I Died, But I Forgot

Qian Xunji once again cast his gaze upon Bibi Dong, falling into deep contemplation once more.

The matter was no longer difficult to decide.

With the system, even if he did not rely on Qian Renxue and Bibi Dong in the future, he had the confidence to defeat Tang San, the Sea God, and Asura.

However, the activation method of the system destined that Qian Xunji would choose the first path.

Falling in love?

It was time-consuming, exhausting, and did not guarantee the desired result.

Rather than that, it was better to seize and plunder.

As the saying goes, men die for wealth, and birds die for food.

Better a fellow daoist dies than this poor monk.

Let others enter hell, for I shall not.

However, before proceeding, Qian Xunji intended to wake Bibi Dong up first, because he truly disliked dead fish; he couldn't muster the slightest interest in a dead fish.

Bibi Dong woke up faintly.

Yet, her eyes were filled with confusion.

Am I not dead?

How did I come back to life?

And, how exactly did I die?

My mind is so chaotic, I can't remember!

But I remember that my teacher was not a good man; for his own selfish desires, he tore Xiao Gang and me apart.

He defiled me!

He made me unable to face Xiao Gang for the rest of my life, too afraid to express the love in my heart to him again.

He ruined me!

Judging by these memories, I have been reborn!

In this life, I will not be deceived by him again.

I want to give the best of myself to Xiao Gang.

I must learn to endure.

Just like in my previous life, I will endure until I possess the strength to be the absolute master of my own fate, the strength to kill him.

As long as he exists for one more day, it is impossible for me to truly be with Xiao Gang.

Qian Xunji, aren't you so concerned about Martial Soul Hall?

Just you wait and see; one day, I will take Martial Soul Hall as a dowry and give it to Xiao Gang, making him the Pope of Martial Soul Hall.

Also, where is this? Why does it feel somewhat familiar?

Wait!

Isn't this the secret chamber where I was defiled!

Could it be that I have already been defiled by Qian Xunji?

No!

Why must the heavens be so cruel to me!

How will I face Xiao Gang in the future!

Bibi Dong turned her body in sorrow.

Wait, that's not right!

There is absolutely no feeling of pain.

And my clothes are completely intact.

Could it be that Qian Xunji hasn't defiled me yet?

But why did I wake up first?

Did he find his conscience?

But what is the use of finding a conscience!

He would never agree to let me be with Xiao Gang.

Xiao Gang is clearly so outstanding; he understands everything. Why won't Qian Xunji agree to let me be with Xiao Gang?

He talks better than he sings.

Qian Xunji said all that merely for his own selfish desires!

I hate him!

Endure.

Endure.

I must endure.

I still have a chance to deceive him.

As long as I can fool him for now, I can give my best self to Xiaogang.

Even if I am defiled by him in the future, as long as he dies, Xiaogang will never know.

Besides, I have already given the most important things to Xiaogang; he will surely be willing to wait for me.

Bibi Dong decided that as long as she could deceive Qian Xunji this time and escape, she would give herself completely to Xiaogang, become his woman, and make sure he would never forget her.

Seeing Bibi Dong wake up, Qian Xunji called out, "Bibi Dong, you've finally woken up."

Bibi Dong remained dazed where she stood, consumed by such profound sorrow that she ignored Qian Xunji entirely.

Bibi Dong's sorrow actually stirred a flicker of guilt within Qian Xunji.

But he quickly snapped out of it.

Bibi Dong's current plight was entirely of her own making; besides, it was the original body that had knocked her unconscious and brought her into this secret chamber, not him.

What the hell did he have to feel guilty about!

Beauty is the original sin.

Who told Bibi Dong to be weaker than him!

Who told Bibi Dong to fall in love with Yu Xiaogang!

Who told the Douluo Continent to be a continent of romance!

Who told the system to have such a unique reward method!

A simp, a simp, simping to the end, ending up with nothing.

Love?

To hell with your love!

Men die for wealth, birds die for food!

Better the friend dies than me!

Do it!

Qian Xunji walked toward Bibi Dong, the guilt on his face vanishing, leaving only evil and desire.

"Bibi Dong, still thinking about your Yu Xiaogang?"

"Rest assured, for the rest of your life, you will never have the chance to see Yu Xiaogang again."

"This place will be your final destination."

"Teacher, I was wrong. I shouldn't have defied you, and I shouldn't have eloped with Yu Xiaogang."

"I thought about it for a long time just now, and only then did I realize Yu Xiaogang's sinister intentions."

"Teacher, I know I was wrong. Please give your disciple another chance."

"I swear, from now on I will definitely listen to Teacher and will never defy you again."

Seeing that Qian Xunji was about to make a move on her, Bibi Dong was terrified and immediately knelt on the ground, admitting her faults and begging for Qian Xunji's forgiveness.

Qian Xunji stood frozen in place.

He understood that this was the influence of Qian Xunji's memories, and he couldn't help but find the "wise" actions of the original Qian Xunji laughable.

He had already defiled Bibi Dong.

Yet he still harbored fantasies about her.

Not only did he release her from the secret chamber, but he also allowed her to cultivate and restored her status as the Saintess.

He even went so far as to lead men to hunt the Blue Silver Emperor just to provide Bibi Dong with a hundred-thousand-year soul ring and soul bone.

Such a soft-hearted person.

He deserved to be plotted against and killed by Bibi Dong.

Qian Xunji's gaze remained fixed on Bibi Dong, and he couldn't help but sigh inwardly:

Bibi Dong, you really are a good actress!

You make it sound as if you truly know you were wrong!

If I were the original Qian Xunji, I might have actually let you go.

Unfortunately, I am not Qian Xunji.

From now on, just stay in this secret chamber with peace of mind and bear children for me.

Qian Xunji did not intend to cripple Bibi Dong; after all, he was not certain whether crippling her would affect the talent of his future offspring.

Furthermore, he had no need to cripple her.

After all, the current Bibi Dong was merely a Soul Emperor.

As long as he did not let her leave the secret chamber, she would never have the possibility of advancing to a Soul Saint.

A Soul Emperor posed a truly limited threat to him.

Seeing Qian Xunji standing there unmoved, Bibi Dong panicked completely.

She was afraid that Qian Xunji would not forgive her.

She was afraid that before she could give her most perfect self to Yu Xiaogang, she would be defiled by Qian Xunji.

How would she explain that to Yu Xiaogang when the time came?

She was afraid that the tragedy would repeat itself.

No longer caring about her painful knees, Bibi Dong crawled toward Qian Xunji, hugged his right leg, and said through tears:

"Teacher, I truly know I was wrong. Please, just give me one more chance."

"Teacher, once I go out this time, I will tell that bastard Yu Xiaogang to get as far away as possible."

"If you truly wish to possess me and make me your woman, I beg you to give me some time to prepare myself mentally."

"Teacher, I beg you."

"Didn't you say that you loved your disciple the most?"

"Teacher, please give me one more chance. I will prove with my actions that I truly know I was wrong."

Looking at Bibi Dong, who could not stop her tears, Qian Xunji remained unmoved and said with profound meaning:

"Bibi Dong, my disciple, you do not know that you were wrong; you only know that you are afraid."