Kaleidoscope truly had no reason to keep living. Huang Ji had saved Taiwei Huaren in his place, dispelling his obsession. All he wanted now was to stop thinking.
However, Huang Ji's proposal did not conflict with giving up thought.
During the process of merging with the Soul Sea, he would continuously suffer the impact of information from all living beings. All his memories and thoughts would eventually fade away.
He would become the nerves—or rather, the heart—of the Great Holy Spirit, beating powerfully without needing a self.
All Huang Ji wanted was for him to hold on until the Great Holy Spirit reached full power, then give up thinking.
Kaleidoscope was a smart man. He could hear the unspoken meaning in Huang Ji's words.
Huang Ji was telling him not to merely insist that he had no desire to live for himself. He hoped that, at the end of his life, Kaleidoscope could still do something for others.
"Do one last right thing..." Kaleidoscope reflected on himself. Ever since he had been infected with Fu Lu Particles, he truly had not done a single thing for anyone else.
It had always been, "What do I want?" and "What do I think?" He seemed to have countless reasons and excuses. He felt that his friends did not trust him, that others had wronged him. Yet the first one to change had truly been himself.
After being infected, he had become too terrified, too worried about what others thought. Thus, he had desperately wanted to prove himself, and from there, he kept going wrong to the very end.
"You don't need to say so much, Huang Ji. Even just to repay you, I'll do my best to help you with this."
"What truly confuses me is why you've done so much for