I knew my decision was risky.
After all, we did not have many people, and we knew nothing about the situation underground. If even Ying Gou had run into trouble, rushing down recklessly might end very badly.
But I did not want anything to happen to Ying Gou either.
Although I knew my decision was a little selfish, I still intended to do it.
I said to Jiang Xiaohui and Xiao Qing, "I'll go down first. You follow behind me. If anything feels wrong, get out immediately. Don't force it."
Jiang Xiaohui grew anxious. "Big Brother, how can I let you charge in first? I'll go down first."
"Jiang Xiaobai, it's not your turn to play the hero here. Don't think I don't know what you're planning." Xiao Qing shot me an unhappy look.
I said nothing. I felt somewhat guilty. If I had been more rational, I should have taken them out if Ying Gou had not returned within three minutes, then thought of another way.
Yet I had said that if Ying Gou did not return within three minutes, we would all go down.
I had only insisted on taking the lead.
Xiao Qing said, "Jiang Xiaobai, do you know what your biggest problems are? First, you care too deeply about your feelings. Of course, I don't see that as a flaw. On the contrary, it is one of your strengths, part of your personal charm. But it can also become a weakness your enemies can exploit. Second, you're too self-righteous. You always think what you do is right. Take this matter, for example. Your decision for everyone to go down together wasn't wrong, because we are a team. No matter who leads this team, they should not abandon their own people. But you feel guilty for making