Blessings (A Salted Fish's Scribblings)

A lot has happened recently.

I drank some wine, but it was okay. I was mildly allergic to alcohol, so it was just a little bit.

Aren't I on a business trip?

Attended a class reunion.

Reunion of high school classmates.

In reality, there is indeed no pretending to be slapped in the face, and there is no such thing as "Welcome Dragon King".

We are still our own people.

But after high school, they seemed to be more beautiful as they grew up, and they also seemed to be more handsome.

Some people have a stable life, some are still struggling, some have inherited family property, some have a ring on their ring finger, and everyone has their own worries.

Everyone was talking about what happened back then, but not many people mentioned the present too much, or maybe everyone wanted to escape for a while during this short banquet. At least we, who had been separated in high school for nearly ten years, and who were twenty-six or seventeen years old, were already wearing suits, a little escape from real life.

Everyone drinks, but I drink. After all, I have allergies and rarely drink.

People came one after another until she came too.

Well, very beautiful.

She is indeed very beautiful, much more beautiful than she was in high school.

Although she was very beautiful in high school.

I still remember when she was in high school, she was only Xiao Xiao. She seemed to be less than 1.6 meters tall, and her school uniform was even a bit too wide.

A very shy girl who speaks in a low voice for fear of disturbing others.

I always think about others, but seldom think about it. Some Xiao Xiao are not confident. If I accidentally bump into each other at the corner, I will apologize immediately. It is obviously their own responsibility, but it makes the other person very embarrassed and guilty.

Just such a girl.

A really nice girl.

In our school, we have groups of six, with three people sitting facing each other.

I still remember that at that time, I was teaching her math problems. The sunlight shone through the window sill and fell on her face. It was quite a long time at that time.

After class, the guy opposite me ran over and poked me with his arm while she was away. "Hey! Do you like XX?"

I smiled stupidly, "Don't talk nonsense."

I don't know how long it took, but I heard from the girl that she seemed to have some interest in me.

When I heard it, I felt very happy, and even thought about whether I should confess to her.

But in the end, he still didn't say anything.

Maybe those girls were talking nonsense.

Last time, they spread rumors that I liked XXX. The reason was because I was dazed in class, which made others mistakenly think that I had been looking at others...

It's still the same as before, no one seems to have changed, and everyone seems to have changed.

I don't know what class I took, but when I talked about "End of the World" in Hainan, she said softly to me, "You can take your girlfriend there in the future."

I smiled. Silly, I didn't know what to say. It seemed that there was a lot I wanted to say, but I couldn't.

She is better in liberal arts than science, and I am better in science than liberal arts.

"Choose liberal arts, liberal arts is more suitable for you." I said.

"What about you?" she said.

"Yeah, I will definitely choose science. Are there any geniuses in science?" I joked. In fact, my grades at that time were not bad, nor were they very good.

She just smiled and said nothing.

I remember I was still in the first semester of high school at that time. I remember that I was in Class 13, Xiamen, which was the first semester of high school. At that time, Xiamen was still divided into arts and sciences. The first semester of high school was the time when subjects were separated.

After receiving the transcript, it was time to submit her liberal arts and science wishes. At that time, I asked her what she had chosen? She smiled and shook her head, but did not answer.

But when I was about to submit my wish, she slowly spoke:

"Can you talk to me more?"

"What's there to say? They're all in the same school anyway."

"It seems so."

I raised my head and smiled. I had never seen such a beautiful and clean smile. I even thought at that time, when the college entrance examination is over, I should confess my love to her, even though there are still two years...

Later, we were divided into classes, and we were not in the same class.

I'm not surprised because I thought she was in a liberal arts class.

And on the day when I was assigned to the new class, a classmate from the first year of high school told me.

She enrolled in a science class.

But I don't know what I'm thinking about, I seem to be thinking about everything.

We met occasionally on the corridor and would say hello, but it was only a few pleasantries.

After the second year of high school, the third year of high school is a busy sprint.

Everything seems to be moving faster, so fast that even one day is not enough.

"Let's try to confess to her after the college entrance examination." One day in my senior year of high school, I was lying on the bed, I thought.

But...

It seems like I failed the exam.

I have been autistic for a long time, so I randomly enrolled in a bachelor's degree.

At that time, I forgot what I said at that time.

Gradually coming out of freshman year, I no longer had the courage to contact her.

When she really plucked up the courage, someone said that she had a boyfriend.

I heard he is a very outstanding boy, he is indeed very outstanding, at least he is taller and more handsome than me...

But is she really not going to suffer for being so timid and shy? What should I do if the man is flirtatious? Is it really okay?

But looking at those happy photos of her and her boyfriend on QQ, she smiles so happily as she rarely posts anything.

I think I'm overthinking it.

After my sophomore year, my third year and my senior year, my single life still continues. Maybe it's because God gave me so many opportunities in junior high school and high school, but now that I'm too lazy, I might as well forget it.

Sometimes when I check QQ, I don't see any messages from her, but that's normal. She rarely posts anything. Later, when I was sorting out my QQ friends, I found that... she seemed to have deleted me... uh... maybe she didn't leave me a note at the time, and then deleted it by mistake.

It's normal to think about it.

How could she give me a note when she was so stupid back then, and I would never post in QQ space... WeChat is also used for payment...

Graduation work, now, Class Monitor once said "Let's have a party."

Saw her again.

After the boys and girls chatted separately, they ate together and continued chatting.

After the men and women shared the table, those guys started to show off, and they were still selling like crazy just now...

She saw me, and I saw her, but only said "Long time no see."

Just when shaking hands, I saw a ring on the ring finger of my left hand.

"Hahaha, Xianyu, I heard that you are still single. Let me tell you, XX told us that he will get married next year." Class Monitor joked while hugging her.

"Class Monitor, it hurts my heart." I smiled.

"It's no use pricking you. XX's boyfriend is very handsome. He's taller and more handsome than you guys. And they've been together since their sophomore year."

"Class Monitor, that's too much."

"Class Monitor, I don't accept this!"

"Yeah Class Monitor, is he more handsome than me? That doesn't exist."

The words of those guys who were "narcissistic" came to mind, and the scene was once lively.

"Congratulations." I let go of her hand and said with a smile, sincerely wishing her the best.

"Thank you." She responded with a smile, a happy smile.

It's just that this smile is a little dazed. I wonder if it's because of the glass of wine.

Sure enough, I'm allergic to alcohol.

After the party, he came to pick her up. Indeed, he was tall and handsome. Well, it seemed that his family still had money...

"Do you regret it?"

Walking on the beach, those guys grabbed my neck and said,

"Regret."

"Hahaha, there's no point in regretting."

"I said I regret meeting you."

"You brat!"

A few big men chased each other on the seawall like children.

Tired from running, I lay on the beach and looked at the moon until my buttocks were wet by the tide.

Blessings, forever, happiness, joy.