He couldn't describe the feeling, but Lingren felt so lost.
Why didn't Yu Xing come to him for revenge? Why didn't he experience deeper despair with him? He would just let him go for a bit longer, let him go for a bit longer...
Year after year, he didn't actually go looking to bring Yu Xing back. There was a sort of fluke in his heart of "if he can't be found this way, then it might as well just end," until he revisited the old haunts near the Yu family out of habit and saw Yu Xing and Hua Subai outside a newly opened exhibition hall.
He hadn't expected Yu Xing's sanity to recover to this extent.
He even less expected that Hua Subai, who had appeared once and then vanished, would become Yu Xing's new friend during the time he was away.
This was the scene he could least accept.
Watching the two of them talking in the sunlight, Lingren stood in the dark, slowly revealing a morbid smile.
He had to make Hua Subai die; complete death wasn't even enough, he had to torture him over and over again, making him suffer more than being in hell!
He hinted to himself that even if he had to kill Yu Xing—who had become friends with the person he hated most—he had to kill Hua Subai first.
Yet Hua Subai's Spiritual Sense was too strong. When he wanted to vanish, even Lingren couldn't find him, for his power was far too similar to Hua Subai's.
After searching everywhere to no avail, Lingren chose to create a "person" to take his place in finding Hua Subai.
Perhaps due to his own height falling a bit short, he molded a very tall vessel, sealed off this "person's" possibility of gaining emotions,