What If Xia Yan Became a Girl, Part 5

If it were just a matter of the body becoming a woman, then Xia Yan could hypnotize himself into thinking it was a vague, dreamlike world, and try to brainwash himself so that he might have a chance to change back.

At least under these circumstances, the so-called "changes in the body" are currently just a supernatural phenomenon that no one but himself and Hua Xin knows about.

In other words.

As long as nothing happens and she doesn't go out, "Xia Yan" will still be the same "Xia Yan", not the "Xia Yan" she is now.

Xia Yan doesn't know many people, so her social circle is naturally limited.

Although there might be some trouble with my ID card and the fact that I'll be starting university in a few months, I can just lie and say something like "the gender on my ID card was wrong" or "my family has always raised me as a boy." At worst...

She wasn't afraid to say things like, "I had sex with my head."

But right now...

Xia Yan twitched the corner of her mouth.

Not only has her gender changed on various apps, but photos taken during her travels when she clearly had a muscular physique have also mysteriously transformed into a Tian Tian smile befitting her current appearance as a beautiful young woman.

Why do her WeChat Moments photos also change?

This memory clearly doesn't exist! This isn't something that actually happened; it's a manipulated photograph!

Everything about her has been altered; even the existence of Xia Yan, the muscular man, has been changed to reflect the actions of the beautiful young girl Xia Yan.

Thinking of this, Xia Yan broke out in a cold sweat.

What's the meaning...

Why does not only the body change, but everything about oneself also changes?

Wait, everything?

Immediately afterward, Xia Yan's pupils constricted as she clicked on Alipay, which could be linked to most cards.

This also includes things like ID cards and student IDs, which can all be found here.

Electronic ID cards and physical ID cards obviously have the same effect.

To determine the veracity of her suspicions, going home to check her ID card now would obviously take a long time and be quite troublesome.

Xia Yan swallowed hard, his fingers trembling slightly as he tapped on his electronic ID card.

Xia Yan: Female, 18 years old.

Just moments ago, Xia Yan was trying to convince himself that nothing was wrong, and he couldn't believe that Hua Xin had said he could just sleep it off and turn back to normal. Suddenly, everything went black and he collapsed onto the bed.

While I can't say I completely disbelieve Hua Xin's words of comfort, I at least think, "What if?"

Even a one in ten thousand chance is possible!

But now even my ID card has been changed, and even my travel photos and selfies from a few years ago have changed. Wouldn't that be a complete disaster?

There is an invisible hand controlling all of this.

This invisible hand manipulated and changed her body, her experiences, her social life, and even everything about her!

Everything about Xia Yan has been altered.

The muscular Xia Yan vanished without a trace, leaving no trace whatsoever.

A tear slowly rolled down Xia Yan's cheek. Her heart, which had been dead, watched as her fingers swiped through the photo album. The narcissistic selfies of her abs and even her handsome face had been replaced with smooth, flat stomachs and pretty girls making peace signs in selfies.

That's all.

He's gone.

Why...

Tears streamed down her face, and the salty taste left a bitter aftertaste in the corners of her mouth.

Looking back on my life before.

She emerged strong and independent from a family that had fallen apart and could never be mended. Even living alone, she was able to live a good life, striving for improvement every day, and was even admitted to one of the top universities in the country.

A healthy and perfect body, where every muscle has paid off with the sweat, has created a figure that no girl can resist.

He is handsome, gentle, steady, and an excellent student.

Each of these elements alone is perfect enough, and if they were all embodied in one person, that would be the quintessential Japanese male protagonist, a true winner in life.

Xia Yan had even fantasized about what he would do if he had a girl he liked...

Although she has been traumatized by her parents' failed marriage, it is precisely because of this that she yearns for and looks forward to love.

She will definitely find a girl with a great personality. They will share the same interests and complement each other's personalities. Their love for each other will be incredibly intense. Family background and looks are obviously the least important things. As long as they like each other, everything will be made up for...

In the summer, we could go swimming together at the beach, feeling the sea breeze; at night, we could hold hands and walk together in the city, enjoying the quiet solitude under the streetlights; in the winter, we could warm her little hands in our pockets, holding her tiny hands and telling her how much we love her in the cold. And it would be even better if we had a sweater that I knitted for her...

Just thinking about it makes me feel incredibly happy and excited...

But now...

What are you even looking forward to?!

Xia Yan wiped away her tears, and a real anger and resentment appeared in her eyes.

She wanted to meet her soulmate in college and have a Tian Tian romance, but she never expected to become that ideal girl from her fantasies!

Xia Yan gritted his teeth and whispered, "Give me back my brother, give me back my manly self, give me back my past life and my future!!!"

He weakly pounded the bed, the fragile bed frame creaking and groaning, seemingly already intimidated by Xia Yan's oppressive aura.

"Ding-dong."

The phone beeped once, and Xia Yan glanced at it listlessly.

The person pictured above was a high school classmate who had recently graduated. I had chatted with her at our class farewell dinner not long ago.

Although we're not exactly strangers, our relationship isn't that great either.

There's something I've wanted to tell you for a long time, but I've never had the chance...

"Fuck your mother!?"

Xia Yan deleted the "Lao classmate" contact with lightning speed, even while still cursing him.

How come his identity changed and the memories of those around him changed along with it? He even wants to seduce her!

Xia Yan, who was so angry that he was exhausted, sat silently on the edge of the bed, covering his face with one hand.

It's over.

Everything is over.

This life is over.

There's no point in investigating the reasons anymore. Since the incident has already happened and been handled so decisively, even if she went to the police station now and said that she used to be a man but was transformed into a woman by aliens, she would still be arrested as a mentally ill person.

"Lao Xia, time to eat! Today I cooked the Hua Xin Feast, which is comparable to the Manchu Han Imperial Feast!"

Hua Xin's voice came at this moment, which made Xia Yan slightly more alert.

As if she had thought of something, she hesitated for a moment, then went to the kitchen and asked Hua Xin, who was just finishing cooking and plating the ingredients:

Although he was still a little unaccustomed to the girlish voice, Xia Yan no longer needed to worry about such things in front of Hua Xin:

"Prison flower... do you still remember that I used to be a boy?"

"Xia Yan is a super muscular man?"

Upon hearing this, Hua Xin looked at her with a very strange expression. Then, remembering the teasing words she had spoken in the room earlier, she became more serious and said weakly:

"You're a real muscleman, but I remember when we were kids, we compared sizes and you weren't as big as me..."

Before she could finish speaking, Xia Yan hugged her, leaving Hua Xin somewhat bewildered.

"Very good..."

Xia Yan's voice, tinged with a hint of tears, rang out in surprise.

At least Hua Xin still remembers "his" existence.