I'm back!
I was supposed to update yesterday, but I was afraid that if I did, the discussion would get too heated and I'd get myself arrested... so I delayed until I calmed down a bit before daring to post anything. I can't afford to be watched by the censors again...
However, although I lost one move in this game, I think the overall situation is okay. I only lost a ko fight and had one piece captured. My large group of stones wasn't killed, so there's no sign of a comeback on the board. It was a move that everyone thought I would win, a move that I expected to succeed, but I lost. It's frustrating and infuriating.
It's embarrassing, but still within my acceptable range. Maybe it's because I joked that since she likes being there so much, I should just surround it by land, sea, and air and let her stay there for a while... It's just a pity that what I ended up with was a super monkey version. Reality isn't a wish-fulfillment story after all (facepalm. jpg). Also, this was just joking around and doesn't represent my support for any viewpoint.
Putting aside all emotions and analyzing the game further, although we lost a move, we made up for it somewhat later. We also won a small ko elsewhere, captured a piece, and advanced a step. The calm waters have started to ripple again, so it's not a huge loss.
What's infuriating is that the opposing player ran off with the reputation points.
The only ones who suffered were the chess pieces and the parasites on them. They were used as tools and ATMs, getting nothing of substance, let alone anything related to winning or losing. And then they even got slapped.
As for the concern that others might want to join in the game later... how many aircraft carrier fleets do they have?
Some people think that this move was too ambitious and that the opponent was betrayed. I think this might be due to a cognitive gap between our generation and our parents' and even our grandparents' generations.
After all, the previous generation experienced the turn of the century firsthand, personally witnessing the deepest troughs before climbing back up step by step. Their understanding is definitely different from ours, and their approach to chess is certainly not as radical as ours. They might genuinely think that such actions paired with this kind of propaganda are reasonable (facepalm).
But overall, they all aim for the same goal, arriving at the same destination by different paths, though it can be frustrating.
On the contrary, I suggest ignoring those "one leaf falling heralds autumn" opinions online. These people are like masochists; they lose one move in chess and then fantasize about losing the whole game, then about becoming the opponent's slave, then imagining how their master will treat them—slapping them, then urinating and defecating on them, and then forcing them to eat it... and then they excitedly call on their friends to join in...
Is this even a normal person?
I suggest you go home and watch NTR...
Shouldn't a normal person be trying to fight back in this situation?
If you can't beat the opponent because they're tall and strong, then find a way to use underhanded tactics, like turning around and finding a bench!
Sobbing and whining, saying my fists are too small to beat them, that I'm going to be persecuted, that things will definitely get really bad... What the hell does that do?