After more than a year of treatment, Fei Wen felt that he had made an initial recovery. At least, he no longer felt dizzy, experienced heart palpitations, or had a sense of impending death most of the time. In his current condition, Fei Wen felt that he could resume updating.
Thanks to all my dear readers for your support and patience. Fei Wen had stopped updating for so long, yet still received more than ten thousand monthly votes every month. I felt deeply ashamed.
Fei Wen had always wanted to uphold the principle that one should admit one's mistakes and stand straight when taking a beating. So, after taking such a long leave and disappointing all my dear readers so badly, I deserved all the scolding and "warm" greetings. But Fei Wen had recovered now, so please give me a chance to prove myself going forward.
Since taking leave, Fei Wen had rarely posted individual chapters explaining the situation. In fact, just as my dear readers had said, there really was an element of inner avoidance. I was afraid that I might not recover, and afraid that I might never be able to sit in front of a computer and write again. Recently, I began rehabilitation training—writing—and felt that I had not lost my touch. On the contrary, after going so long without writing, my condition was clearly much better than before.
Previously, I had suffered from not keeping a stockpile of chapters. I would write one day and update one day, which often led to staying up at night and sleeping during the day. This was a very bad habit of Fei Wen's, so I had decided to work hard to improve it by building up a backlog. Updates would resume on the second of next month, July 2—that