Honkai Impact: Exposing Myself First
Chapter 101

Chapter 101

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Explain.

When she was still human, Aponia could only say that she had a keen sense of premonition, like a revelation.

Only later, when he became Fusion Warrior, could he see the future more clearly, but that was all.

[In my presence, her ability is ineffective.]

But for her, this is indeed not a bad thing.

[...]

In the video.

Kiana emphasized this repeatedly.

Without sufficient control over one's own power, possessing that power can actually be a scourge.

Once upon a time, Aponia saw the future, saw tragedy, and wanted to change things, but instead brought about disaster.

In real life.

Aponia listened silently.

In the picture.

Miss Yuzu asked again.

[Does this situation still apply to Lady Aponia now?]

No... she's been able to control herself for a long time.

The Chibi Kiana smiled and continued.

[The precepts, the precepts, were more like a form of self-discipline for her, a way to restrain herself, refine herself, and transcend material and mundane matters, yearning for a higher level of goals.]

[After all, in her view, humans have desires, but only by controlling those desires can you become a god.]

[...]

There's some truth to that.

It doesn't mean that we must uphold heavenly principles and suppress human desires.

It simply means not being controlled by desires, becoming more rational and pure, cultivating oneself and one's mind, achieving spiritual sublimation from the inside out.

This is actually one of her pursuits.

In reality, some people seem to be deep in thought, while others don't quite understand.

It's nothing.

Aponia silently pondered these words.

This prompted Elysia to look over, almost jokingly.

"It really feels like the Buddha? Hmm~ Aponia Bodhisattva?"

"Stop it, Eri!" Kiana couldn't tell whether what she mentioned in the video was right or wrong.

Even her understanding of Aponia was still mostly based on impressions from her past life.

However, based on my actual experience...

Aponia did indeed consciously control and restrain herself.

Perhaps it's because of my nature that I take many things lightly, or perhaps it's because I see things very clearly.

Therefore.

She always gave people the feeling of being a Daoist nun practicing asceticism.

His skill is not shallow.

In the video, Kiana and the Miss Content Creator are still chatting.

The topic revolves around Aponia's ability to foresee the future.

Kiana also shared many interesting stories about Aponia with Miss Yuzu.

This amusing anecdote is, in fact, just something that can only be described as anecdote for the content creator.

But for people in reality...

Yet it is also a definite future, still! You can see a lot in it.

"Quick, highlight the key points!"

[I remember that because she was by my side, even after she became Fusion Warrior and her abilities were enhanced, her ability to foresee the future would still fail.]

So whenever she really needs to activate her ability, she stays away from me.

[...]

I felt like I was a switch she manually controlled.

[...]

In reality, Kiana couldn't help but laugh.

In the video, the chibi version of her continues speaking.

Furthermore, everything concerning my future is vague; in fact, directly observing me would be like looking through a kaleidoscope, leaving one dazzled.

Generally, she rarely uses her abilities directly on me.

[...]

The chibi version of Kiana continued.

Miss Yuzu nodded repeatedly, listening attentively.

[I remember once, she foresaw that Mobius would suffer a bloody calamity, not fatal, but he would be injured.]

She was still quite naive back then, unaware that the future she saw was equivalent to something that was bound to happen.

So she went to help.

[...]

[As a result of a series of unforeseen events, Mobius was accidentally pushed down the stairs.]

This time, the calamity of bloodshed has come true.

Mobius was hospitalized for about a month. After that, I got annoyed just seeing her.

[...]

Damn it!

Mobius stared at Aponia.

Aponia remained unmoved, as if to say, "You can look at it, it's fine with me."

The others were either speechless or frightened, and quietly moved away a little; it was better to stay away from the girl.

"Damn it, I don't understand whether she can really see the future or is just a charlatan fooling people."

"You want to create your own future, huh? I can do that too!"

"..."

Some people grinned, disbelieving.

But some people couldn't help but remain speechless.

Similarly, some people noticed a place and couldn't help but feel a bit horrified.

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103. I'm afraid he's really going to turn into Aponia Bodhisattva.

After all, the future is constantly changing.

This is what the real-life Kiana herself said.

But now, the video says...

Aponia sees is real, it is bound to happen, and nothing will change.

Even any variables are already within our sights.

"How terrifying must this be!"

At the same time...

"What utter despair this is!"

If everything was known from the beginning, then...

No matter what you do, you know whether it will work or not.

What would you do?

If it works, we'll do it; if not, we won't.

It's simple in theory.

But it's not that easy!

If something is bound to happen, and you witness it, and it's a tragedy, and you can't accept the outcome.

You want to change.

But no matter how you change it, whether you do it or not, it's the same; the tragedy will still happen.

What can you do?

It was an ordeal, a torment.

As Kiana and Miss UP continued to give examples in the video on the sky screen.

Let's talk about those interesting stories from the past.

Many people only feel a chill down their spine.

Try to put yourself in their shoes.

If I were in Aponia's position, with all of Aponia's abilities...

Is this really... a good thing?

"No wonder Miss Aponia is different from ordinary people, perhaps that's why? Having seen so much, she appears so calm..."

"..."

If you know someone from Aponia, tell the people around you.

Because often, it's something you can feel.

The strangeness about Aponia is so obvious that you don't even need to observe her closely; you can clearly sense it with just a little contact.

How should I put it?

Many people don't like Aponia like this.

They also refused to come into contact with Aponia.

Actually, back when she was on Twilight Street, many people thought she was terrifying.

That's probably why.

[...]

In the sky.

The Chibi Kiana smiled slightly.

She can see your destiny, your future. It's like she knows you very well, perhaps even better than you know yourself, without you even realizing it.

Her serene gaze was different from ordinary gentleness.

While she says she's watching you, she might actually be looking at your future, your everything.

[...]

She tilted her head slightly.

Imagine it.

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