I Don't Want to Live Anymore

"Your Highness, what's wrong?"

Outside the sleeping quarters,

Several personal Maidservant asked with concern and doubt.

"Get out of my way, all of you, leave me alone."

In the bedroom,

Eldest Princess Xiao Zhaohuang buried her head completely under the covers, and showed no intention of answering the concerned calls of the Maidservant outside.

So embarrassing!

It's so embarrassing!

She has completely lost face today, a loss she has accumulated over the past thirty years.

Or perhaps it was in front of the Immortal she admired,

They personally threw their own face and dignity to the ground, smashing them cleanly.

I don't want to live anymore.

Waaaaah...

Xiao Zhaohuang also couldn't understand why she had done that back then.

It was as if by some strange twist of fate that I involuntarily did something so shameful.

Thinking back to the way the Immortal looked at me back then,

Xiao Zhaohuang completely broke down.

What about the majesty of Princess Who Guards the Nation, what about the nobility of a royal daughter?

They've all forgotten everything.

Like a stray dog, it flung open the door and fled back to its bedchamber in a panic.

Then he buried his head in the blankets.

Like an ostrich that dares not face reality.

She just wanted to hide in her bedchamber, bury her head under the covers, and stay there until the end of time.

"Your Highness, how can a host hide away and leave their guests waiting outside? Besides, this is no ordinary guest. What if the Immortal gets angry?"

The Maidservant outside the bedchamber grew anxious and raised their voices.

But how could Xiao Zhaohuang not understand these principles?

But how could she dare to face Immortal now?

That single "meow" had completely shattered all her dignity and self-confidence, crushing her carefully maintained composure and dignity to dust.

She ultimately failed the Immortal's test.

She degenerated into a shameless and promiscuous woman.

How could a noble and pure Immortal like such a woman? He would probably even despise her.

Finished,

It's all over.

Never mind,

That's all for now.

What imperial ambitions, what Immortal favor?

No, I don't want it anymore.

I don't want any of them.

Let me hide in this bedchamber, concealed within these bedding, where no one knows, no one cares, and I will Jingjing and solitarily perish.

"Your Highness, Young Master Zhang sent someone to report that the Immortal is not angry; Immortal has been smiling the whole time."

Xiao Zhaohuang: "..."

"Real?"

With red-rimmed eyes and disheveled hair Xiao Zhaohuang pulled his head out of the blankets and asked in a hoarse, uncertain voice.

"Really, Young Master Zhang even said that the Immortal praised Your Highness as interesting, a truly fascinating woman."

The Maidservant outside answered loudly.

"Pfft..."

Upon hearing Xiao Zhaohuang suddenly went from crying to laughing, wiped the makeup off his face, and muttered to himself.

"So this is what kind of Immortal you are? Your taste is so strange!"

"Someone come and help me change my clothes and do my makeup."

A woman's emotions are like the weather in June; joy and anger never come out of the blue.

One moment it's stormy and turbulent, the next it's sunny and calm.

They are elusive and difficult to trace.

Xiao Zhaohuang is interesting.

She's an interesting woman.

This statement was indeed made by Gao Yunyi.

After all, this is something that only women in modern society would do without any scruples, yet in the strictly regulated ancient times, it was still spoken of and done by a royal Eldest Princess of noble status.

Isn't a woman like that interesting or fun enough?

It was from that moment on that...

Gao Yunyi made a lasting impression on this Princess Who Guards the Nation possessed a striking contrast to her previous persona.

Don't say,

Her meow was truly charming and melodious, penetrating to the bone.

Looking back now,

It left a lingering aftertaste.

Hahaha...

Gao Yunyi kept smiling, the corners of his mouth never falling.

Zhang Qingyan, standing behind him, was completely bewildered.

What exactly happened in that hall just now?

He was filled with curiosity.

But he didn't dare ask.

He had a premonition that if he asked, the Eldest Princess would hunt him down to his home, and even his father wouldn't be able to protect him.

So he could only follow his older brother, feeling both curious and frustrated.

The State-Guarding Eldest Princess's Residence is heavily guarded.

But no one dared to stop Gao Yunyi's celestial chariot.

That's all,

Gao Yunyi and Zhang Qingyan wandered aimlessly around the vast Eldest Princess's Residence like two idlers.

Then they arrived at a secluded and quiet courtyard.

Unlike other heavily guarded places with numerous servants,

This courtyard is very quiet.

Very inconspicuous

It was completely out of place with the noble and luxurious Eldest Princess's Residence.

"Huh... I didn't expect Your Highness's residence to have a place like this. Could it be that the rumors about Your Highness keeping male concubines are true?"

Zhang Qingyan is a curious person; she develops a strong curiosity and desire to explore anything that is different from what she sees.

"What kind of male consort?"

Okay, Gao Yunyi is the same.

"It used to be said throughout the Capital that the Eldest Princess had a fondness for handsome men and was extremely licentious, keeping many handsome men in her residence as male concubines for her pleasure."

Zhang Qingyan explained seriously.

"However, His Highness has always ignored these rumors and gossip, and over time, the rumor has never been confirmed."

So you want to go inside and take a look?

Gao Yunyi asked with a smile.

"Don't you want to, brother?"

Zhang Qingyan raised an eyebrow.

What do you think?

Gao Yunyi continued to laugh, but his smile was rather eerie.

"Okay, that's what I want."

Zhang Qingyan shrugged and readily admitted that he was used to taking the blame for his older brother anyway.

Then the two of them walked closer, one after the other.

The gate to the courtyard was half-open.

It opens with a gentle push.

However, the courtyard did not present the scene of countless handsome men and unsightly sights that the two had imagined.

There was only one Ginkgo Tree and a few acres of vegetable garden inside.

Oh,

There was also a chubby little boy.

The little boy was about six or seven years old. He wasn't wearing Silk and Satin, but a clean and ordinary brown jacket.

He squatted motionless in the vegetable garden, his brown jacket cinching his round body, making him look like a Kiwi from a distance.

Gao Yunyi was stunned for a moment.

Zhang Qingyan was also stunned for a moment, and then her eyes, which had been filled with disappointment, suddenly lit up with joy.

"Could it be... could this chubby little boy be His Highness's illegitimate son? Good heavens!! Look what I've found."

Zhang Qingyan was extremely excited.

His face was filled with excitement at discovering a royal scandal and Princess Zhang's secret.

However, Gao Yunyi remained remarkably calm.

Calm, even somewhat silent.

He slowly walked towards the vegetable garden and approached the chubby little boy.

Then they noticed that the little boy was holding a small hoe and was intently staring at the vegetable patch at his feet.

They were completely unaware when someone entered or approached.

Gao Yunyi slowly squatted down, and then followed the little boy's gaze, and saw a group of ants in the vegetable garden.

They're fighting over territory.

Moreover, it seems the battle is very intense and fierce, with the fighting raging fiercely.

Seeing his older brother's strange appearance,

Zhang Qingyan, filled with doubt, also walked over.

Then,

He slowly squatted down as well.

That's all,

Two adults and one child

It all revolves around that small vegetable patch.

Looking at that group of tiny ants,

Completely focused, eyes glued to the screen.