Chapter 111

What happened next was that Bai Jun left Yaoqing and disappeared from Yaoqing without warning, leaving only a letter to explain himself.

At first, Feixiao was furious, thinking that he could stay or not, and that she would be better off without him. However, as time went by, the past scenes came flooding back to her mind with unparalleled clarity, piercing her soul time and time again.

Feixiao finally realized what this feeling hidden in his heart truly was.

I don't think I've yet answered your question from this morning.

Bai Jun seemed to see through her sorrowful profile and spoke to awaken Feixiao from her reverie.

"Eh, eh? What do you mean...?" Feixiao looked somewhat confused as she suddenly came to her senses.

"Values, outlook on life, and views on birth, aging, and separation."

"Oh... oh right."

"I want to die peacefully, without the long, dramatic last words and complex emotions typical of TV dramas. I just want to die a simple, ordinary death, like any other person."

Yes, it was just an ordinary day, and it became the last trace left in this world by using a sentence that couldn't be more ordinary.

Bai Jun thought that most people's deaths were like this, and perhaps their entire lives were like this: no dramatic events, no ups and downs, just plainness, until they closed their eyes in the end, until time passed, until the last person who remembered them also died.

In other words, to die peacefully like this, without much pain or extra meaning, simply like an ordinary person returning to one's roots, could perhaps be considered a kind of happiness.

"Is that so..."

"What I'm about to say might be a bit selfish, even despicable." Bai Jun put down his wine glass, his expression serious.

"What?"

"I don't want you to die on the battlefield or anywhere else. I'd much rather you live a simple, ordinary life like me, happily spending your life like a normal person, even though that might seem too selfish to the people of Yaoqing, or even to you..."

Amid Feixiao's astonished expression, Bai Jun calmly confessed his feelings.

Those blatant words, almost a confession, sent Feixiao's thoughts into a frenzy. She never imagined she would be so moved by such a sentence. Perhaps under the influence of alcohol, she suddenly stood up and pushed Bai Jun to the ground.

"You... you should know what saying such a thing means, shouldn't you?"

A soft body straddled Bai Jun, green hair falling beside his cheek.

Her breathing was rapid, carrying a sweet scent.

Feixiao lay on top of Bai Jun, their bodies pressed tightly together, both able to feel each other's warmth.

Feixiao's body temperature was a little high. Despite being a master of all kinds of martial arts and having refined his body to the extreme, he was surprisingly soft. His arms were fair and slender, and his waist was so soft that it could be encircled with one hand. His face, which should have been heroic and delicate, was flushed with an unusual flush. His eyes, adorned with a touch of crimson eyeshadow, were full of alluring temptation.

His gentle eyes narrowed slightly in the soft moonlight, as if they held a thousand unspoken words, captivating the soul.

The two had remarkably similar eye colors. Bai Jun's eyes were like glass immersed in ice and snow, a deep and clear blue; while Feixiao's eyes were more like crystal-clear sapphires, deep and with an ocean-like inclusiveness.

Her collarbones were delicate, and her skin was as white as fine snow. From Bai Jun's perspective, one could even see a shy blush rising on her smooth skin.

The next moment, Bai Jun felt a gentle bite on his earlobe, and soft, light words came from his ear, like waves of electricity passing through his ear and reaching his brain, making him tremble slightly.

"I know, Bai Jun, you have other relationships you can't let go of, whether you met those women before or after you met me... But what I want to say is, I don't really care. It doesn't matter if you like other people, as long as you have me in your heart."

Her undisguised and open expression of emotion left Bai Jun stunned.

Any man would know what to do next, or rather, be eager to do something, and be able to take things for granted. But Bai Jun didn't do that. His usually dull and wooden senses became exceptionally delicate and keen at times like this.

He clearly saw the glimmer of water rising from those crystal-clear blue eyes.

"You're lying, you're bluffing."

Without thinking, Bai Jun reached out and wiped away the barely perceptible tears from the corners of her eyes.

"You idiot, you're usually as dull as a block of wood, but you're incredibly perceptive right now, it's so unfair... Only at times like this do I genuinely wish you could be any slower, you idiot."

Feixiao's movements came to an abrupt halt, her expression gradually darkening. A stray wisp of her Jade hair gently brushed against Bai Jun's cheek, and her voice trembled slightly.

"I remember you said you'd grant me any request, right? Well, I have a favor to ask of you. Please, I hope you'll do it..."

"... What?"

"One day, I will become a beast, indiscriminate in my 'Moon Rage,' and at that time, I hope you will pierce my heart, bringing my sins to a final end."

Sadness was constantly seeping through the disguise of her mask.

However, Bai Jun's reply was cold and decisive, "I disagree."

"... Why?"

