What I Want

On the way to Tina's room, the maids and servants they encountered were not as respectful and enthusiastic as usual. Instead, they looked as if they had seen a ghost, hurriedly bowed, and ran away with their heads down.

The Goth dignitaries in the audience hall had only just learned of the outcome of the Battle of Distant Harbor, let alone the women.

Seeing Kang De suddenly appear must have startled him.

Kang De shook his head, not taking it to heart.

Just as Hong San said, having experienced the war between Glittering Sand and Valentan, he had long anticipated certain things. Whether it was the rebellion of the citizens or the betrayal of the powerful, it was all reasonable and expected. There was nothing unbelievable or heartbreaking about it... He had no expectations at all.

The knight was right after all.

Do not blindly trust all Goth People because of his death.

You have a really insightful perspective.

Kang De walked slowly, the scenes that had just happened flashing through his mind.

From the moment of the full-scale declaration of war, the relationship with Goth was destined to never return to the blissful state that followed the end of the Goth-Moon War.

Those people have no choice but to yield and submit in awe, or to perish in resistance...

His complete break with the powerful was not simply for revenge, punishment, or venting his anger; there were other considerations. The whispers of the Sound of Doomsday, the messages from the future conveyed by Space-Time Flashback —an unknown and powerful enemy was slowly taking shape. He needed more power and to unite everyone he could.

But before that, we must eliminate those who cannot be united.

And obstacles.

This signifies the decline or even demise of an ancient social class.

Many will die, and the remaining will continue to lose. They may unite, rise up in rebellion, and obstruct, but the history of the earth has shown the right direction. It's just that every change is accompanied by war, bloodshed, and death... time and time again.

I regret what is about to happen, Cleveland.

But if it were you, you would definitely be on my side.

Because you surely know that the powerful and dignified Goth I promised you belongs to every brave, hardworking, wise, and self-sacrificing person, not to opportunistic, selfish fools.

Even if you are a nobleman, you will definitely stand on my side.

Just as Hong San said, even if there are three parts black and six parts gray in this world, even if selfish nobles are cold-blooded and shrewd, and foolish commoners are short-sighted and blind, there is still one part pure white and flawless, which is enough to be the sole reason for martyrs and sacrifices to fight for it...

You warned me not to trust all Goth People, and Nick already knew he would face countless betrayals and scorn, but you also believed that there were beautiful and great people and things in this country.

You, Nick, Tina, even Stella, Hilmeria, and even the Grand Duke.

As long as you were there, Goth was not entirely without hope.

I will keep my promise and give this country a better future.

Believe me.

Watch closely.

Kang De gently pushed open the door to the room.

He saw warm, bright sunlight streaming into the room through the huge golden enamel window frame, illuminating her brilliant blond hair like a painting. Her beautiful figure stood by the window with her back to him.

Upon hearing the sound, Tina's back trembled slightly.

The Sword Saint Cascading Snow was sitting to the side, silently stood up. Ever since Tina was placed under house arrest, the Grand Duke had sent his sister to his daughter's side. This was not for surveillance, but for protection.

Hilmeria gazed silently at Kang De, then sighed without a sound.

She gently patted Kang De on the shoulder, left silently, and closed the door behind her.

Kang De approached gently, hesitated for a moment, and then wrapped his arms around Tina's waist from behind. Her waist was so slender and soft that he could feel its elasticity and warmth through the thin, luxurious fabric.

Tina's body trembled again, then she leaned back gently, pressing her entire back against Kang De's embrace. Strands of the princess's hair brushed against her nose, carrying a hint of alluring fragrance. Kang De's hands unconsciously tightened their grip, and he could hear Tina's breathing become rapid.

They just hugged each other like that, neither of them saying a word.

Language has lost its meaning.

Because he has returned, and she has finally met the person she has been waiting for.

It was no longer a forced separation from Glittering Sand Town, no longer a helpless despair.

There was no tragic ending or empty graves.

That day, Tina returned to Glittering Sand Town with the Sword Saint Cascading Snow and only found Kang De's lost Tomahawk. At that time, she believed that Kang De was dead and threw herself into that seemingly fruitless war with endless sorrow, despair and even madness. But now, she has waited for the person she has been waiting for.

But...

A few clear tears silently fell.

She nestled in her lover's arms, enjoying the comfort and security they provided, but her eyes remained fixed on the view outside the window, her gaze vacant, as if she were looking back to a long time ago.

Tina said softly, "I've always felt that persuading my father to allow me to go on this mission to the Empire, being intercepted by elves along the way, and being blown by a storm to the Holy Seal Archipelago was the best thing the gods ever gave me in my life, because on that island, I met you... I still think so now."

She reached out and grasped Kang De's hand, which was wrapped around her waist.

"Only..."

Her voice trembled slightly. "I'm not sure if it's the same for you... Kang De, you've been drawn into a nation's war, fighting against the world's most powerful hegemon."

