With enough attitude, making the choice is easy.
Lu Xin made such a determination to face the Beginning without even thinking too much.
Not difficult..
It's as if this answer was not something I came up with, but something my life had given me a long time ago.
Because I have seen many beautiful things in my life, I will eventually like these beautiful things.
Because I have met many people who have hope, I will fight for hope desperately.
You are just a mirror, reflecting the face of the world into your heart.
"Buzz..."
A massive amount of spiritual power seemed to appear out of thin air and swept towards him.
At this moment, the Crimson Moon above the head seemed to be affected, becoming bigger and bigger, and getting closer and closer to him.
The auditory hallucinations caused by the Beginning have become stretched and distorted like a tape without electricity.
Countless dark red flesh buds began to grow on the ground beneath his feet, drowning him like a forest.
Who would have thought?
Just a few days ago, some people regarded this method as the only way to kill Lu Xin.
But now, Lu Xin has actively entered this environment.
As more and more flesh buds appeared around them, they squirmed and vaguely transformed into human shapes. Actually, each one of them had a similar appearance to Lu Xin. A strong sense of familiarity came over them, and Lu Xin even felt that they were themselves and assimilating themselves.
Once upon a time, it was this feeling that made Lu Xin suspect that he was another person.
It's Lu Tianming.
But now he has understood that this is actually just a characteristic of the Beginning pollution.
If the entire world is contaminated by the Beginning, then maybe the entire world is contaminated by Lu Tianming.
A twisted and weird smile appeared next to him.
Faces similar to his own were looking at him, either smiling strangely or struggling painfully.
Lu Xin stood quietly in the middle, feeling the endless emotions surging in his heart.
Either depressed, or indifferent, or the whole person is suddenly captured by an empty sadness.
No reason.
Normal people always feel that they are sad or sad for a reason. If the problem is solved, everything will get better.
But they don't know that this is actually just an illusion of happiness.
Some people's sadness is so sudden and intense that they don't give you a reason and will only haunt you forever.
At this time, Lu Xin felt that all the joy and happiness were leaving him.
I am losing all my desires little by little.
My body became extremely tired and I no longer had any illusions about the world. Whether it is the most beautiful girl in the world or the hopes and rules that I usually stick to, they have begun to lose their meaning and I no longer care.
Even money...
... So far, money is still a little bit important, Lu Xin knows that this thing cannot be lived without.
Few people can withstand such a shock.
Because everything in human beings is originally supported by desires and fed back by emotions.
But all the desires began to disappear, and all he could feel was the darkness like the tide, how could he hold on?
If all the emotional feedback is negative, how can you have the motivation to continue living?
For most people, it may be hope.
I hope that when I wake up the next day, the sky will be sunny, the wind will be gentle, and something good will happen.
However, if everything is within my expectations, I clearly tell myself that I will no longer be happy.
Can it still hold up?
Lu Xin I don't know how many times I started to take a deep breath.
This seems to be an action engraved in people's genes, as if breathing more oxygen will make them happy.
He was quietly bearing the impact of this emotion.
By now, he could no longer describe how intense the mental impact he had received.
However, he could barely bear it.
After all, I have always been here like this, and I have been living in this mood since I left the orphanage.
It took me so many years to find myself and my happy mood.
Now, it's just one more time.
Maybe, I want to thank my past life?
Thank it for giving me such an experience, so I can withstand today's blow?
While thinking this, Lu Xin raised his head with difficulty in endless despair, as if the whole world was weighing on his shoulders.
He tried hard to pull the corners of his mouth and showed a smile.
In the distance, Kid, who was opening his eyes worriedly, looked at Lu Xin standing among the fine mental ripples.
Seeing him surrounded by endless pressure that makes people instinctively fearful, he still managed to stand.
Even when the pressure was at its peak, he showed a somewhat forced smile.
For some reason, she suddenly pursed her lips and her eyes turned slightly red.
"Has it started yet?"
When Lu Xin began to arouse the power of the Beginning and fought with great determination, anyone who was extremely sensitive to spiritual power, no matter what they were doing now, suddenly felt a slight reaction.
