"I don't know."
Jesse shook his head in an evasive manner, speaking without any confidence.
In fact, she knows better than anyone else.
She wants to get rid of her status as a loser, wants to be recognized, wants to prove her worth, and prove her excellence to those who once laughed at her.
But she didn't even have the courage to face the past, so her obsession seemed ridiculous and humble.
She is even more afraid of failure and losing everything she has now, so she wants to do her best in everything, including the determination to lead National Team to victory.
Win the championship?
According to the international rankings, Jesse is ranked second in terms of strength and indeed has the ambition to win the championship.
But Lu Ling knew that she would eventually lose, especially when faced with Egypt Team's rogue tactics, she would lose miserably.
Now, Lu Ling just brought forward the failure of Jesse.
"Has no one ever told you to live for yourself?" Lu Ling said lightly.
"I am living for myself now!" Jesse gritted his teeth, as if trying to hold on.
But Lu Ling could see it clearly. No matter how hard her tone was, she could not hide the cowardice in her heart.
"If you could really face your past calmly, my mental illusions wouldn't be able to control you so easily."
Lu Ling ruthlessly took off Jesse's stubborn mask, and then he sighed again and said helplessly.
"You are an orphan that no one wants anyway. Who would teach you so many great principles?"
"You!"
Jesse subconsciously wanted to refute and insult this man.
But when the words came to my lips, I couldn't utter a complete sentence.
This man knows everything about him, so what can he say?
"... Woo."
Jesse sobbed slightly, huddled up, tears kept falling down, and he didn't know how to wipe them.
She looks so pitiful and doesn't match her image of a sexy lady at all.
"Why do you cry so much?"
Noticing the status of Jesse, Lu Ling was a little speechless.
Cold-Faced Judge actually cried again, and Lu Ling even only said one rather hurtful word.
This time, it should be the third time...
Jesse stopped talking again. She cried quietly and kept crying.
Lu Ling didn't say anything, just watched her cry quietly.
It seemed that he was tired of crying, or his tears had dried up, so Jesse stopped crying.
"Are you going to keep me here forever?" Jesse asked.
"Want to go back?"
"I am the captain after all..."
"You also know that you are the captain, and you are the shopkeeper, just like a vase."
"The captain only needs absolute strength, the other trivial matters are for the deputy to do." Jesse said seriously.
"... What you said makes sense."
Jesse looked at Lu Ling with a pleading look, her eyes seemed to be able to speak.
Maybe she urgently needs an answer from Lu Ling.
"I remember you said just now that you can do whatever you want."
Lu Ling still did not give Jesse a clear answer, but brought up the conversation just now.
You can do whatever you want...
Jesse's mouth twitched slightly, she didn't say such words just now.
It's just asking Lu Ling about the conditions for survival when begging for mercy.
But no matter what, it actually makes no difference. She is now a lowly prisoner, and this man has the right to tell her to do anything.
"Now, I, Jesse, allow Lu Ling to give me any orders." Jesse said solemnly.
"Why don't you look like a prisoner or being coerced? You make me feel that you are willing."
"I am willing to do so because you know everything about me and my life is in your hands."
"I'm afraid you have some misunderstanding about willingness... forget it."
Lu Ling sat upright and stared straight into Jesse's eyes as blue as stars.
"I want you now..."
As Lu Ling paused deliberately, Jesse suddenly became nervous.
She is humble, she is fragile, but like normal girls, she regards certain things as very precious.
If Lu Ling wants her... then she can grit her teeth and accept it, and...
Jesse once again focused his attention on Lu Ling's magnificent face.
His face is like a crown jade, and he is extraordinary handsome.
He is definitely the most beautiful man in the world she has ever seen.
She didn't seem to be in a bad situation.
"I want you to face your own heart and live for yourself."
"What..."
Jesse was stunned and did not hear what she expected.
She was stunned, staring motionlessly at the white-haired young man.
"I know this is hard for you to do, but orders are orders."
"Yes... I will work hard..."
Jesse nodded blankly.
She was surprised, confused, and had mixed feelings.
"Then what you left on me..."
"You not only wanted to kill me, but you also wanted to kill the people around me. So it is impossible for me to let you go. This control will always exist in your body. I need the right to control your life and death at any time." Lu Ling said.
"You go."
"Is that all?"
"What else do you want?"
Lu Ling's expression is meaningful, half-smiling but not smiling.
"Do you still want to find an opportunity to kill me? Or kill the people around me?"
Hearing these doubtful words, Jesse glared at Lu Ling resentfully.
She clearly has no such thoughts now!
Lu Ling practices Psychic Element, so he must know it!
After glaring at it, she was once again filled with confusion.
"I..."
She lowered her head, not knowing what to say.
What does she want?
Does she want to regain her freedom, or does she want to kill Lu Ling and protect her secrets again?
Still thinking... She looked again at the stunning white-haired beauty next to her.
Maybe Jesse didn't realize it herself, but she felt a little bit disappointed in her heart.
What she pursues all her life is recognition from others.
Now, is she not even paying attention to her most basic value?
"Why are you so kind?" Jesse asked unwillingly.
"Good intentions?"
"I was so determined to kill you that I even wanted to sneak attack you, but I never thought of showing mercy. In the end, you captured me, but you just let me overcome my psychological fear and live for myself..."
Jesse chattered a lot, maybe she didn't expect that she would say so much.
"No matter how you look at it, it's all for my own good. Why?"
"Why... of course it's because you are good-looking. If you were an ugly girl, you would have been killed by me long ago." Lu Ling said seriously.
"That's it..."
Jesse responded in a low voice, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, but the corners of her mouth uncontrollably curved up a little.
"..."
This woman... is too good at strategy.
Lu Ling looked at Jesse in surprise, the latter's joy was not concealed at all.
He had to admire his own methods again.
Beat Jesse half to death, and then give it a little sweetness... and then, there will be no more.
People like Jesse, who are born with an extreme lack of love, are indeed easily captured by a little care from others.
The premise is that you must have the strength to defeat her, otherwise she won't even listen to a word of your words, and will probably just give you a Ghost Punishment to get rid of the problem.
"Thank you."
Jesse showed a clean and natural smile with an extremely serious expression.
That smile was astonishingly beautiful. Come to think of it, no one had ever seen her look like this.
She couldn't remember how many years it had been since she had truly smiled. Perhaps, this was the first time in her life that she truly curled her lips from the bottom of her heart.
"Oh." Lu Ling responded lightly.
"Can I suggest a change?"
"What?"
There was no joke in the blue eyes, only extremely serious solemnity, and even the voice had a slight tremor but was extremely firm.
"I want to live for you."