As if this was the trigger for his emotions, Feixiao roared in a fit of rage:

"Why are you refusing?! This shouldn't be difficult for you right now! All you need to do is kill me, now that I've become a beast! You can do it now! This is the only thing I want to ask of you! I've already agreed to let you have a harem! Why are you refusing? Do you want my last wish to be denied? Can you really bear to see me killed by the other generals? Am I never going to be in your heart?!"

Feixiao's emotions completely erupted, he simply couldn't stop.

Her hands, unable to vent her anger, clenched tightly onto the bedsheets behind Bai Jun, and bursts of heart-wrenching screams struck Bai Jun's face.

"Damn it, damn it, damn it... I don't want to share you with another woman! Your smile, your voice, your looks, your love, everything about you should belong to me!!! Why should I share this love with another woman? Why should I give you away for free? Why?!"

You could feel her trembling helplessly through her fingertips, and she wasn't exerting any strength at all.

"I was here first!!!"

Tears were streaming down his face, each drop landing on Bai Jun's cheek.

She had heard that emotional struggles could make people weak, and that the numbing effect of alcohol could make people reveal their true feelings. She was completely stunned in front of Bai Jun, and then burst into tears like a child.

"From the day I joined the army, I swore an oath to spend the rest of my life as the spearhead of the Xianzhou, shooting down the Abominations of Abundance. As long as I can fulfill this vow, I don't care what happens afterward... That's how it should have been, but it's all because of you! I hate you so much! I hate you so much! If it weren't for you, how could I have become so weak!"

Sobbing uncontrollably, she stretched out her hands and continued to plead with Bai Jun, "I don't want to die, I want to stay by your side forever..."

Faced with Fei Xiao's tearful Feixiao's emotional outburst like a spoiled child, Feixiao's fragile and delicate appearance, and Feixiao's constant expression of true feelings, Bai Jun did not respond with words, but instead kissed her forcefully.

"I will not allow you to die."

Feixiao was stunned for a few seconds upon hearing this, completely unsure whether he should be overjoyed by the kiss or surprised by Bai Jun's words.

Looking ahead, she saw Bai Jun, whose cheeks were wet with Feixiao's tears, staring at her with an unprecedented gaze.

It was a mixture of anger, resolve, and compassion, yet it lacked any trace of confusion or weakness.

Immediately afterwards, he got up and pinned the stunned Feixiao down.

"What is a mere Moon Rage? Listen carefully, I will accompany you through the long years, to see all the mountains and rivers with you, through disease, natural disasters, war, and even death cannot separate us."

This was the first time he had revealed his emotions, and they were no less intense than Feixiao's.

Feixiao's eyes widened slightly. In that moment, she seemed to inadvertently see a corner of the truth in the depths of Bai Jun's soul through his eyes.

Deep within those azure eyes, beyond "humanity," lies an ancient and boundless power, unbound by any Path, broader than Harmony, more compassionate than Abundance, more obsessive than the Hunt. In the instant one glimpses it, the word "divinity" comes to mind.

Incredibly, however, what suppresses this "divinity" is the seemingly fragile "humanity," which firmly holds the dominant position.

In a daze, her thoughts returned to reality. When she looked into Bai Jun's eyes, all she could see was his obsessive desire, which was no less than her own.

Feixiao gently stroked Bai Jun's cheek with her hand. This time, before she could speak, she was instantly pulled into a strong embrace, and her unfinished words were drowned out by a passionate kiss.

Feixiao's whole body went numb from his kiss, and her head was spinning. She gradually forgot to resist and reflexively kissed him back.

After a long while, their lips parted, and both of them were breathing a little rapidly.

"Continue... please..."

Feixiao's eyes were misty and watery, her face flushed, tiny beads of sweat appeared on her delicate nose, her lips were slightly parted, and her gaze was innocent yet alluringly pitiful.

That rare, endearing appearance made it hard for Bai Jun to resist, and he couldn't help but lower his head and gently kiss her again.

She trembled slightly, feeling his burning passion; her eyes involuntarily welled up with tears, and her arms instinctively wrapped tightly around his neck...

At this moment, the two gradually forgot everything around them. She and he drew a circle around themselves, only remembering that they were immersed in this little world intertwined with unbridled passion and love, unable to extricate themselves for a long time.

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She closed her eyes, and before her, the familiar crimson surged, the warm red flowing and transforming into a crimson moon.

Yes, it's this same scenery again.

He whispered softly in her ear, calling upon the blood that flowed in the same depths of her soul.

She heard the roar of the Crimson Moon, and the cry of blood resonating deep within her heart.

Foxkin and Buli person share the same origin. Although they look very different now, they are ultimately not very different at the genetic level.

In Buli person's eyes, Moon Rage is a gift that liberates power, but for the Foxkin, it is a madness that they cannot avoid in their bloodline. Generations of healers in Yaoqing have tried to solve this problem, but they have never found a way and can only watch helplessly as the Foxkin who fall into Moon Rage head towards their Finality.

