Judging by Lü Siya's pensive expression, she found it hard to understand Su Mu Lian's feelings.
But Meng Chao, who shared Su Mu Lian's affliction, instantly understood what she meant.
Indeed, when Meng Chao first awakened his Doomsday Memory in his senior year classroom, he had only seen ten thousand suns shining, burning, exploding, and destroying everything. At the same time, he had barely remembered some fragmented, unsystematic Future Martial Arts.
As for the causes of the apocalypse—the bloated expansion of the Nine Super Enterprises, misguided measures against Monster Civilization, the needless conflict between Dragon City and Turanze, and so on—he had only gradually pieced them together much later, after gathering countless clues and repeatedly pondering and sorting through them.
"At first, I had no idea what I should do to stop the apocalypse. I only knew that, along with the awakening of my Doomsday Memory, I had gained the mysterious abilities of 'Rapid Self-Healing' and 'Transfer Injuries and Illnesses.'
Su Mu Lian continued, "Naturally, I connected these two things and decided that there had to be a reason Heaven had allowed me to awaken both memories and abilities.
"Perhaps, as long as I used 'Rapid Self-Healing' and 'Transfer Injuries and Illnesses' to the fullest extent, I could change the future and prevent the apocalypse.
"As it happened, the Leprosy Village where I lived was home to many mutants carrying congenital genetic defects and suffering acquired Spiritual Energy contamination. They were afflicted with all kinds of rare and difficult illnesses seldom seen outside.
"I thought that if I treated them, I could at least earn their trust and support. If I ever had to reveal everything in the future, even if others did not believe me, the patients I had cured surely would.
"With the attitude of giving it a