Closing Thoughts

There is a lot I want to say, but I don't know where to start. It's probably the so-called "I've forgotten what I want to say".

But what cannot be forgotten is gratitude.

After writing a book, what I feel most deeply is my own shallowness. Although I read and study desperately, learning is a long-term process and cannot be done quickly.

Therefore, the love and support from many readers really makes me feel terrified and unable to repay it.

I can only thank you again and again.

As for the ending----

The last paragraph has been planned for a long time, but I have been hesitating about how to end it. I also understand that ending it here is indeed a bit hasty.

If everyone is dissatisfied, I fully accept the criticism and use it to urge myself to do better in the future.

But I still want to explain myself a little bit. I have indeed encountered many problems in my body, personal emotions and daily life recently. These are of course not the reasons. The problem is that I am emotionally numb and cannot control myself.

In fact, I have some requirements for what I write every day, at least one or two paragraphs, plots or sentences that I find interesting or interesting.

But in the past two months, I have never been able to bring out the emotions when writing. I just couldn't have an intracranial orgasm. Naturally, the things I wrote were a bit empty and lacked much emotion, so I began to doubt myself.

Ending it as soon as possible is a decision I have thought about for a long time, because there is really no particularly good idea, it will only get worse and worse, and maybe everyone will think it is a waste of money.

Of course, again, these are not reasons. In the final analysis, it is my lack of ability.

Let's talk about what happened after finishing this book.

There will probably be a few extra episodes.

One is for Creekside Azure Mystery, the operating officer of this book. I am a person who is afraid of trouble and can even be said to be afraid of internal friction, so I don't have a readership or anything like that, and I don't have any private way of contacting the big boss Creekside Azure Mystery.

He has managed the book review area for me for the past two years, and has received no material or emotional benefits at all. It is completely voluntary labor and charity work.

I can't repay you in return, so I can only see if I can write an extra chapter to express my gratitude with a little sincerity.

There are four other alliance leaders.

Among them, Ultramarine 925 rewarded two alliance leaders, so I should write two articles.

Then each of the three alliance leaders Scarlet Tears Without Trace, Sigh Ten Years Later, and Uncle Who Sells Lollipops will write an article.

After all, there are six articles in total. I haven't fully thought of the specific content yet. If you have anything you want to read, you can leave a message here.

As for when the extra episode will be released, I'm afraid it will be during the annual vacation.

There are still two or three weeks before the end of the year. I have to re-read what I have written, make a self-criticism summary, and at the same time look for some extra inspiration.

On the other hand, I have been coughing for almost two months and have not had time to see him. I need to go to the hospital for a check-up.

There are many chores that have been put off and haven't been dealt with for a long time. I had to finish them before the year and run around.

As for the next book, I actually have a few inspirations, but they are not perfect. I also have to look at recent books written by other authors to study them, and at the same time look at other materials to collect materials.

This book was released in May of the year before last. I hope the next one will be released in May too?

Consider it a small goal.

I hope you all had fun reading this book, even just a little bit, it would be a great honor for me.

I wish you all peace and joy.

Sincerely, salute.