"Even if I don't speak, even if I can only look at you from a distance and breathe the same air with you, I feel very satisfied."
The clone's wish is very humble and its ability is very weak. She will only pay silently and watch him silently through the TV screen from a distance.
Su Qiao hopes to reveal everything she has and let Fu Jingyao know that he is not the only one who has contributed all these years.
"Every time I come back, I no longer have the desire to die. I only have the desire to live. No matter how painful, tired or uncomfortable I am, I just want to live, even if I live a few more days."
His eyes slowly passed over the black cotton shoes that covered the entire coffee table:
"These cotton shoes are a birthday gift I made for you. I received the insoles myself. One set every year, ten sets in total."
The last set was made by Avatar Su Qiao while he was ill.
Because my hands and feet have little strength. The stitches are not as dense.
Su Qiao took them in his hands and sighed slightly in his heart:
"I still remember that when you were in the orphanage, your feet grew very fast and your toes would always pierce the front of your shoes, so I made these cotton shoes for you."
"Although I have never given it away, every time I hold her in my arms and take her to the north, I hold her back again."
"But just like the four words on this insole, even if you go to heaven, I only hope that you will be safe and smooth in your life."
I hope he lives a safe life, which is the clone's last wish.
"Sister, stop talking!"
Fu Jingyao's eyes were red and he hugged Su Qiao tightly into his arms again.
"It's all my fault. I didn't take good care of you. I didn't discover your illness earlier, which made you suffer so much. I misunderstood you. I'm a bastard!"
Su Qiao gently pushed him away, grabbed his arm and said:
"No, if you don't explain it clearly, I know there will always be a knot in your heart, and you will never be happy in this life."
"Remember the small supermarket in town before? That day, the boss asked me if I was watching TV again."
"My family used to be poor, we didn't have much money, we didn't even have lights, let alone a TV set. Because of the red spots on my face, I couldn't live far away from the people in the village. So when I had free time, I could only walk on the ten-mile mountain road, wear a mask and squat in front of the small supermarket, watching the TV series you starred in."
"Looking through the TV screen to see if you have lost weight, to see if you are doing well, to see you winning awards, to see you being sought after by many fans and being liked by many people, I am also happy for you in my heart."
This is the time when the clone is the happiest. Sometimes it will be happy for several days, and even the herbal soup no longer feels bitter.
"So, when you followed the director and appeared at the door, although I was surprised, I didn't feel strange at all. There was no expression of shock."
Fu Jingyao There were tears in the corners of his eyes, but his eyes were as bright as the stars in the night sky. "So you really recognized me from the first sight."
Of course Su Qiao would not admit it. It was Xiaosi who reminded her first, reaching out and pinching his handsome face:
"You haven't changed much since you were ten years ago. Apart from being taller, handsomer, and paler, you're still so skinny. How could I not recognize you?"
She doesn't recognize her man, so what's the point?
Fu Jingyao grabbed her hand and pouted slightly. "Then why don't you recognize me?"
He obviously recognized them all, but didn't say a word.
Su Qiao raised his eyebrows. "Do I have one?"
"If it weren't for you, do you think I would let a stranger, and a man at that, live in my house?"