In Honkai, I Only Love Valkyries
Chapter 38

In Honkai, I Only Love Valkyries

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"I'm sorry, I can't reciprocate your feelings."

Kiana firmly rejected Asakura Miyuki. To string her along like a protagonist in a light novel would be disrespectful to a friend.

"Why..."

"Kiana, don't you not have someone you like?"

Asakura Miyuki's hands clenched slightly, and she bit her lower lip. Her own 'white moonlight' had rejected her.

She wanted to cry.

But she didn't.

Kiana looked at Asakura Miyuki.

"I don't have anyone I like right now."

Kiana was telling the truth.

"But... I might have feelings for someone."

"Or maybe it's not feelings, maybe it's just my dependence on him. I don't really understand these things, but this feeling definitely exists."

Otto's face flashed in her mind.

"If...

"If this feeling in my heart doesn't change in a few more years."

"I think I'd be willing to have his children."

Chapter 50: Few Friends

Once upon a time, there was a girl.

Born into a wealthy family, she was academically brilliant, dignified in her demeanor, and admired by all.

But everything she had was destroyed. She lost her purity, becoming a puppet that men could toy with at will. Her body was covered in defilement, her life shrouded in darkness, and she could see no light.

When her parents found out, they helped the girl transfer schools. However, after transferring to Senba Academy, somehow others found out about her past.

The girl became a target of bullying.

Yet, amidst the bullying, a girl reached out to her.

The girl felt like she had fallen in love with her.

But her confession was rejected.

Still, it didn't matter. The girl and the one she loved "became one."

The bullying continued, and another girl reached out to her.

Confession, rejection.

It repeated endlessly.

Asakura Miyuki couldn't remember how many girls she had "become one" with. They rejected her, surely because they didn't understand her.

If only they became one with her, then they would understand.

These were all things that had happened in Asakura Miyuki's past.

Then one day, she met her 'white moonlight.'

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Kiana Kaslana was completely different from everyone else. She was resolute, beautiful, and would throw a punch to save her.

Seeing her heroic and valiant figure, Asakura Miyuki felt an unprecedented stir in her heart. Unlike the girls from before, she was the most special, the one and only.

Three-Year Cherry, prepared only for you.

But...

Her confession was rejected again.

In a dimly lit alley, a shadow fell over Asakura Miyuki. She looked at Kiana, her heart pounding violently.

Kiana looked at Asakura Miyuki, but her mind was on Otto.

I wonder what Otto is doing right now.

If he were here, how would he respond to Asakura?

"This..."

Asakura Miyuki covered her face with her hands, her eyes vacant.

Kiana bowed slightly to her second friend and said very seriously, "I'm sorry, I can't reciprocate your feelings."

"Why..." Her voice was a little hoarse, and Asakura Miyuki's heart ached. She looked at Kiana, clutching the Three-Year Cherry tightly. "I really like you."

Her thoughts twisted, her limbs grew cold, and Asakura Miyuki felt as if something was about to burst out of her.

"When it comes to love, I think it has to be mutual."

Kiana said.

"It's like pregnancy; it requires consent and cooperation from both parties. One person alone can't do it."

Geez, what kind of example did I just give?

Hmph, it must be Otto's influence. That guy's always trying to get me pregnant.

"But..."

Asakura Miyuki's face contorted.

"I hope... we can still be friends in the future," Kiana said softly. Being rejected didn't feel good, but if she kept stringing Miyuki along, they wouldn't even be friends anymore.

She didn't have many friends.

She didn't want to lose Asakura Miyuki.

However, Asakura Miyuki didn't hear Kiana's words. She just stared blankly at the ground.

Ah.

God.

Why do you give me trials but not the things I desire?

But...

It's fine.

If God doesn't give it, I'll take it myself.

It's not like it's the first time, anyway.

White was swallowed by black. Her eyes, once dark, became deep and sinister. Her fair hands transformed into claws, her lips split open, and a slender tongue flicked out. Dark purple, ominous patterns emerged on her body.

This was her true form.

Given time, Asakura Miyuki would become a Pseudo-Herrscher.

"Miyuki!?"

Kiana's eyes widened. She couldn't understand why her friend had suddenly become like this.

Can anyone tell me why my friend has turned into a monster?

And the feeling emanating from her body felt somewhat familiar to Kiana.

Suddenly, words Otto had once spoken to her flashed through Kiana's mind.

This is Honkai corruption!?

Kiana didn't have time to think or react. Asakura Miyuki, corrupted by the Honkai, stared intently at Kiana, a hint of obsession in her expression.

Ah, Kiana, this is my true face.

Even before I met you, I was already a monster.

This form must be very ugly.

"Kiana."

Her voice was hoarse, and her claws reached out towards Kiana. Asakura Miyuki wouldn't kill her "white moonlight."

She just wanted to merge with her.

I'm hungry.

She wrapped her arms around Kiana.

Her movements were gentle, as if she were afraid of accidentally breaking the girl's waist.

"Why... did you become like this?"

Kiana's voice was still gentle, while Asakura Miyuki half-closed her eyes, hugging Kiana tenderly. She was suppressing the urge within her.

"I don't know either."

"I don't know anything. Why is this happening to me?"

"But..."

"Ever since I became like this, I've only felt emptiness and loneliness. Even when someone gets close to me, I don't feel like I'm truly alive."

"Only... by letting them enter my body can this torment be alleviated."

Asakura Miyuki said with a hoarse voice. Before she met Kiana, she had already taken several lives.

Some deserved it, and some were innocent.

"Kiana... have I become a monster?"

Her words stopped abruptly. Her last vestige of reason crumbled. Asakura Miyuki had only one thought in her mind: to possess Kiana.

Her mind had long been corrupted by the Honkai.

And Kiana's rejection had only exacerbated her mental instability.

She tightened her embrace, as if trying to pull Kiana's entire body into herself. Kiana offered no resistance.

"No."

Kiana's voice, tinged with sadness, echoed in her ears.

Ah, Kiana, my moon of white, who could possibly make you so sad?

I hate seeing you look so heartbroken. You're meant to be happy.

"You are my friend."

"I will set you free."

Kiana understood what she had to do.

She raised her hand.

Asakura Miyuki felt something cold and sharp pressed against her temple.

It was icy.

In a daze, Asakura Miyuki felt an illusion flicker before her eyes.

Flowers bloomed all around, vibrant spider lilies surrounding her, while a majestic deity gazed down from above, wanting to take her away from Kiana.

I don't want to leave.

But, I'm truly sorry, Kiana.

To let you see me in such a wretched state.

The Three-Year Cherry she had been clutching slowly fell to the ground.

Blood dripped onto the sachet.

Chapter 51: I Want to See Raiden Mei

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