Taking medicine and seeing a doctor has become Shen Zhiyi's daily routine. The psychiatrist was a little happy with the patient's cooperation at first, but almost a month later, the treatment has been stuck and there is no way to move forward.
The psychiatrist sighed heavily. It's difficult. It's really difficult. The other party is the person who carried out the action. Generally, after dying once, you will be more or less worried or afraid of death.
But Shen Zhiyi doesn't have it at all, and she seems to be able to repeat these actions until she is truly free.
The psychiatrist tried to warm her and influence her, so he asked her
"Miss Shen What's wrong with living? Don't you think the world is interesting?"
Shen Zhiyi asked him calmly
"What's good about living?"
The psychiatrist was waiting for her to ask this question, so he gave an example with a warm smile.
"Look, you can eat delicious food while alive."
Shen Zhiyi:"I have no money"
Psychologist: "You can see all the prosperity of the world while you are alive"
Shen Zhiyi:"I was so poor that I was hungry for almost three days."
The psychiatrist's smile froze on his face and he still refused to give up.
"You will meet the person you like, and then you will grow old and happy with him all day long."
Shen Zhiyi: "Oh, and then a poor next generation is born, and she is like me, hungry for nine meals in three days? Maybe the husband can't bear to have an affair after marriage, or maybe the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law continues to have conflicts, and then my rebellious conflict intensifies."
The psychiatrist sneered, "Probably not."
Shen Zhiyi looked directly into his eyes and replied
"It's just a matter of time"
The psychiatrist took out a handkerchief and wiped his sweat and continued to ask.
"Then do you have someone you like?" The psychiatrist was waiting for the answer with some anxiety. Even the people outside the door also mentioned it.
Shen Zhiyi was silent for a moment and then replied, "Yes"
The psychiatrist breathed a sigh of relief and secretly rejoiced, "It's good to have it, it's good to have it. In fact, having a lover by your side may be better than imagined."
"Then your friends and family can't bear to leave you. Have you ever thought that they would be sad when you left?"
Shen Zhiyi: "If you are sad, just come with me. This question is not rigorous. I have no parents, family, or friends."
The psychiatrist didn't expect her life experience to be like this.
Psychologist: "What about your favorite career?"
Shen Zhiyi: "Who likes to work? If you die, you don't have to deal with difficult customers. Doctor, that's why you met patients like me. Now you love your job very much?"
The psychiatrist looked at the notes in his hand and glanced at the door (￢_￢). Standing outside was his employer Chi Ye, and the pressure suddenly increased.
Miss Shen is visible to the naked eye and talks too much, but it goes in another direction, and his words touch people's hearts.
"Miss Shen, my suggestion is to have more contact with people and go out for a walk. It is best to stay with friends or loved ones.
Keep a happy mood. At this point in the treatment, you can see that you still have to make the final effort on your own.
If you take the medicine on time, you will be fine once a month. If you have any questions, you can contact me at any time."
Shen Zhiyi nodded clearly and didn't ask any more questions. In her eyes, time sometimes went very fast and sometimes very slowly.
What she occasionally remembered was those scenes, and how she didn't dare to see Chi Ye.
Time passed by for more than three months, and she hadn't seen Chi Ye for a long time.
The psychiatrist suggested that she have more contact with friends and go out for a walk, so when Madam Ye and Mumu invited her again, she agreed.
Madam Ye looked at her distressedly, she had lost weight again.
Chi Ye Although he didn't say what happened, anyone with a discerning eye could see that there was a problem between the two.
The old lady came back from the south and yelled at Chi Ye to take her home. Chi Ye just smiled and said it was not the time yet and it was not convenient.
Madam Ye wanted to comfort him, but Chi Ye said no.
Because he and Shen Zhiyi are not really separated, they just plan to take care of themselves first and then hug each other.
Here at Chi Ye, there is no such thing as a breakup. It is too difficult or cannot be endured.
He would drive his car and sit downstairs with her all night, or follow her quietly to see what she wanted to buy today.
Madam Ye has an idea and wants to take Shen Zhiyi on a trip.
As autumn and winter change, it's time to appreciate poplar and maple trees.
It happened that Liu Muyan wanted to sketch, so Madam Ye was very bold and flew directly with the two of them. After leaving a message, the three of them got on the plane.
Thousands of miles high in the sky, Madam Ye allowed the two of them to sleep peacefully, knowing that someone would pick them up when they got there.
As soon as you get off the plane, you can feel the different customs of the northwest region, with the strong wind blowing and the smell of dry firewood.
There are vast tracts of Populus euphratica forests here, and horses will cross the dry grassland. Eagles spread their wings and circle. The nomads quickly find a place at this last time and spend the long winter here.
Ye Nianliu misses this different customs and customs. She has been here a long time ago. No matter how many places she goes, this is the place she misses the most.
The northwest is not the desert that people think of. It has the most unique and original style. The food here has to be eaten in big mouthfuls, and the milk tea here is something you can't drink outside.
The four seasons here are always the most distinct, and what flows here is glacial snow. No matter what season it is, it is like nature's new clothes, incomparably wonderful.
Liu Muyan kept holding the paintbrush in his hand, Madam Ye walked around taking photos with the camera, and Shen Zhiyi touched the wood material, which seemed to be suitable for carving.
They left so suddenly that no one realized that the three of them were no longer there S City.
The first person to realize something was wrong was Chi's father. He just went to catch a fish and came back, but his wife was missing. Then came Chu Yanqing. Chu Yanqing was still looking for a reason to have dinner with Liu Muyan. He sent the message but received no reply.
The worst thing was Chi Ye. He didn't dare to contact Shen Zhiyi, and he couldn't bear to go find anyone. He didn't know until Chu Yanqing and Chi's father called.
The three of them couldn't help but wanted to find someone, but Madam Ye persuaded them to retreat.
They said they didn't want them to disturb the three of them's itinerary, and everything was fine here. They also specially found someone to make arrangements, so nothing unexpected would happen.
They came here at the right time. Soon it will snow, and the wooden houses here will become like those in fairy tales.
Ye Nianliu wanted Shen Zhiyi to feel these things, maybe it would be helpful to her.
The most rare thing is that both of them found that Shen Zhiyi is no longer as cold as before. She has learned to make some expressions, the amplitude is not large, but you can tell whether she is happy or confused.
"Zhiyi, let's help collect those fruits tomorrow. The weather is getting colder and colder. These fruits hanging on the branches have dried naturally. They can be collected and eaten through the winter."