When I said the last few words, Bai Luochuan felt an indescribable feeling of boredom in my heart.
It has nothing to do with the connection between him and the former "Bai Luochuan".
Just standing in the perspective of a bystander.
Watching "Bai Luochuan" swaying alone in the violent storm, he finally decided to end it.
This situation...
It makes people feel quite uncomfortable.
There is a certain gap between the speed of time in that fog and reality. But even so, Bai Luochuan did have a lot of conversations with that person during the five days he was in a coma.
He knew the despair and pain the other party felt when being bullied online.
I also know the pain and sadness of "Bai Luochuan" when he goes out of his way for the one he likes, and then is treated as a clown all the time, and tries his best to smile to please the other person.
Admittedly, all this is his own choice.
But those netizens who say what they think are harmless remarks hurt others without any reflection.
And Yan Cheng, who stepped on him and regarded himself as the emperor.
Aren't they wrong?
Slowly speaking out these thoughts in his heart, the expression on Bai Luochuan's face became more irritable and depressed.
He scratched his hair and said, "I just think this kind of thing is actually quite disgusting. In the end, he bore all the pain and left this world. But in the eyes of others, he was a coward who couldn't bear any storm. Just..."
"I understand," Qi Yu rubbed Bai Luochuan's head and said comfortingly, "I understand what I want to say. But the world is like this, and people's hearts are like this. It is really difficult for those beasts who are used to criticizing and bullying others to learn to reflect on themselves."
He spoke very calmly.
As for this kind of thing, Bai Luochuan understands it very well without him having to say it.
Lean on Qi Yu.
Bai Luochuan let out a long sigh.
With her fingers, she pinched the big tail that Qi Yu had specially released for him to hold. Bai Luochuan thought about it and finally changed the topic and continued to tell Qi Yu: "He said he didn't want to stay anymore, and he didn't want to experience the so-called life anymore."
"Maybe it would be nice to turn into flowers and plants, insects and ants, or a gust of wind or a ray of sunshine. Anyway, I don't want to be stuck in despair and confusion like before."
"He said thank you to me for taking his place and continuing this painful life."
"He kept apologizing to me, saying that it must be his previous wishes that caused me to appear in this world. He made me bear the pain that should have been his. I am really sorry."
Slowly talk about the memories of this time.
Bai Luochuan frowned.
After another pause, he thought of the key sentence, "By the way, he also told me that if possible, let me take care of Chen Miao for him. I think he is actually quite a good person, and he repays his kindness with kindness. He is much better than those beasts who know nothing and only know how to type on the keyboard."
Qi Yu nodded in agreement.
The question was very serious, "Chen Miao is your agent, right? If you also want to take care of him, do you need me to arrange a position for him and let him work in our company?"
Bai Luochuan smiled and shook his head, "There is no need for this yet, because I can feel that Brother Chen still likes that circle, and likes the feeling of cultivating the stars in his eyes into the sun that everyone is watching."
"So we can let him try more in that circle. He is a very good person, very serious in his work, and very sincere in his dealings with others."
"I think as long as the sky has eyes, he will definitely succeed."
Bai Luochuan said.
His evaluation of Chen Miao can be said to be quite high.
After finishing these words, Bai Luochuan paused briefly and added, "Of course, the possibility that there is no eyes in the sky is not ruled out. So you can observe more, and if there is anything that needs help, you help him, not for the Bai Luochuan of the past, but also for myself. He is really good to me."
Bai Luochuan has told Qi Yu these things many times.
Qi Yu Keep it in mind.
Of course I won't refuse.
Regarding the things about other people, I have finally said enough.
Qi Yu once again hugged Bai Luochuan into his arms.
The big tail swung behind him twice. Qi Yu buried his head on Bai Luochuan's shoulder and said dullly, "Brother, I know you have been working hard to give me a sense of security. I also know that I will never have to worry about the original owner coming back and taking this body back."
"But I still can't help but feel anxious and scared."
"So brother... can you give me a chance to feel more at ease and stop having a nervous breakdown just because of the slightest disturbance?"
He asked very seriously.
Bai Luochuan listened with a confused look on his face.
Hasn't he given Qi Yu a sense of security?
What other methods are needed to make his Big Fox completely feel at ease?
He looked into Qi Yu's eyes in confusion.
Fortunately, Qi Yu has nothing to do with him.
He just paused for a moment and then answered Bai Luochuan well, "Brother, some time ago, you have followed that expert and learned a lot about our world. So you should also know very well that we have a method here that can lock in your partner more thoroughly than getting a marriage certificate."
As he said this, Bai Luochuan also recalled it carefully.
There is indeed such a thing.
He opened his mouth and almost blurted out. Bai Luochuan asked, "You mean...Marking?"
Qi Yu nodded vigorously.
As an Omega who has become a monk on the way, Bai Luochuan understands this matter from a cultural perspective, but from a rational perspective, he is still not used to it.
But since Qi Yu has brought it up, Bai Luochuan doesn't mind.
According to his memory...
He simply brushed up the broken hair on the back of his neck, and Bai Luochuan asked him, "Do I need you to bite me? I don't understand. I can just leave it to you anyway? I..."
Look at his carefree look.
Qi Yu laughed helplessly again.
He took Bai Luochuan's hand and asked him to put his hair down again.
Then he shook his head slightly and Qi Yu said, "Eat first. I have been in a coma for so many days. I finally woke up. I need to eat something to slow down my body."
"Besides..."
"Marking This kind of thing requires physical strength."
"Brother, let's wait until you've eaten and drank enough. As long as you promise me, I'm not in a hurry."