Ch. 1The Him in My Heart (Lone Battle at the Ends of the Earth)
Chapter Summary
1. Key Plot Points and Events
- Ten years earlier, the author began writing online to cope with the pain of a failed first love. What started as a casual hobby gradually became a serious ambition.
- In early 2008, he joined Qidian and published Desire Three Kingdoms: Battling Alone Under Heaven, later renamed Chronicle of Evil Shadow. Although the novel gained popularity, especially on pirated sites, it earned very little money.
- After writing it for two years and ten months, he ended the novel prematurely because his income could not cover basic living expenses. His difficult family circumstances forced him to prioritize survival.
- He temporarily sought employment but continued trying to become a professional writer. His second book failed badly, followed by similar failures with his third and fourth works. Despite promotional support from the website, personal misfortunes and financial pressure eventually forced him to abandon writing.
- Ten years passed. He became a husband, father, and provider, yet remained unwilling to give up on his unrealized dream.
- He decided to make one final attempt with Forging the Sacred Court, a project he had been planning for years. Afraid of failing again and unable to waste more time, he nevertheless committed himself to the book.
- With the support of readers, fellow fans, and his family, he achieved a measure of success. The narrator ends by urging readers to continue supporting him and invoking the fans’ motto: “Never give up, never retreat, never admit defeat—march forward bravely.”
2. Character Development
- The author develops from an emotionally wounded college student into a determined aspiring writer.
- Repeated financial hardship, failed novels, and real-life misfortunes make him more realistic and cautious, but they do not destroy his ambition.
- By the end, he has become a responsible husband and father who must balance his dream with his obligations as his family’s main support.
- His final return to writing shows persistence, courage, and a willingness to risk failure one last time.
3. Significant Themes
- Perseverance: The central message is that one should continue pursuing a dream despite repeated failure.
- Dreams versus reality: Passion alone cannot overcome poverty, unstable income, and family responsibilities; the author must repeatedly compromise with practical necessities.
- Support and solidarity: Readers and fans help sustain the author emotionally and professionally.
- Sacrifice and responsibility: His writing dream is meaningful, but he must also protect and provide for his wife and children.
- Hope after failure: Earlier disappointments do not permanently define him; persistence eventually brings partial success.
4. Character Interactions
- The author’s relationship with his readers is presented as deeply supportive and mutually encouraging. Their continued attention gives him the confidence to keep writing.
- His family responsibilities shape his choices, especially when poverty and lack of income force him to stop writing.
- The narrator speaks as a devoted fan and supporter, expressing admiration for the author’s character, works, and refusal to surrender.
- The broader fan community is united by a shared slogan and collective loyalty, standing behind the author as he attempts his final “battle” for his dream.