"This country owes you so much. Even when you were still fighting for this country, they criticized you, accused you, doubted you, and betrayed you. When I think about this, I want to kill them all. When I think about this, I feel unworthy, we are unworthy, Goth is unworthy of you..."

Kang De said softly, "It's alright. I didn't come here because of them, and I don't care what they do or think. I..."

"--But I do care!"

Tina's shout interrupted him. The princess broke free from his embrace, turned around, and her beautiful azure eyes had turned red. She clutched Kang De's clothes tightly, as if afraid of losing him.

"I care about your feelings because I'm afraid—afraid that one day you'll get tired of those idiots, afraid that one day you'll just leave. I want to do everything I can to please you, I want to keep you here forever, to have you always by my side, because... because I love you..."

She hugged Kang De tightly, her slender body bursting with astonishing strength.

"But... but it's precisely because I love you that I don't want to use that method to restrain you. What I want is your genuine love, not something stemming from a sense of responsibility... so I've been enduring it all. I'm so afraid, afraid that one day you'll finally make a choice, afraid that someone will beat me to it. I want to take the initiative, but I'm afraid of putting you in a difficult position. I want you to choose, but I'm afraid you'll leave me..."

She sobbed softly, leaning on Kang De's shoulder, wanting to bite him, but hurriedly letting go at the moment her teeth touched him; she couldn't bear to let him feel even the slightest pain.

"Waaaaah..."

A low, suppressed sob.

"I am a bad woman, Kang De. I ordered Hong San to kill those who spread rumors, to kill those who protested, without mercy, to implicate and massacre, without hesitation. Order after order, I don't mind becoming a murderous monster, I don't mind being misunderstood by my father and brothers and sisters, I don't mind being insulted and scorned by those nobles, but my purpose in doing this is not to maintain stability..."

She cried, "I'm just drawing a line. I know the more ruthless my methods, the clearer my stance, the more radical my attitude, the more you'll think of my good points, and the more your heart will lean towards me. I'm a scheming woman, I'm doing this for a purpose, I'm a bad woman, but..."

"But besides that, I don't know what else I can do..."

She cried uncontrollably.

"What do you really need? I don't know. What else can I do for you? I don't know either..."

"This is the only thing I can do..."

I don't want you to leave me, I don't want you to get tired of me, I don't want you to disappear from this world...

She murmured to herself.

His eyes held a mixture of pain, intoxication, fervor, and obsession.

Prior to the events involving the dragons and the Paradox Element, Tina had already exhibited similar anxieties, only to be temporarily calmed down by Kang De.

But the sacrifices, spirit, and will that Kang De told Tina at the time, the reasons why he stayed with Goth and was willing to help him, although logically consistent and firm, were not the right answer for Tina. Such arguments could convince Grand Duke Reknos and Prince Landisidun, but they could not convince Tina, because she was the one who loved him hopelessly.

This argument might convince the ruthless and decisive Battle Axe Princess, but it couldn't convince Tina, who was deeply in love.

If things go smoothly afterward, nothing will happen, the lighthearted romantic comedy can continue, and Tina, with Kang De by her side, will naturally be safe and sound.

However, the situation later reversed, the circumstances worsened, and the poor performance, pathetic stupidity, and despicable betrayal of the Germany exacerbated Tina's anxiety.

More importantly... Tina had already realized from subtle clues and a woman's intuition that Wang Xiaoman, this formidable rival, was tugging at Kang De's heart from a place she couldn't reach.

All the entanglements, accumulated pressure, suppressed extremism and confusion finally erupted completely after the situation settled down.

Kang De held Tina in his arms, feeling the girl trembling and releasing her emotions, listening to her outpouring of love, which was uncontrollably conveyed and even he could clearly perceive it.

He finally realized that Tina's mental state was getting worse.

Kang De also experienced the unforgettable pain of Glittering Sand Town, but he was eventually redeemed and able to Homecoming to the world he knew and the people he loved, to heal his deep wounds.

But Tina faced not only tragic loss of life, but also a hopeless war.

The girl murmured, "Kang De, what should I do... what can I do for you..."

The voice was weaker than ever before, carrying a plea, even a begging tone.

It was as if they were begging the gods for the value and meaning of their lives.

... It's very simple, isn't it?

With just a word... no, no words are needed, just a glance, a tiny gesture, and Princess Goth, whose unparalleled beauty surpasses all others on the continent, will willingly offer her precious and beautiful body, obeying him in every way, and doing her utmost to please him. From then on, she will rejoice because of his joy and grieve because of his sorrow, no longer thinking, making him the entirety of her life, and finding joy in it all, without any regrets.

It's very simple, isn't it?

The delicate body in his arms pressed tightly against him with astonishing elasticity and heat, and its alluring fragrance filled his nostrils, enough to awaken a man's purest instincts.

Before this, Kang De had experienced several major battles, some of which nearly resulted in life-or-death situations. He endured endless pressure and fear, which ultimately ended in a great victory. However, the accumulated pressure was never released.

