Douluo: Peeking at Diaries, Goddesses' Personas Collapse
Chapter 7

Silent Mourning

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Only after Bibi Dong withdrew her teasing gaze and turned to leave did Wang Jingyu secretly breathe a sigh of relief.

Looks like he had completely overthought it. Just as he said.

Although Bibi Dong had terrible taste and actually liked a dumbass like Yu Xiaogang, she was definitely a devoted woman.

Once she set her heart on a man, she would never change for the rest of her life. She would never fall for someone else just because he was handsome.

As soon as Bibi Dong returned to her private room and sat down on the sofa, she saw that a great deal of new content had appeared in the open diary.

Based on the new entries, she could be completely certain that the man from earlier was the author of the mysterious diary.

Even though she had not seen him writing in a diary, there was no guarantee that he did not possess a diary and pen like hers, invisible to everyone else.

The diary actually called her Wolf Extinguisher, saying she was more ruthless than the ruthless ones.

It also said that she would endure humiliation for Yu Xiaogang and even devour the teacher she respected most.

The reverence revealed between the lines was enough to show that he was not lying.

In the future, she would personally kill the teacher she respected most—and devour him!

She desperately wanted to know what could have happened to turn her so cruel and ruthless.

She frowned as she pieced together the information currently revealed in the diary.

She silently speculated about the fate she would face if she fell in love with Yu Xiaogang.

Clearly, her teacher would not approve of them being together and would even use Yu Xiaogang's life to threaten her.

In order to protect Yu Xiaogang, she would suffer the greatest tragedy of her life.

As for what tragedy she would actually encounter, innocent as she was, she could not imagine it.

Even if she racked her brains now, she would never guess that the teacher she respected most, who appeared so dignified and virtuous, would violate her body and force her to bear him a daughter.

She could only guess that, in the end, she would not only have to endure every hardship, but also watch helplessly as her "lover" fell for someone else!

That pain would surely be no less agonizing than having her heart carved out with a knife.

Bibi Dong immediately felt a chill sweep over her body, sensing the world's overwhelming malice!

No! How could this be?!

She absolutely would not allow such things to happen to her! The most crucial point was that she could not fall in love with Yu Xiaogang!

Fortunately, this diary had exposed Yu Xiaogang's scumbag nature, his tendency to easily fall for someone else.

She now felt only disgust toward Yu Xiaogang, without even the slightest favorable impression, much less any possibility of falling in love with him.

Thus, this diary could be considered to have helped her successfully fight against fate.

As long as she remained careful in the future and did not fall into Yu Xiaogang's sugar-coated trap, it would be fine.

The diary had also warned her that she had to remain wary even of her teacher, who currently seemed to dote on and cherish her the most.

Otherwise, even if she did not fall in love with Yu Xiaogang in the future and it was someone else instead, her teacher might still disapprove, perhaps even seize upon it as an excuse, leaving her unable to change her fate.

If she wanted to break free of such a fate, she had to become stronger—at the very least, reach her teacher's level, or even surpass him.

Only when her strength was enough to intimidate the entire Holy Hall would she truly be qualified to control her own fate and earn the right to love!

Clever and perceptive, Bibi Dong inferred many things from the diary entries she had so far, causing the innocent and guileless girl to mature greatly in an instant.

For her own future, Bibi Dong knew that she had to make long-term plans.

First, she intended to approach that mysterious man and preferably probe him indirectly.

Because from the diary's wording, she had vaguely guessed that perhaps it was not the man who had delivered the diary into her hands at all.

Rather, it was some mysterious force beyond her understanding that had sent the diary before her.

No matter what, that man was the key person who understood her future and the direction of the novel's plot, as well as her greatest aid in defying fate.

Only by getting close to him would she have a chance to learn about the "greatest tragedy of her life."

That tragedy she could never possibly guess—the tragedy that would turn her cruel and ruthless, to the point of devouring her teacher alive and leaving not even a scrap behind!

Just then, there was suddenly a knock at the private room's door, followed by Ju Douluo's voice from outside.

"Saintess, your second match is about to begin. The host asked you to prepare to enter the arena."

"Understood. I'll go right away."

A trace of coldness flashed through Bibi Dong's eyes. After storing the diary in her storage space, she left the private room.

The moment she stepped out, Ju Douluo instinctively sensed that the Saintess had become somewhat different.

Yet he could not tell exactly how she was different. He simply found it strange, even feeling as though he did not dare meet her eyes.

Only Wang Jingyu, who had been watching this place all along, vaguely noticed that something was off about Bibi Dong.

"What's going on? This girl's temperament changed so much all at once. She doesn't seem like her former innocent self anymore.

She's more like the ruthless, unscrupulous woman she became after becoming Pope—one who would stop at nothing to achieve her goals. How could she have changed so much?"

Just as Wang Jingyu watched Bibi Dong in astonishment at the obvious transformation in her temperament, He noticed that Bibi Dong had noticed her as well. When their eyes met again, Wang Jingyu clearly saw a hint of warmth in her cold, indifferent gaze.

This left Wang Jingyu even more bewildered, making him sigh inwardly. Sure enough, the saying was true: a woman's heart was as unfathomable as the bottom of the sea.

Seeing Bibi Dong head toward the stage, Yu Xiaogang approached her with a smile, eagerly blocking her path while holding a bottle of warm water.

"Dong'er, you must be thirsty, right? This water is for you."

Bibi Dong rolled her eyes irritably. Why had this idiot popped up again?

When he talked about martial soul theory, he could speak with such eloquence, displaying both grace and wisdom. So why was he now too stupid to even guess what she intended to do?

Bibi Dong gave no response. She simply raised her delicate foot and viciously kicked Yu Xiaogang in the stomach, sending him sprawling to the ground. Then she ordered her subordinates, "Drag him outside the Great Soul Arena and beat him up. I'm about to go onstage, yet he deliberately came to ruin my mood. He's courting death!"

Yu Xiaogang clutched his stomach and rolled around in pain as two Spirit Hall members grabbed him and forcibly dragged him toward the outside of the Great Soul Arena.

"Damn, what the hell did Bibi Dong take? She kicked the man she loved most right in the stomach.

This makes no sense. She's gone mad—completely mad. Could the original novel I read before have been fanfiction?"

The screams Yu Xiaogang let out as the Spirit Hall members dragged him away to beat him up could not reach the inside of the Great Soul Arena at all.

The deafening clamor of the massive crowd completely drowned out Yu Xiaogang's cries.

Not knowing what madness had possessed Bibi Dong, Wang Jingyu could only draw a cross before his chest and silently mourn for Yu Xiaogang.

"Boundless Heavenly Venerable, may the Buddha bless you. Amen..."

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