This assassination, or trap, is naturally very dangerous.
Lu Xin has never felt so hopeless and powerless as when he was close to the power of the Beginning.
But, he didn't lie..
He did understand something because of what happened this time.
However, facing everyone's gaze, he did not answer now. Instead, he concentrated on having a happy meal with these classmates from the orphanage, and then arranged for them to stay in the special guest house of the Special Purity Department, Kid has been by his side, helping him take care of his classmates and sending them to the guest house together. But after that, Lu Xin did not follow Kid back to the villa.
"I still have some things to deal with. You go back first."
Lu Xin pondered along the way and said to Kid.
Kid was obviously unhappy.
Lu Xin could only smile and explain, "I won't take you with me because it may be dangerous."
Kid suddenly looked at him worriedly.
Lu Xin scratched his head and said, "Then, do you follow?"
Kid nodded vigorously.
Lu Xin thought for a moment, then stretched out his palm, and Kid happily handed it over.
Holding hands is a natural thing.
Lu Xin The black particles in his eyes trembled slightly in an unprecedented gentle way.
The next moment, the spiritual power that had always been hovering around Kid suddenly resonated, and then swayed gently like waves, as if floating from the water cup of Qinggang, spreading out lightly beyond the high wall.
The power controlled by Lu Xin has no pollution ability.
And Kid has the ability to forcibly borrow the spiritual power of everyone who sees her, and her pollution characteristics are second only to her father.
So when they held hands, the most magical scene appeared.
Lu Xin took Kid with him, and his figure seemed to turn into snowflakes. In an instant, he disappeared at the corner of the street.
The next moment, they had crossed a distance of nearly a hundred miles and arrived in the wilderness outside, standing under Crimson Moon.
Such a magical crossing was completed in reality without passing through the abyss.
However, maybe she was too impatient to accomplish this. When Lu Xin and Kid left and the whole street became empty, my sister happily climbed out of Little Nineteen's room, followed the wall, and came to the sky above the street.
Then she suddenly froze?
Where is my brother?
Where did he go?
Did he realize that he had forgotten something?
"It should be safe enough here."
Lu Xin came to this deserted wilderness. He used Kid's spiritual power to spread his own spiritual power and determined the surrounding environment. He nodded slightly, motioning Kid to stay away from him, and stood quietly under Crimson Moon.
Looking up, Lu Xin found that today's Crimson Moon was extra big and round.
I don't know if it's an illusion, but it seems to occupy half of the sky, floating quietly above my head.
It even feels like you can reach out and touch it.
This made him feel a little ups and downs in his heart, and he was actually a little excited.
"Huh..."
He stroked his chest gently to calm down, and then silently recalled the feeling of being touched by the Beginning before.
Sole Consciousness, Lu Xin had already been obtained when investigating the Crimson Moon Research Institute ruins.
He knows that this is something very important, and he also knows that this is something that a generation of researchers must obtain.
But he didn't know what it was and what effect it could have.
And before, because every time I had a slight contact, I would have a feeling that was infinitely close to the Beginning.
This put him under great pressure, so he kept putting it off.
Until this assassination, he was forced to get close to the Beginning.
This actually gave him some weird ideas.
Little by little, I recalled my somewhat "stupid" actions at that time, recalled the feeling when I was overwhelmed by the Beginning, and also recalled the seemingly unreal and spiritual contact and dialogue with someone when I was overwhelmed by the Beginning.
Is it Lu Tianming?
Only he would exist in such a weird place.
he said, admiring his own stupidity.
He said, let yourself not become him...
He also gave himself something spiritual, touching Sole Consciousness in his mind.
So...
In this kind of thinking, Lu Xin's eyes gradually became firm.
I didn't dare to continue digesting Sole Consciousness before, just because I didn't believe in this power.
After all, he is just an ordinary person who has the power he has now because he was contaminated by God particle.
I am just a contaminated body.
As a contaminated body, it would be great if I could withstand the invasion of this kind of mental power without losing my mind.
How dare you continue to put more pressure on yourself?
Therefore, I am afraid of the Beginning, which is a contaminated body, born with awe of Pollution Source...
However, if you want to digest Sole Consciousness, what if you have to fight against the Beginning?
Even just thinking about this question made Lu Xin feel a little nervous at this time, and his mood was ups and downs.
But after this experience of being assassinated, he has become more and more certain.
This is how to digest Sole Consciousness.
As a contaminated body, the key to confronting the Beginning is...
Lu Xin searched in his mind, looking for what Lu Tianming left for him.