He held Tina in his arms and answered her question.

"If that's what you want, if you don't know what to do, if you want my approval and favor..." he whispered, "Then become mine and listen to me."

Tina answered without hesitation, even with a joyful tone, "Yes!"

She even cried with joy, "What do I need to do? Kang De, what do you want me to do? I can do anything, and if I don't know how, you can teach me, I..."

"... I want you to become a better version of yourself."

Kang De gently embraced her.

"You who smiled at me in the sunlight after being captured by the Parrot, you who bravely went on a diplomatic mission to the Empire for Goth even knowing the dangers ahead, you who thought of me, you who fought for your country, you who were brave, strong, wise, and learned, Tina, and you who loved me."

He gripped Tina's shoulders, gazing into her beautiful yet bewildered eyes.

"Only children make choices; I want them all."

Kang De said softly, "You, who can help me, who can face the future with me, who loves me but also loves this country—I need someone like Tina."

"I want to see a Tina is confident, brave, beautiful, gentle yet wise and decisive. She has a beautiful face, a beautiful body, a beautiful soul, and a beautiful personality. I want that kind of Tina who loves me deeply with her independent personality and beautiful soul, who can encourage me when I'm afraid, give me advice when I'm confused, and offer words of caution when I'm complacent... a companion, a partner, a comrade-in-arms, someone I can face the future hand in hand with... I want that kind of Tina."

He reached out and stroked the girl's smooth cheek.

You have no idea what I just did.

"I gave those Goth nobles a good dressing down and told them to go back and wash their necks before they faced their doom. I even cursed your father. I told them to prepare for all-out war. I obtained a list of traitors from the envoys of various countries. I hold the Paradox Element in my hands. I have captured the fleets of various countries in Distant Harbor. I will use these bargaining chips to maneuver throughout the world and achieve my goals."

"I will launch my plan to transform Goth. I will weaken or even destroy the aristocracy. I will give those foolish Goth People hope and opportunity for change. I will crush those who stand in my way, educate the opponents, and kill the stubborn. I will transform Goth into a better person, and then the whole deadlock. I will unite all forces that can be united to deal with the dangerous enemy lurking in the shadows..."

He laughed as he said this.

"So, I want Tina like that, someone who shares my ideals, carrying on the legacy of the fallen to make this country better. I want Tina like that, someone as decisive and resolute as me, ruthlessly eliminating those parasites and fools. I want to kill with her, set fires with her, build with her, and achieve with her. We share the same ideals, and while we may have some differing opinions and disagreements, we can ultimately negotiate and reach the best outcome. I want a girl like that."

Kang De gazed at the girl before him.

"May I?"

Tina blinked and looked at him. As she listened, the princess's gaze shifted between nostalgia, tenderness, doubt, and relief. But in the end, through Kang De's gentle whispers, she understood his feelings, knew his answer, or rather, had a reason to feel at ease.

Her Highness revealed an exquisite smile, like the most beautiful flower in full bloom.

"Okay," she said softly, "If this is what you want... then I will grant your wish."

Kang De smiled with relief, "Good girl."

But the next moment, Tina's beautiful face was already very close.

Fragrant breath caressed her lips.

The girl asked softly, "Then... would you want me like this?"

A warm, soft tongue gently licked the corner of Kang De's mouth.

Her full breasts pressed in slightly.

Kang De's breathing became rapid instantly.

The flagpole had already been erected.

After a long and intense battle and emotional highs and lows, he had accumulated too much pressure.

He had been unable to restrain himself while his beloved was in his arms, but he had held back for the sake of Tina. Now that his feelings had been expressed, Tina's nearly collapsing state of mind had been restored.

Now, the beautiful princess's eyes are sparkling, and her fragrance is intoxicating. She gently beckons her little finger and pulls at her collar, revealing her incredibly delicate, snow-white breasts. The deep cleavage possesses immense attraction, enough to draw in everything.

Only a damn devil could withstand that.

Kang De hugged Tina tightly and bit her lip.

The two embraced passionately, their bodies intertwined.

Tina was pushed to the window, her collar pulled open to reveal a deep, maddening cleavage. Kang De buried his face in it, nibbling and nuzzling. He licked her white collarbone from bottom to top, sucked on her swan-like neck, and, amidst Tina's soft moans, took her delicate earlobe into his mouth.

--Then I saw the strange creature pressed against the outer window.

A face was imprinted on the windowpane, distorted by the pressure, as were its two hands. Its eyes were wide open, golden rings gleaming within them, its nose was bulging like a pig's, and its teeth were clenched. Its short, fiery red hair flew wildly in the wind. Clearly, this Alien was extremely angry.

With a loud bang, A Xing's voice echoed throughout the entire Maple Leaf Palace.

What are you doing!

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PS1: Sigh, I'm still not good at this. It took me a long time to write this. I need to practice more in the future.