Emotion and Reason

Emotions and Reason, Again

The emotions came suddenly, and fiercely.

A grievance that had spread for no reason was already about to drown me.

I had wanted to have a huge fight with Ye Qingxian.

To loudly demand whether she had ever regarded me as...

Then I suddenly realized I had no standing at all.

Yeah! No standing at all... No one could understand the grievance of wanting to throw a tantrum, yet not even having the standing to do so.

That had merely been the trigger.

When I thought of that, my emotions finally burst through the dam completely.

Ye Qingxian held my nearly trembling body.

I could feel it... she wanted to soothe me.

And she had been soothing me all along.

Ye Qingxian could only understand that I desperately craved her care.

But she had no idea of the deepest, deepest grievance in my heart.

I hadn't gone out for a long time.

I had been quietly nurturing the baby in the cave dwelling.

Our youngest daughter, conceived with Ye Qingxian's permission and amid the blessings we shared.

In other words.

This baby was the crystallization of Ye Qingxian and me.

Yet although we already had the result, I still had no title I could openly speak of.

When I thought of this, the invisible gap that formed in my heart nearly left me unable to breathe.

It wasn't that I liked making trouble for no reason.

Rather, the bitterness I could taste at this moment could probably only be understood by someone who had gone through something similar. Who could understand the bitterness of emotions brewing countless times, only to suffer a crushing defeat in the end because of one sentence... What standing do you have to say that?

"Don't cry, don't cry."

"I'm always here."