All Foxkin are doomed, and even Feixiao is no exception. From the moment Moon Rage first awakened, her life had already begun its countdown.

One day, she will be completely transformed into a beast by the Moon Rage, indiscriminate in her rage.

Until one day, the Hunt arrow pierced her heart.

Just like the arrow of light from the Reignbow falling that day, everything will eventually turn to dust, along with those unfinished regrets and the cries of companions, all disappearing from this world.

She often woke up from nightmares, dreaming of the invincible general's tears, dreaming of countless surviving comrades crying and reaching out to her; she also woke up from dreams with tears streaming down her face, knowing that all promises could only be fulfilled on the battlefield.

Life is filled with anxiety every day, and I repeatedly tell myself—

In order to prevent people from seeing the Reignbow's Arrow fall again, and to ensure that more people survive.

We must keep moving forward, we must bring victory, and we must not stop until we reach that Feixiao finish line.

Even with nauseating sweat pouring down her face, even with her heart trembling, even with her skin and bones snapping inch by inch under Moon Rage's power, she would still stand frozen before the high wall blocking her path, gradually losing her way. And the moment she stopped, she would be overwhelmed by a guilt and loneliness that could freeze her heartbeat.

The feeling of being plunged into boundless darkness and loneliness, the heavy responsibility of bearing the hopes of the deceased, being abandoned by those you cherish, feeling the cold reality, being abandoned by everything, accompanied by torrential tears, tasting the desolate feeling that drives you mad, and being able to cover up the sorrow with the fighting spirit to pursue your long-cherished wish.

However, the memories of the past are interrupted here--

Feixiao slowly opened her eyes, and everything that came into view was completely different from the scene in her dream, presenting a warm and soft color.

The curtains were probably drawn a little, and the temperature was cool and mild; I could hardly feel the blankets on me—everything was just right.

A faint, pleasant fragrance wafted to my nose—a familiar feeling that brought me a sense of peace.

There was no war or bloodshed, no sacrifice or tears; everything was so beautiful and hazy that it seemed like a fragile illusion. Only the warmth from the strong body pressed against her could bring her something truly real.

She smiled quietly, then changed her position, snuggled closer to Bai Jun, and gently fell asleep.

What awakened Bai Jun was the warm sunlight streaming in through the window and the soft breathing sounds beside him.

Bai Jun opened his eyes and felt a soft, delicate body pressed tightly against his shoulder, with a faint, unusual sensation.

Feixiao tilted his head, his handsome face resting against Bai Jun's chest, his small mouth slightly open, a trace of saliva staining Bai Jun's chest.

He lowered his head, and what first caught his eye was her soft, beautiful long silver hair, her fair skin as smooth and delicate as the most precious silk, and her completely unguarded, blissful expression, like that of a carefree little girl.

"Hmm~? You're awake..."

Before he knew it, Feixiao, who was lying on his chest, opened his eyes and stared lazily at Bai Jun's face.

Feixiao has beautiful eyes.

A crystal-clear sapphire—this is the only adjective Bai Jun, who is currently lacking in descriptive words, can think of.

Good morning.

"Good morning... Oh well, it's still early, I'll sleep a little longer~"

Feixiao stroked Bai Jun's cheek, feeling a comforting warmth. Her lips moved slightly as she gently pulled Bai Jun into her arms.

The woman's breasts were soft and supple, carrying the unique sweetness of their owner.

Foxkin generally have a pair of fluffy and adorable fox ears, Feixiao is no exception.

They're quite cute.

Bai Jun reached out and gently pinched her fox ears; they were soft and bouncy, and felt great to touch.

"Ugh, stop fooling around~"

Feixiao's cheeks flushed slightly. She brushed away Bai Jun's mischievous hand and made a cute, coquettish voice. Then she buried her shy face in his chest, which reminded Bai Jun of what happened last night.

Bai Jun had always thought he was the bottom, but last night he discovered that he was actually the top.

Feixiao always thought he was the top, and originally wanted to pretend to be the bottom, but he didn't expect that he really was the bottom.

In less than two hours, the Merlin's Claw had transformed into someone who, despite trembling with Elation, maintained his domineering demeanor, covering his dazed blue eyes with his arm while desperately trying to stifle any cute moans from his mouth.

Bai Jun has mastered a method to absolutely control Feixiao. From now on, if the two have another conflict, he can just torment her like this again.

The woman holding him was now quiet, making no other movements. She simply held Bai Jun gently, listening quietly to his heartbeat, as if she wanted to make up for everything he had owed her over the years.

The morning breeze was clean and pure, carrying a warm, dust-free feeling. The sunlight shone on the two people embracing, their silver hair intertwined, and even the faint warmth seemed harmonious and peaceful.

This state didn't last long. As Feixiao gradually regained consciousness, he recalled what had happened last night.