Lu Tianming's current state is very strange.
His spiritual power seemed to have been torn apart. At the old site of Crimson Moon Research Institute, he encountered the spiritual power he had left behind thirty years ago. Hidden in those spiritual powers was Sole Consciousness, as well as his desire to return to this world again. Therefore, it almost formed an effect on him, and the other part was fused with the Beginning.
This part has strong hatred and wants to destroy everything, so it pollutes itself.
However, when he was assassinated before, he met another part of the Beginning.
This part was very pure and seemed to be very clear-headed. He looked at himself with admiration and sympathy, full of hope.
The spiritual power he left behind seemed to be to remind himself of something.
When Lu Xin remembered Lu Tianming, he began to contact him on a spiritual level.
Two different people, under the same round of Crimson Moon, separated by life and death and thirty years, communicated at the spiritual level.
Yes, Lu Xin understands.
The key to confronting the Beginning is his own "stupidity" at the time.
It was precisely because of his "stupidity" that he was not completely assimilated by the Beginning in the first place.
That's why Lu Tianming admires himself and thinks it's appropriate to leave Sole Consciousness to himself.
And what is this stupidity?
Thinking about this question, Lu Xin took a deep breath and slowly opened his arms.
"Buzz..."
Fine mental turbulence began to appear around him.
These mental turbulences caused ripples to appear in the air around him, like trembling water waves, intertwined into links. And in the most delicate places of this interweaving, Crimson Moon's light seemed to be deepened. Another layer of space seemed to open around Lu Xin. Countless strange shadows appeared densely in the air ripples like illusions.
Faintly, there seemed to be black buds starting to grow from the depths of the earth.
Misty singing sounded, as if ten thousand fanatical voices were singing loudly, and the singing voices overlapped:
"A white soul, a rotting body; a depressed soul, a desperate person."
"Hell looks up, God's guidance; climb out of the coffin, eternity descends."
"..."
"Dedicate yourself to the truth and wait for God. Feel the pain and transform into eternal life."
"When the gods come, the world pays attention. When the gods come, everyone prostrates themselves."
"..."
"Ignorant people don't know where to go. Paranoid souls will remain incomplete forever."
"Imprisoned in a cage, my eyes are red and my tongue is red. Sleeping in a grave, I will be surrounded by the stars forever."
"..."
"Open your mind and you will finally find your home. Take off your shackles and be buried in the wasteland."
"When the gods come, eternal night will pass. When the gods come, all will be lost."
"..."
"Pray, pray, people trapped in the dark night."
"Hope for hope, God who comes in Crimson Moon."
"..."
"..."
There has never been a moment when Lu Xin has truly felt the power of the Beginning like this, and there has never been a moment when he has so clearly felt the huge power, a kind of emptiness, eternity, calmness... but also extremely despairing, making people feel unusually insignificant, like a weak candlelight on a violent rainy night, which may be completely extinguished by the strong wind at any time.
So, you have to face him in the end.
The best choice is to face things that cannot be avoided.
Of course it is possible to fail.
But it depends on whether you believe it or not.
"Do you believe in yourself?"
At the moment when Lu Xin was drowned by the endless babble and fanatical singing, she seemed to hear the voice of Mom. It turned out that she did not help herself digest the other half of Sole Consciousness because she knew that she had to face this situation alone.
But she believed in herself, so she made arrangements with confidence.
"Do you believe in yourself?"
"When the sea-like Mental Pollution sweeps in, do you still have the confidence to maintain your consciousness?"
"We cannot refuse the oppression and influence of the Beginning on us, because we cannot refuse this world..."
"But we also have choices."
"Or, be a candle in the storm, extinguished at any time and losing its light."
"Or, be a rock in the ocean, let the waves submerge you countless times, and still stand firm here."
"..."
"I choose to believe."
Lu Xin At this moment, his heart tightened slightly, and Kid, who was holding an umbrella under Crimson Moon not far away, quietly waiting for him, flashed before his eyes. He thought of Kid, who had given everything for himself, and was still waiting for him now. Mom, who picked her up, thought of the classmates who were still willing to come back to help them despite knowing how terrible Old Director was. He also thought of Teacher Lu, who took care of the children in Satellite City No. 2.
I think of Qinggang, I think of the Special Purity Department, I think of all my colleagues, and everyone who works hard.
So, he opened his eyes suddenly and pursed his lips:
"I want to believe that the world is beautiful."
"I also want to believe that there will always be hope in this world."
"If this world is not good enough, let me make it good."
"If this world is truly facing despair, then let me be the last hope..."