He did it on purpose; he deliberately left the suit behind.
Shu Yan gave a self-deprecating laugh, but as she laughed, tears began to stream down her face.
He couldn't help but recall everything that happened that day...
After practicing the duet with Shen Xingcan a few times, Shu Yan went to find Zou Yanshu.
To ensure they wouldn't disturb each other, everyone found their own places to rehearse.
Shu Yan and Zou Yanshu had arranged to meet in an empty room on the third floor.
The castle was quiet and peaceful; the maids and servants did not wander around freely within its walls.
Even though she hadn't received the ring yet, Shu Yan had already imagined what it would look like countless times.
Therefore, Shu Yan was in a good mood until that moment.
The door was only slightly ajar, and intimate sounds could be heard coming from inside. Realizing what was happening inside, Shu Yan wanted to leave.
Immediately, a French sentence froze Shu Yan in place, because the French sentence was calling Nuowente.
It's the voice of the model who came at noon today.
Shu Yan stood there, fully clothed, yet at that moment Shu Yan felt a sense of helplessness as if all her clothes had been stripped off.
He tried to cover his ears, but he didn't even have the strength to lift his hands.
It's so painful, is he going to die?
He felt like he was suffocating.
I felt a wave of dizziness and my ears were ringing.
But at this moment, Shu Yan only felt fortunate, fortunate that she no longer had to hear those ambiguous sounds from inside the room.
If he doesn't think about it, doesn't look at it, and doesn't ask about it, then he can pretend that none of it exists.
Shu Yan always told himself that he was different from others, and that one shouldn't be too greedy; this was good enough...
But it seemed that even Heaven couldn't stand Shu Yan's self-deceiving behavior, so it used the cruelest method to make him face everything.
He wasn't actually that different, otherwise Nuowente wouldn't have acted this way while he was still alive.
Shu Yan has raised many cats, but his favorite is a tabby cat, which was the first cat he ever owned. The other cats were all rescued by Shu Yan through various coincidences.
He would buy very pretty toys for the tabby cat, but he would also buy them for the other cats.
If you ask Shu Yan which kitten she likes best, Shu Yan answer without hesitation: Little Tabby Cat.
But Shu Yan also liked the other kittens.
Perhaps he felt the same way in Nuowente's heart; the pink diamond was beautiful and precious, so Nuowente gave it to Shu Yan.
But others might receive blue diamonds or yellow diamonds...
Does he want things to continue like this?
Tears silently seeped into the carpet.
Shu Yan turned around, staggering and nearly knocking over the vases on either side. She looked disheveled and miserable, like someone fleeing for their life.
As he was going downstairs, Shu Yan missed a step and fell down the stairs, but he didn't have time to worry about anything else. All he knew was that he had to get out of that place as quickly as possible.
Unbeknownst to him, shortly after he left, Elias emerged from the room, his clothes neat and tidy, clearly indicating that nothing had happened.
What followed felt like a movie, a blur of emotions, with everyone seemingly happy.
So Shu Yan tried her best to be happy.
After filming wrapped, Nuowente and Shu Yan went back to their room together.
Even though Shu Yan tried her best to restrain herself, Nuowente still sensed the change in Shu Yan's emotions.
After closing the door, Nuowente scooped Shu Yan up in his arms and sat her on the sofa, his voice gentle. "Why are you so unhappy? Who upset our Yanyan again?"
Seeing that Shu Yan didn't speak, Nuowente lowered his head and kissed him.
Shu Yan actually liked it Nuowente hugged and kissed him in this way, because it made him feel cared for by Nuowente Shu Yan.
But that was before; at this moment, he couldn't help but think about what had happened that afternoon.
Were Nuowente and Elias like that too...? They were embracing and kissing in that room...?
An indescribable feeling of nausea suddenly surged up in that instant.
At that moment, Shu Yan dodged Nuowente's kiss.
He is not a very qualified actor.
Nuowente then clearly saw the emotions in his eyes.