently.
Of course.
The part of Qi Yu is slightly omitted.
I only talked about those things related to the youth I once had.
For example, he and Yan Cheng completely broke up, and Yan Cheng was exposed by various people from Entertainment Industry in various scandals. It is not clear what the current situation is now, but there is definitely no way to continue to hang out in the circle in the future.
Bai Luochuan Originally thought that when he said this, the young man might show some reluctance on his face.
But no.
As if he had already guessed that there would be such an ending, the young man looked unusually calm.
As if he was listening to a story from a person who had nothing to do with him, after Bai Luochuan finished telling it, he just nodded casually, indicating that he understood everything.
Seeing his reaction, I was replaced by Bai Luochuan's confusion.
Guessing what he was thinking, the young man smiled and asked, "Do you think that I might feel sorry for him, or that I might be angry with you, thinking that you have gone too far and should not treat him like that?"
Bai Luochuan hesitated.
But he still nodded.
After all, judging from the various accounts of people around him, the young man in front of him is a great lover who loves Yan Cheng to the point of not caring about himself?
But not just Bai Luochuan.
Even the young man himself felt that his current mood was a bit strangely calm.
He tried hard to twitch the corners of his mouth, revealing an unattractive smile.
When he spoke, he still sighed.
He said, "I... actually have known what kind of person he is for a long time. But he is willing to pretend to be gentle toward me occasionally, so I can only deceive myself in my heart and tell myself that maybe he has his own reasons, and that the gentle side towards me may be his true appearance."
"But if you lie to yourself, no matter how long you do it, you can't really succeed..."
"So I also know that one day, he will definitely be pulled down from that altar. As for his behavior, if he doesn't pay the price throughout his life, then he will be blind."
"So this ending... I don't think there is anything..."
He paused.
Looked at Bai Luochuan again.
His voice was tangled, and he said in a slow tone, "If you want to live on my behalf, can you help me be nice to Brother Chen? He is a good person, and he is really nice to me. I... the only person I'm sorry for in this life should be him."