"I admit it. I shouldn't have acted so impulsively."
After some effort, Lu PingAn managed to bring back Guan, who had killed himself into a frenzy.
In fact, if Lu PingAn hadn't followed him, he might have chased the fleeing fishmen all the way back to their nest.
On the way back with Lu PingAn, having regained his senses, Guan was somewhat embarrassed and took the initiative to reflect on his actions.
Lu PingAn merely glanced at him in silence and said nothing.
What good was reflecting this time? Would he just do it again next time?
Still, Lu PingAn said nothing. If you had never suffered another person's pain or borne their hatred, you had no place telling them to forgive, to love, or to stay calm. That was asking to be struck by lightning.
"I shouldn't have rushed out. I'm the captain of the Redemption. The role I play controlling things from above is far greater than fighting below as an individual."
"I should have stayed calm. It would have been better for me and my companions. I can't let my emotions control me."
Once Guan Xinxian calmed down, he analyzed his own problems with remarkable clarity.
But the moment he saw those fish heads, those identical fish species from his memories, and the Blood Red Eye, his reason vanished. In truth, even remembering them made it hard for him to restrain himself.
"Kill more. Once you get used to killing, it'll be fine. Once you kill until you want to puke, you probably won't get carried away so easily."
Instead of being reprimanded by Lu PingAn, he received a bizarre piece of advice. Still, the more he thought about it, the more it seemed possible.
Seeing Senior Brother Guan deep in thought, Lu PingAn patted him on