I'm Feeling a Little Sad
Life is not worth living.
This quote comes from Li Dan. His original words were. "Cheer up, my friend, life isn't worth it."
Many people only remember the second half of this sentence, but what Li Dan really wanted people to pay attention to was the first half—the world is not worth your sadness, the world is not worth sacrificing your health for, and the world is not worth sacrificing your dignity for anything.
So, my friend, cheer up.
But the deeper meaning of this sentence, laid out by the preceding words, becomes even more despairing—life is indeed not worth living.
Li Yao pursed his lips and didn't reply.
Jiang Zhiying composed herself, her expression lightening. She smiled and said, "Group Owner, do you think I'm being dramatic?"
Li Yao remained silent.
She continued, "Everyone is willing to help me, but I still feel like I'm a burden to them and want to give up... It sounds so pretentious."
Jiang Zhiying gripped the bedsheet tightly, her eyes filled with pain.
She said, "My sister, you saw her, right?"
Li Yao nodded.
She is a very respectable and beautiful woman.
Jiang Zhiying said, "She married my current brother-in-law for my sake. We are a family of teachers, and my sister is dignified, elegant, and beautiful, which is why my brother-in-law's parents chose her."
But was that brother-in-law not a good match? He kept a mistress outside, and the struggle between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law was very painful. Jiang Zhiying, who seemed glamorous, was actually living a very difficult life.
Li Yao immediately had a lot of ideas.
His thoughts always jump around like that.
Then,
Li Yao heard Jiang Zhiying shake her head and say, "No, my brother-in-law is gay, and a scumbag with sadistic and violent personality. Ever since my sister married him, she has been beaten every few days. I have seen the scars on my sister's body... they are really ugly."
As they talked,
Jiang Zhiying lowered her head, tears falling onto the bed sheet. "I advised my sister to get a divorce, but she said what would I do if I got a divorce?"
Li Yao asked, "Where are your parents?"
Jiang Zhiying said, "They were teaching in Wenchuan in 2008, and then they passed away."
Li Yao: "..."
So,
This world is truly not worth Jiang Zhiying's continued support.
Li Yao immediately understood, and he could no longer utter those high-sounding, beautiful words.
Jiang Zhiying sacrificed her own happiness for her sister.
But Jiang Zhiying, as the younger sister, didn't want to bear such sacrifices anymore...
The helplessness of human life is probably found here.
Li Yao simply changed the subject and started talking about other things. Jiang Zhiying was quick-witted and perceptive, and the atmosphere quickly became cheerful.
period,
Jiang Zhiying came in a few times, bringing Li Yao tea and fruit, and also reminding Jiang Zhiying to take her medicine.
Seeing Jiang Zhiying and Li Yao chatting happily, she smiled happily as well.
It's clear that Jiang Zhiying really cares about and loves her younger sister.
When it was time for dinner, Jiang Zhiying came in and invited Li Yao to go out for dinner, and then asked the nanny to come in and help Jiang Zhiying out.
The four of them enjoyed a pleasant dinner together.
At the dinner table, Li Yao used all his comedic talents to make everyone laugh, filling the restaurant with a joyful atmosphere.
When it got dark,
Li Yao stood up to say goodbye, and Jiang Zhiying stood up and said, "Mr. Li, let me see you off."
Jiang Zhiying was escorted back to her room by the nanny.
Little Stone City is a pretty nice neighborhood with good greenery. Strolling along the paths within the neighborhood, the late autumn wind was a bit chilly, and Jiang Zhiying couldn't help but wrap her shawl tighter around herself.
then,
Under the dim moonlight, Jiang Zhiying's curves became even more alluring.
She is truly a gentle and intellectual woman, dignified and virtuous, a delight to behold.
Walking beside her, Li Yao could smell the lingering, alluring scent of her perfume. From any angle, she was a pleasing woman. So Li Yao couldn't understand it. Was Jiang Zhiying's husband a devil? How could he do such a thing to a woman?
Hmm, the thought of whips, candles, and alluring bodies in the dimly lit room suddenly made Li Yao's heart race a little...
Right,
Perhaps that would be even more beautiful, even more desirable? Jiang Zhiying took a deep breath and said easily, "I really have to thank you, Mr. Li."
Li Yao snapped out of his daze, "Oh? What do you mean?"
Jiang Zhiying said, "I haven't seen my little sister smile so happily in a long time. Where are you from? You can visit her more often. It's inconvenient for her to go out when she's sick. She must be very bored."
Li Yao said, "I'm in the provincial capital. I came here specifically to visit Jiang Zhiying."
Jiang Zhiying exclaimed in surprise, "Wow, that's so thoughtful!"
Then,
The charming woman suddenly smiled mischievously, "You wouldn't happen to have taken a fancy to me, would you?"
Li Yao: "..."
What's wrong with you all?! I, Boss Li, am handsome, rich, and a total stunner! Do you think I can just pick anyone and fall for them? Jiang Zhiying suddenly said with a hint of disappointment, "Mr. Li, you are really good-looking, but it's a pity that my sister... she is also very beautiful. She should have had a vibrant and youthful life. Actually, you two are quite a good match."
Li Yao did not respond.
When they arrived at the entrance of the residential compound, Jiang Zhiying suddenly stopped and asked seriously, "Mr. Li, what... do you do for a living?"
Huh? Li Yao was taken aback for a moment, then casually said, "He usually just sells alcohol and medicine to make a living."
Jiang Zhiying said, "Then can I ask you to come over often? I will cover all your lost wages."
She stared intently at Li Yao, her eyes filled with anticipation.
Li Yao smiled.
He said, "You might not be able to afford this. I own a tavern and sell medicine... which is also very expensive. I made over 50 million on the last deal."
Jiang Zhiying: "???"
Is this what you call just making ends meet? The virtuous woman laughed, as if the night itself had brightened because of her smile, "Mr. Li is quite witty."
Really...
They make a good match for each other.
What a pity.
Li Yao stepped forward, waved, and said, "No need to see me off, goodbye."
"Mr. Li!"
Jiang Zhiying suddenly called out to Li Yao, Li Yao stopped and turned to see Jiang Zhiying bowing deeply to him, earnestly pleading, "Please come often, little sister... she's my only true relative in this world!"
Under the moonlight, Jiang Zhiying's bowing posture was beautiful, more charming than any painting of a lady.
Li Yao pursed his lips, unsure how to answer.
Should I tell her—
Is your sister planning to die?
If that's really the case,
That would be too cruel.
As we grow up, we are constantly saying goodbye to familiar people. Every time we see our parents and elders, it's one less time we'll see them. When we grow old, our children will all be living far away. That feeling of being all alone in the world must be very difficult.
Only then can one truly understand the meaning of a partner.
People who are not related by blood are bound together by some kind of bond for life. Looking around, you two are the only ones in the whole world who depend on each other for company.
There is immense desolation here, yet it is also exceptionally beautiful.
Li Yao said, "Your sister is lucky; she entrusted some things to me. I will try my best to give you a satisfactory answer."
Jiang Zhiying straightened her back.
Why was she having trouble understanding what the man in front of her was saying?
However, before she could ask any further questions, Li Yao had already left the residential area.
After leaving the residential area, Li Yao took out his phone and texted his best friend. "I saw Jiang Zhiying. Damn it, Gouzi, let me tell you, I'm really a little sad right now."
First update, I'm going out for dinner. Second update will be later. This is the third update today. Hope you enjoy reading.