Wen Feiran had a premonition that this was the three years of his missing memories.
The changing scenes confirmed this premonition. When he went on the quick transmigration mission, time in this world was still continuing, and his consciousness was like a soul. Without a soul, this body became a "walking corpse," with almost no perception or processing of external information, and only the instinct to live remained.
At first, things were fine, but this illusion didn't last long, and the nightmare finally arrived.
He was discovered by a talent scout while walking on the street and signed as a model. Later, Liu Fengyuan was jealous that "he" had taken away his resources, so he introduced him to Li Tao.
Li Tao only met him once before realizing that "he" was an idiot and easily fooled.
Li Tao was very ambitious. He had never seen such an easy-to-manipulate artist before, and he used "him" to do many things.
At first, he treated "Wen Feiran" as a person, but later he found that "Wen Feiran" was completely indifferent to any injustice he suffered. He never escaped or felt wronged. So he gradually became bolder and even mocked "Wen Feiran" in front of others.
One day, Li Tao misjudged the difficulty of the filming, causing him to sprain his ankle. Instead of feeling remorseful, Li Tao blamed him for delaying the filming schedule and threw him out like trash.
It was at this moment that he ran into Gu Suian.
Even though it was a dream, Gu Suian's face was very clear, and he had never seen such a panicked and angry expression on Gu Suian's face before.
He looked at Gu Suian, his eyes expressionless, but his words were unexpected. "Let's get married."
???!
Wen Feiran considered all the possibilities, but she never expected that he would propose to her, especially under these circumstances.
His soul had already left this body to complete a quick transmigration mission, and he didn't show any special reaction when he saw Gu Suian, so why would he say such a thing?
Wen Feiran's pupils trembled slightly as she thought of the seemingly absurd, yet possibly correct, reason.
He had been a fan of Gu Suian before, and Gu Suian protected him when the elevator went out of control, leaving him with a very good impression. He did think for a moment that it would be great if he could be with Gu Suian.
This thought was buried deep in his heart. When he was sober, he knew it was an unrealistic fantasy, but at this moment, without the valve of reason, it was more like an automatic program. It surfaced in his mind when he saw Gu Suian and became his strongest desire.
Even though he knew that these were memories from the past three years, and that this was not "him" in essence, it was still his body, and he had to bear the consequences of its continuation.
The scene changed again; night turned into day. Gu Suian found him and agreed to marry him.
He had nothing, nothing to lose, while Gu Suian was at the very top of the pyramid, possessing an entire business empire. Yet, he didn't sign any marriage agreement with Wen Feiran, nor did he even give it proper consideration; they got their marriage certificate that very day.
Marriage is one of the most important events in life, and every newlywed couple looks forward to the future, hoping to spend the rest of their lives together.
But their married life was...
The following scenes seem to be fast-forwarded, or perhaps it was his instinctive attempt to escape.
Gu Suian knew he had suffered a lot and was having a hard time, so she wanted to invite him to live with her, but the reply she received was, "Don't come near me."
Gu Suian wanted to help him get rid of the shady company, but the response she received was, "Stay away from me."
Gu Suian could have easily distanced himself from him, but faced with his rejection, he willingly chose to step into this quagmire, just to be closer to him and be able to embrace him.
But "he," having lost his soul, was incapable of communicating verbally. Gu Suian tried almost every method, only to be met with cold rejection. When he, covered in wounds, tried to approach again, he only received a sharp knife piercing his heart. "If you come any closer, I will die."
Wen Feiran could no longer stand in the position of an observer. He could distinguish the relationship between the soul and the body, but Gu Suian was at the center of the vortex, and he was bearing everything!
He didn't know when tears were streaming down his face, desperately trying to break through the barrier of time and stop himself from that moment.
"Don't come near me."
"How can you talk like that? You'll hurt him!"
Don't talk to me.
"Shut up, shut up! How could you be so heartless?!"
"Leave me alone."
"Please, even though I'm not here, you are my body! Why are you doing this to him? Why are you doing this to me!"
"I'm leaving you, or I'll die."
"No, didn't you see his expression? You %#@#!..."
His vision blurred, his heart pounded uncontrollably, and he could barely breathe from the pain.
If their positions were reversed, Gu Suian suddenly changed her personality one day, becoming extremely cold and abusive towards him, rejecting all his attempts to get close and show kindness, he would also feel heartbroken. He might give up, or he might be hurt enough to choose to abandon their relationship.
In his dream, things did indeed unfold as he had imagined.
When he completed his quick transmigration mission and returned to this world, he never saw Gu Suian again. To him, Gu Suian was just an "idol" he had met once in an elevator, someone from a different world, someone he would never see again.
At a certain intersection, they brushed past each other. Gu Suian looked at him without sadness or pain, without the slightest fluctuation of emotion, as indifferent as a stranger.
Their past relationship and that brief marriage were buried under the dust of time, becoming a mistake that could never be undone.
Yes, if he were hurt like that, he would also choose to hide in his wounds, silently licking them, and never see Gu Suian again. But Gu Suian...