"To avoid attention, for safety."
Hoshino Kanade's tone was matter-of-fact.
"Class D is a gathering place for 'defective goods.' Here, being too outstanding can lead to exploitation or isolation; being too poor might result in elimination."
"You've chosen what seems like the safest middle path, avoiding conflict and the spotlight. A very clever strategy."
He paused, picking up the pencil that had been bothering her earlier. "In a normal environment."
The tip of the pencil lightly tapped the desk.
"Tok."
A soft sound, remarkably clear in the silent air.
"But in this school, Class D's 'safety' is as thin as a sheet of paper."
"Being stuck in the middle means vague information and suspended power. When the real storm comes, this kind of disguise will be the first to be torn apart."
Matsushita Chiaki felt her throat tighten, the words of rebuttal stuck in her mouth. He was right.
The restraint shown by Karuizawa's faction after her Class Points hit zero, along with her current panic and shame, all confirmed this.
Under his all-seeing gaze and cold logic, her own chaotic thoughts, once filled with hidden expectations, seemed so... childish and laughable.
She bit her lower lip slightly. This unconscious gesture revealed a touch of pitiable vulnerability, but it was quickly replaced by an expression of focused thought.
She forced herself to look up, meeting his deep-set eyes. The last shred of elegant pretense fell away, revealing a sharp intent mixed with the embarrassment of being completely seen through.
"What do you want?" Her voice was deliberately steady. "To use this... to threaten me?"
A slight curve formed at the corner of Hoshino Kanade's lips. It wasn't quite a smile, more like a subtle acknowledgment of her desperate struggle.
"Threaten? No, it's an invitation. A transaction. It's a waste for your abilities to be spent maintaining this middle-ground disguise."
His tone carried a peculiar certainty, as if appraising a treasure obscured by dust but ultimately impossible to hide from his eyes.
Matsushita Chiaki froze.
Abilities? What was he referring to? Observation? Analysis? Or... Her gaze unconsciously drifted away from the pencil on the desk. Her thick eyelashes lowered, concealing her rapidly churning thoughts.
"Your observation skills."
Hoshino Kanade seemed to read her confusion, his gaze locking onto her sharply.
"Through the gaps in your hair, you can catch subtle changes in expressions and movements amidst the crowd's noise;
Your analytical skills, from a small gesture in class, you can immediately infer deeper implications;
Most importantly, your ability to disguise yourself.
Whether it's controlling your scores or maintaining a delicate social balance between Karuizawa and Hirata, it's all quite natural."
Hoshino Kanade dissected each point, his tone calm. "These are things most people in Class D lack. And you only use them for 'self-preservation'."
The acknowledgment of these traits in his words was like a key, suddenly unlocking a deliberately sealed corner of Matsushita Chiaki's heart.
It was a stirring, a longing to be truly "seen."
Matsushita Chiaki's heart rate suddenly accelerated.
Being so clearly dissected by him sent a chilling sensation down her spine, leaving her nowhere to hide.
However, his implicit affirmation quietly stirred a hint of indescribable... wavering within her?
It was as if her hidden self, one she hadn't even faced, had suddenly been given value by someone powerful and calm.
This feeling of being recognized by a "strong person" subtly diluted some of her previous embarrassment.
"So?" Her voice sounded more stable than before, carrying a negotiation-like calmness. Her inherent elegance and composure reasserted themselves under the pressure.
Hoshino Kanade leaned forward slightly, his voice dropping lower, carrying an undeniable weight. "Be my 'eyes,' and at the same time, my 'hands'."
He paused, his gaze sweeping over her clasped knees and unconsciously clenched fingers.
"You don't need to abandon your safety zone. I only need you to look more, listen more, within that zone. Use your analytical and disguise skills to monitor the fluctuations beneath the surface of Class D.
Student conflicts, potential faction movements, hidden ambitions and abilities, even... the subtle leanings of the teachers. Filter, organize, and relay them to me."
His tone was plain, without any exaggerated command, yet it exuded confidence in controlling the overall situation.
"In return," Hoshino Kanade paused, his sharp eyes scrutinizing every subtle change on her face, "I won't expose your disguise. You can continue to be a 'Nakajo' student safely. At the same time, at critical moments, when I deem it valuable, I will become a fulcrum you can grasp in the quagmire of Class D."
He emphasized, with a strong sense of protection, "I won't interfere with your daily choices, nor will I ask you to do anything that endangers your core situation. I only need clearer information to ensure... certain situations don't spiral out of control."
His gaze inadvertently flickered towards the entrance of the reading room. The weight of that look was not the ordinary worry of a high school student about studies or romance.
Matsushita Chiaki's heart churned.
His conditions... sounded strangely reasonable?
He wasn't asking her to betray anyone, to sell anyone out. He was just asking her to use the skills she was already good at, in exchange for greater safety guarantees and... recognition from a powerful individual?
His evaluation of "valuable" was like a seed, falling onto the soil of her long-suppressed desire for recognition.
Moreover, the metaphor of "eyes" and "hands" not only gave her clear value as an information gatherer but also hinted at a closer, more proactive executor role.
She was not merely a passive observer, but an extension and a tendril of his will in the shadows.
From his perspective, this calm, efficient, and mutually beneficial transactional method was indeed more reassuring than vague emotions or crude threats... At least the objectives were clear, and the boundaries well-defined.
Her fingertips unconsciously rubbed the hem of her uniform skirt, showing a deep internal weighing of options.
But the doubts had not disappeared.
"How can I be sure you have this ability? Are you... really just a Class D student?"
She hesitated for a moment before asking this crucial question. Her voice was not loud, but it was exceptionally clear. Even under immense pressure, she maintained a questioning calmness.
The extraordinary aspects he and Kiyona had displayed in class had been constantly swirling in her mind.
How could someone with such presence and insight be in Class D?
A flicker of understanding crossed Hoshino Kanade's eyes.
He didn't answer immediately. Instead, he took something out of his pocket.
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