Someone had fallen asleep, and at this moment, he suddenly had a strange dream.
Someone was busy with something, suddenly lost consciousness, and vaguely saw some kind of hallucination in front of his eyes.
Someone was staring at the screen all over the wall, and suddenly saw that the curves on it were writhing and changing like a giant python.
Some of them saw dark red tentacles rising to the sky from the bottom of the huge abyss, almost touching the stars.
Under the terrifyingly huge tentacles, there was a young man who was firmly watching the tentacles rolling in, gritting his teeth and not moving.
Some people also saw a young man walking in the damp and dark broken palace, walking step by step along the broken steps towards the throne at the end of the palace. Every step he took was difficult, but his eyes never wavered.
Someone even saw this young man grabbing a sword and stabbing it into his body.
The person who responded more sensitively to this was an old man who did not have the ability.
Old Director, or Wang Jingyun, was sitting on the top of a building in the middle of a dilapidated town. He looked quietly to the north, holding a half-burned low-quality cigarette between his fingers, the same brand that Lu Xin usually smoked.
What didn't quite match his temperament was that there was a clown doll beside him.
The smile was exaggerated and hard, and the spring-supported head moved slightly.
Like laughing.
"This is actually not surprising. He will definitely take this step."
Old Director sighed with emotion and whispered, "Although I don't know in what form or when he will take this step, but from the moment I knew the fact that he was contaminated by the Beginning's anger, I knew that sooner or later such a day would come."
"Pollution Source and the contaminated will always have a mysterious attraction and will definitely meet."
"So, strictly speaking, the seven trials were not set by me. Rather, as a polluted person, he will definitely go through seven stages when he is getting rid of pollution step by step. And I, just because I care too much, clearly listed these seven stages, and then I hope that he can really complete a miracle and pass these seven trials."
"Haha, I don't have that much magical power to allow him to enter into my arrangements every step of the way."
"At most, I can only guess in advance what difficulties he will face based on what he encounters, and then just observe."
"The test papers of the seven trials are not test papers, they are just a reminder."
"..."
Old Director just sat on the roof, as if laughing and chatting with an invisible person.
Moreover, a faint look of excitement began to appear on his face, and his voice became louder. "Of course I believe him."
"Indeed, no one can fight the contamination of the Beginning."
"However, he has resisted the influence of God particle from the beginning..."
"The Beginning is only half a level higher than God particle..."
"As the only person who can fight against the destructive influence of God particle, there will be hope against the Beginning."
"However, I don't know why he can fight against the Beginning."
"I have done many tests on him before and even opened his skull, but nothing abnormal was found."
"I believe that a generation of researchers, my teachers, are also like this."
"It's not that they don't want to know the secret of his ability to accommodate God particle, it's just that they really can't find the answer..."
"Only he can do it, not even his clones."
"Or, there is a small chance that he is..."
"Because based on probability, even the Beginning's probability of contaminating this world cannot reach 100%. Calculated based on data, there must be someone who can fight against the Beginning's pollution, and he just happens to be one of these small possibilities?"
"No way, do you really think this is my credit?"
"Is it because I gave him humanity and allowed him to survive the period when he was most likely to lose control?"
"I don't know..."
"But I think if that's the case, he has indeed had a very hard life."
"Actually, this is quite reasonable."
"When others are polluted, it is a process in which normal emotions and perceptions are gradually destroyed, and then the inner heart is destroyed."
"But under the influence of God particle, he rebuilt himself step by step under the pressure that ordinary people could not imagine. In this way, he must have stronger ability to withstand pressure than others when facing the Beginning, right?"
"That's where my confidence in him comes from."
"His fate has long been doomed. The confrontation with the Beginning was unavoidable from the beginning."
"The only difference is whether he is found by the Beginning or meets the Beginning."
"If he keeps hiding and is eventually found by the Beginning, then he will definitely fail. But taking the initiative to face the Beginning like this makes me more confident in him. Only people with a strong enough heart can face despair, right?"
