"That winter, the weather was very cold, and I couldn't hold on anymore. I finally made a fortune and took the train to the north to find you."
"After searching for a long time, I finally found Fu Family, and I was so lucky to see you in the park near the Fu Family."
"At that time, you were wearing a Deep Blue-colored down jacket, sitting alone on a park bench, looking into the distance with a sinister look on your face, and your eyes were full of hatred. I felt very distressed, more painful than the torture caused by the illness."
"I noticed that the corners of your mouth were cut and there were injuries around your eyes. At that time, I knew that you were not doing well at the Fu Family."
Looking at the table full of things, pairs of cotton shoes and insoles, neatly stacked movie tickets, and a few lonely train tickets, Fu Jingyao finally couldn't help it anymore.
With trembling hands, he picked up a train ticket with the train number blurred and only the name of the destination place vaguely visible. His eyes were moist. "Then why don't you recognize me?"
If she had appeared in front of him at that time, she wouldn't have been so miserable.
And he will not always be worried about what happened back then.
Su Qiao sat on the single sofa on the side, was silent for a moment, and looked up at him. "But at that moment, I gave up the idea of looking for you."
"I thought, you are already having such a bad life, how can you drag this sick body to add burden to you?"
"If I die one day, will you be more sad? Will you feel that the world is darker?"
This was the truest thought in the clone's heart at the time.
At that time, she had already experienced the ups and downs of human relationships in the world.
She thought that he might not have a good life in the Fu Family, but at least he would have food and clothing, and he would get good treatment if he got sick.
That's fine.
"I squatted in the bushes and stayed with you for several hours. I waited for the Fu Family's people to come to you, and then I slowly walked away with heavy steps."
"Winter nights are particularly desolate and cold. Walking alone on the streets of the north with my arms around my shoulders, my heart is colder than the ice and snow on the ground."
Avatar Su Qiao When he went to the north to look for him, he was almost at the end of his rope.
She left with hope, but finally chose to leave.
The world is so big that there is no place for her.
In the end, I had to rely on begging to buy a train ticket and leave.
"Sister!"
Fu Jingyao couldn't bear it anymore and held her tightly in his arms, tears filling his eyes.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It's all my fault for not finding you sooner!"
Su Qiao slowly patted his shoulder to comfort him:
"Later, I got sick again and again, and I developed ugly red spots on my face and body. Even when I set up a street vendor, no one dared to come to buy my things. Everyone avoided me like Plague God."
"At that time, I probably even thought I was a dog!" Su Qiao showed a hint of self-mockery.
"Later on, I couldn't make any more money and couldn't afford medicine, so I ended up here now."
He raised his eyes slightly and looked at the wooden hut, "This turned out to be a small shabby house abandoned by others."
"Living here, you can avoid crowds, you don't have to look at anyone's face, and you don't have to be pointed at or chased away."
"Create some land and grow some vegetables yourself. You can also go to the mountains to dig up herbs and cook them to eat. You can also dig up some herbs and go to the town to exchange for some money."
Pushing the man away slightly, Su Qiao looked at him softly and seriously:
"You said that I never regarded you as a relative and never took you into my heart, but you don't know that on your birthday every year, as long as I can stand up and have extra money, I will get on the train and go north to see you."