Thank you for all your concern, dear readers. After more than two months of treatment, my dizziness has improved somewhat. Although I still have some symptoms, they are not as severe as before, and I feel that full recovery is only a matter of time. However, I still have to make a trip to Peking Union Medical College Hospital every month for a follow-up. As for when I will resume updating, the doctor said I should recover before stopping the medication and returning to work. During this period of rest, I absolutely must not think about work-related matters; otherwise, there is a fairly high chance that the anxiety will return.
One very important thing is that Fei Wen definitely will not abandon this novel unfinished. It has already been serialized to more than ten million words and is almost at the end, so it definitely will not be abandoned. Rest assured, dear readers. As things stand, Fei Wen has not written for several months and has a head full of inspiration, but he still does not dare to write, fearing that the anxiety will return. The dizziness, heart palpitations, and feeling of impending death he experienced during that period left a truly profound impression.
Speaking of which, the unexpected events in life this year pushed the pressure to its limit, to the point that during the previous few months, Fei Wen even began entertaining the absurd thought of wondering what the meaning of staying alive was. Fortunately, he no longer has those thoughts. Fei Wen had always refused to admit that he was suffering from anxiety, but after taking the medicine prescribed by the doctors at Peking Union for two months and finding that the dizziness really had eased, he had no choice but to accept reality.
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