Douluo: Bibi Dong, Why Are You Crying After I Leave!
Chapter 4

Heart-wrenching Pain! Bibi Dong's Extreme Regret!

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Heart-wrenching Pain! Bibi Dong's Extreme Regret!

As the breeze passed, Qian Chengxiao, lifeless in Bibi Dong's arms, turned to ashes and scattered with the wind.

"Cheng Xiao!"

"No! No..."

"My Cheng Xiao, give him back to me!"

Watching Qian Chengxiao suddenly turn to ashes in her arms and scatter with the wind, Bibi Dong completely broke down. She kept clawing at the dirt with both hands, as if she could bring Qian Chengxiao back that way.

Tang San and the others stood nearby, silently watching Bibi Dong completely collapse into madness.

Seeing how pitiful she looked, they were overcome with complicated emotions.

"Xiao San, send them on their way."

Holding Liu Erlong's hand, Yu Xiaogang looked at the already crazed Bibi Dong, a trace of pity appearing on his face.

Qian Renxue, kneeling beside Bibi Dong, heard Yu Xiaogang's words. Seeing the pity on his hypocritical face, she sneered.

"Our family doesn't need pity from a hypocrite like you."

With that, Qian Renxue gripped the Angel Divine Sword and plunged it into Bibi Dong's back.

With a wet squelch, Qian Renxue pulled the Angel Divine Sword from Bibi Dong's body and swiftly slashed it across her own throat.

The sight shocked Tang San and the others.

Looking at Qian Renxue, lying lifeless on the ground, then at Bibi Dong kneeling there as the focus slowly drained from her eyes, everyone was filled with conflicting emotions.

As Bibi Dong's life ebbed away, her entire life flashed through her mind like a procession of galloping horses.

"Dong Er, Dong Er, try this. I picked this honey for you from the Back Mountain. It's so sweet."

"Dong Er, Dong Er, I specially created this Hot Pot for you. It's delicious—give it a try."

"Dong Er, your period came. I made you some Brown Sugar Angelica Ginger Honey Water. It's not bitter at all."

As Qian Chengxiao's voice continued to echo in her mind, the face she had forgotten into a blur slowly surfaced as well.

It was the second year after she and he had been adopted by Chihiro Ji. Qian Chengxiao had been like a little tagalong, following behind her every day, fussing over her and caring for her deeply.

Whenever she did not want to eat breakfast, he would make all sorts of delicious pastries for her, just to make sure she got enough nutrition.

Whenever she had her period and suffered unbearable stomach pain, the Bibi Dong Brand Special Decoction that fool brewed always eased her pain.

His care and affection, unchanged for ten years, had long become something she took for granted.

Or perhaps it was just as he had said when she pierced his heart: those who were favored always had nothing to fear.

And before him, she had always been the one with nothing to fear.

She knew how good he was to her.

She believed it was only natural for her to enjoy his kindness, and only natural for him to treat her well.

Until Yu Xiaogang appeared, and she fell madly in love with that man.

To keep Yu Xiaogang from rejecting her, she began to find that boy who clung to her every day unbearably irritating.

Even when she cursed him and drove him away, he never left. He just kept following behind her with a grin.

But what disgusted her most was that ever since Yu Xiaogang appeared, he had relentlessly targeted him and often spoke badly of him in front of her. That only made her hate him more and more.

Only now did she finally realize that Qian Chengxiao had never been jealous of Yu Xiaogang, nor had he been judging him with a petty heart.

Rather, from the very beginning, Qian Chengxiao had already seen through Yu Xiaogang's hypocritical face.

Most laughably, she had once caught Qian Chengxiao viciously beating Yu Xiaogang over some unknown matter.

Yet without even asking why, she had slapped Qian Chengxiao and furiously told him to get lost, ordering that despicable villain never to appear before her again.

She had even bluntly said that seeing him made her sick; he was the person she hated and loathed most in this world, without equal.

"Don't you want me to be happy? Then disappear from before me forever, and I'll be happy."

"Seeing you only makes me want to vomit. I never thought someone as disgusting as you could exist in this world."

Those two sentences truly had an effect.

Without Qian Chengxiao bothering her during that time, Bibi Dong could be alone with Yu Xiaogang. She had felt that those days were the happiest of her life.

Lost in love, she had never considered Qian Chengxiao's feelings at all.

If his heart had not truly been shattered, then after caring for and loving her so steadfastly for ten years, he would never have stayed away from her for so long.

If he had not been utterly heartbroken, he would never have stopped coming to see her.

If not for the Secret Room Douluo incident arranged by Chihiro Ji, he never would have appeared before her again.

And it was precisely because of that Secret Room Douluo incident that he had felt indebted to her and treated her a thousand times better.

But she had already loathed him, and with the Secret Room Douluo incident added on top of that, Bibi Dong had wanted nothing more than to eat his flesh and drink his blood.

If Chihiro Ji had not threatened her, she would have killed him long ago.

And once she killed Chihiro Ji and no one could threaten her anymore, she had personally killed him as well.

Perhaps the despair and collapse she felt now were nowhere near as unbearable or painful as what he had felt back then.

That sorrowful, pitiful life continued to flash through Bibi Dong's mind.

In the span of only a few breaths, Bibi Dong felt as though she had reviewed her entire life.

That sorrowful, pitiful, and hateful life.

If heaven gave her another chance, then even if she had to give up the entire world, she would never give him up again.

At that thought, Bibi Dong lay in a pool of blood, her eyes vacant as her pupils slowly began to dilate.

Everything before her grew darker and darker.

"Cheng Xiao, I was wrong."

"I was wrong. I was wrong from beginning to end."

"That self-moving devotion was nothing more than being a simp."

"Heh heh."

"A simp, a simp—when all is said and done, you end up with nothing."

At the summit of the Back Mountain behind Spirit City, a Little Shota sat on the mountaintop, looking at the sea of clouds on the distant horizon with slightly narrowed eyes.

Qian Chengxiao, who had thought himself dead, had actually been reborn into the second year after he and Bibi Dong were adopted by Chihiro Ji.

With complicated emotions churning in his heart, the seven-year-old Qian Chengxiao ran straight to the Back Mountain.

After sorting out his thoughts, Qian Chengxiao took a deep breath.

"If I become Bibi Dong's simp again in this life, then I'm not a goddamn man."

"Qian Chengxiao, Qian Chengxiao, you're one huge simp!"

"Cheng Xiao, you're not a simp. No, you're not!"

"This time, I definitely won't miss you again."

Perhaps even heaven pitied her, giving her a chance to be reborn and make up for her mistakes.

The newly reborn Bibi Dong's eyes were filled with determination.

"It has only been three days since Cheng Xiao and I were adopted by Chihiro Ji. Everything can still be saved."

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