Whenever Zai Jiu Xunge began writing about civilizations, B80 and Calico felt she seemed very far away, because an utterly detached compassion and sorrow would show in her expression.
In fact, Yu Xunge had already done her best to detach herself from all kinds of emotions. She constantly demanded that she record every world without bringing any personal feelings into it.
Whether it was Fragrant Branch and Shark Forest, whose leaders had grudges with her, Moon Fox, Oak Owl, and Candle Barbarian, which had invaded Zai Jiu, or Huo Cai and Sky Crab, with which she had no grievances for now, she treated them all equally.
She was a chronicler, not a critic.
Besides, both listening to sighs and recording civilizations had taught her a great deal.
When she began recording world after world, writing the stories of ordinary beings one after another, she often saw and thought of the beings of Zai Jiu through them.
They were no longer a single collective symbol called "Zai Jiu players." Instead, she would imagine a random, ordinary being of Zai Jiu and what she might think when faced with this or that moment.
She had changed a great deal since becoming the Arbiter, but everything she did was simply an attempt to live up to that title. She had been pushed to a height she had never imagined, and her pride and sense of responsibility would not allow her to do too poorly.
Of course, many other factors had contributed to her changes: the responsibilities she had been forced to shoulder, the guilt and the emotions that had moved her during Zai Jiu's great war, and the series of rights and benefits that came with being the Zaijiu Arbiter.
There were far, far too many reasons.
Her purpose in finding a way