The Weight of a Godhood (2)

"Our needs are relative." Walking along the corridors of the Heaven Dou Imperial Palace, Bibidong's tone was inevitably somewhat complicated. "Since you understand the Rakshasa Nine Trials, you should understand that it is absolutely impossible between you and me. I have to make a choice."

"Actually, I don't want to deny you."

"But I have to correct a mistake in your statement."

First of all: our needs are not relative.

Secondly: Nothing is absolute.

Finally: You may not need to make a decision.

Ye Qingcang slowly took out a lollipop from his Storage Soul Tool, tore open the wrapper, put it in his mouth, and slowly absorbed the compressed energy within. He mumbled a question to Bibidong, "Could it be that you can find evidence to refute the above three points?"

"Of course!" Bibidong nodded vigorously, not dwelling much on Ye Qingcang's rudeness, and continued with her unwavering reasoning, "My need is to become a god, and becoming a god inevitably requires sacrificing you..."

"No, wait a minute!"

"How did this logic even pass through your brain?"

"Does becoming a god necessarily require my sacrifice?"

"Is this the condition written on your Rakshasa Jade Tablet?"

"Isn't it one with me?"

Ye Qingcang was really losing his composure and quickly interrupted Bibidong.

He could understand Bibidong's hesitation.

To date, Bibidong has had two romantic relationships.

One segment is about Yu Xiaogang.

One section is about Qian Xunji.

Among them, her relationship with Yu Xiaogang ended due to some uncontrollable factors, and even after so many years, she still feels resentful about it.

And her relationship with Qian Xunji was truly like a nightmare.

This type of person is both conservative and assertive.

Suddenly I realized I was going to share a bed with someone of the opposite sex.

They even become one in spirit and soul, inseparable.

Hesitation is a normal phenomenon.

However, Bibidong was even more ruthless and insane than Ye Qingcang Ye Qingcang. After listening to Ye Qingcang's words, she first glanced at Ye Qingcang with a strange look, and then, in a matter-of-fact tone, uttered a sentence that almost made Ye Qingcang's cerebellum shrink. "The content of the Rakshasa Nine Trials is indeed about sharing a bed with you, but why do you think I would let someone who has had close contact with me live unscathed?"

If we're talking about Bibidong being dirty, then she really is.

But if we're talking about Bibidong's purity, then she truly is pure.

Bibidong's purity is reflected in her heart. As a woman, she was defiled by her teacher when her boyfriend was inactive. In order to protect her ex-boyfriend, she did not hesitate to agree to the teacher's conditions and give birth to the child. Then, in the midst of long humiliation, she seized the opportunity to kill the teacher who defiled her, and did not hold a grudge against her ex-boyfriend.

This quality is no better than those white lotus flowers, green tea bitches, sea queens who play with men's feelings, or even princesses who take revenge on society because they are sick, or even many gold-diggers who are greedy for money.

It just goes to show that there are all sorts of birds in a big forest.

Bibidong's filth was purely physical.

But, if we take a step back, Bibidong is dirty, can she be dirtier than those singers and dancers who have "a pair of jade arms that a thousand men can use as pillows, and a single red lip that ten thousand men can taste" or even scumbag women who are simultaneously having multiple relationships?

As the saying goes, "A large forest has all kinds of birds."

Moreover, the concept of chastity is given to women by men. If a woman is considered unclean after losing her virginity, then what should a man be considered after losing his virginity?

The answer is to be considered a normal person!

Yes, that's how realistic this society is!

That's so unfair!

However, as a man, Ye Qingcang certainly wouldn't give up his privileges; that's the logic, but whether he can accept it is another matter. This is just an evaluation of Bibidong is clean or not, because a strong person—no, perhaps that word is too lofty—in life, not everyone is a strong person, but any normal adult will understand this principle: when you truly commit to someone, you won't decide whether to live with that person based on their cleanliness; many yuri and yaoi stories are born in this way!

Not to mention this is a supernatural world!

Do you even know what "extraordinary" means?

Tang Chen and Bo Saixi, who could fall in love even in their impure world forms, serve as an example.

So what if there are two more oddballs at the end?

The problem is that Ye Qingcang is able to let go, understand, and tolerate things, while Bibidong is stuck on this first hurdle.

Seriously, I'm tired. Let's just God of Destruction already.

"So, even if you're willing to risk your life for me, I still can't agree." Bibidong pursed her lips, unusually showing a clear concession on one matter. "Because you said something very true... I really don't want Na Na and Xiao Xue to turn against me because of your death. I cherish the belated feelings between Xiao Xue and me, and I'm unwilling to give up the teacher-student relationship, or perhaps the mother-daughter relationship, between Na Na and me... I'm a very greedy person, but for the sake of my greed, I'm willing to continue enduring this, for a day, a year, forever. I don't want to live a muddled life, it's that simple. So, I won't touch you... Speaking of which, I also want to ask you: do you have any feelings for Na Na and Xiao Xue, like any considerations regarding marriage?"

For someone who has fallen into darkness.

To grasp that ray of light, one can give up everything.

Just like the Little Mermaid.

Even if every step feels like a knife cutting through your skin, you will remain steadfast.

Even if I eventually turn into bubbles and return to the sea, I will not have any regrets.

This is also why Bibidong held firm to her bottom line.

The ideal woman and a simp are opposites.

It's hard to imagine how much emotional entanglement Qian Renxue's humility caused Bibi Bibidong, that Bibidong with Yu Xiaogang, her unrequited love, taking the initiative to lower himself, Bibi Dong, her devoted admirer, would restrain her impulse to approach him and instead choose to first work on the psychology of her daughter, Qian Renxue.

Compared to those simps in real life.

Bibidong was already quite persevering.

This was one of the few advantages that Ye Qingcang could mention when comforting Qian Renxue. Just like what Ye Qingcang said before, nothing is absolute. Compared to those beings who are truly heaven-defying, Bibidong's heaven-defying nature is still tolerable.

At the very least, it has value that can be saved.

It is not a bottomless void.

"Is this the pillar that kept you from bowing your head under the torment of the Rakshasa God Power?" Despite his efforts to save you, Ye Qingcang couldn't help but sigh. No one has it easy. Bibidong was only limited by her perspective, making the best choice within her known scope. "I respect your choice, but I must remind you: long-term suppression without solace will only lead to two outcomes: either you die with all your might at the last moment before success, or you collapse and fall into endless negative influences... Getting back to the point, Hu Liena and A Xue are both very good and excellent girls, but I haven't made any plans for my marriage yet; this universe is too vast. Dou One, Dou Er, Dou Three Dou Two, Dou Four, Dou Five, and all sorts of other star systems are ones I know and am confident I can traverse. Beyond these star systems, there are many, many observable star systems like Dou Po, A Thought Eternal, Covering the Sky, Perfect World, and Zhu Xian, as well as some unobservable ones... Before reaching the peak, I won't think too much about my marriage, because the foundation of my career and family is still not established for me!"