"Only those who dare to face despair can find hope in despair."
"..."
There was a moment of silence, as if he was silent because of a certain question.
It took a long time to answer, "I won't regret it."
"Because I also have my own goals and beliefs, and I believe I can accomplish that..."
"He..."
"I owe it to him!"
"It's useless to talk about it now. Now that he has taken this step, it's time for my plan to start."
"I have been waiting for thirty years, and finally this moment has come..."
"Yes, this is Trial of God."
"..."
"..."
"He's starting to digest Sole Consciousness."
At the same time, in the secret laboratory located in the west of the earth, in front of the huge underground palace ability matrix, they saw the sleeping people trapped in the petri dish. A large number of them began to twitch, and even opened their eyes full of whites. All the staff felt panic, and even were helpless. They hurried to the pit, but did not know how to stop it.
Such anomalies alarmed the chief researcher and the archbishop in black. After they saw the detailed report on the underground ability matrix and the report on energy anomalies in the abyss, they were slightly horrified, and even the wrinkles on their faces had completely tightened.
"How come it's so fast?"
"This is unreasonable. It is impossible for him to have enough technology to write his consciousness into the motherboard..."
"..."
The archbishop in black was so angry that veins appeared on the back of his hands, and he held the railing tightly. "Is there any way?"
The chief researcher of the first generation slowly shook his head. "No."
"Some things cannot be answered in a hurry."
He whispered, his expression seemed a little depressed. "Just like when we parted before, he said that all we can do is wait for him to come to us. To a certain extent, this is true. If he really writes his consciousness into the motherboard at this time, then he has indeed mastered Sole Consciousness, and will soon become the only candidate for our plan..."
"Just like Lu Tianming back then."
"..."
"No, there must never be such variables that can easily get out of control again!"
The archbishop in black smashed his fist on the railing angrily, and his whole body was almost overwhelmed by anger.
"This is beyond our control..."
The chief researcher sighed lowly, "Who would have thought?"
"After being in business for thirty or forty years, I made all the preparations I could, and I even had the closest probability of success at one time. As a result, from that unexpected defeat in the confrontation to now being close to losing all hope, only in such a short time?"
"Is it really because we were wrong from the beginning?"
"..."
"Don't think so."
Seeing the lonely expression on the old researcher's face, the archbishop in black gritted his teeth and spoke.
"There will definitely be a way. Is there any way to solve this problem now?"
"..."
Facing his urgent and oppressive look, the old researcher was silent for a long time before speaking in a low voice:
"We now have two options."
"The first is to decide to give up at this time and give the world a chance to go in another direction."
He spoke slowly, looked at the archbishop in black, and said, "Perhaps, we should really believe in those children, believe that they have found another way, and believe that in the face of this desperate world, they can do better than us..."
"..."
Before he could finish speaking, the archbishop in black began to shake his head.
I finally managed to endure it until he finished speaking, and immediately said, "What's the other option?"
The old researcher was silent for a long time before saying, "Let's make a desperate move and open that door."
"This world will fall into chaos again, but in the chaos, maybe we can still find opportunities..."
"..."
"..."
These words suddenly made the black-clothed archbishop fall silent.
It turns out that no choice is easy to make.
The sound of sirens all around, the sound of staff rushing around, the people in the petri dish suddenly woke up, and the sound of frightened slaps on the glass bulkhead formed, forming a chaotic turbulence that filled their ears. But in such chaos, the two of them remained silent for a long time, standing opposite each other. It seems that all the chaos and danger have become the background, lengthening the time little by little.
"Then choose the second one!"
After an unknown amount of time, the Archbishop in black made a decision amidst the chaos.
"We've worked hard for so long, what does it mean to admit defeat now?"
"They are too naive. Do you believe that these naive people can solve such a problem?"
"So, let them see what real despair is..."
"Go, kill Mother of Punishment, let those things in the abyss come out, and take a good look at this stupid world..."
That's it for today. Wait for me to give it a good stroke.