Fei Wen's original plan was to resume updating by the eighth of this month at the latest. I'm sorry—I overestimated myself and underestimated how difficult it would be to recover from the anxiety. When I posted a single chapter last time, the dizziness had eased somewhat after I started taking medication, so I thought Fei Wen would be able to resume updating after another month or two of medication. Fei Wen had overestimated himself and underestimated this illness. At the beginning of this month, Fei Wen started feeling dizzy again. Fortunately, the feeling of impending death hasn't returned. Fei Wen will go back to Union Hospital for a follow-up this month.
Lastly, Fei Wen promises that as long as Fei Wen doesn't die, this book definitely won't be abandoned. Also, Fei Wen doesn't dare ask for another scheduled leave this time. I'm truly sorry. Illness is really something beyond human control; all I can do is follow the doctor's orders, take my medicine, and relax so that my condition doesn't worsen again.
Fei Wen's current condition is that I'm somewhat dizzy, and trying to write or sitting in front of the computer for too long gradually makes the dizziness worse. But the feeling of impending death that used to appear suddenly hasn't returned, nor do those absurd thoughts like What is the meaning of life? appear anymore. Now I'm thinking only of recovering as soon as possible. Thank you, esteemed readers, for your understanding all this time. Fei Wen is still alive and will definitely recover and resume updating as soon as possible.