Ch. 101Volume 2, Chapter 4
Volume 2, Chapter 4 Summary
Key Plot Points and Events
- Li Danxin prepares to leave after reuniting with Long Ang, but he cruelly questions whether her husband has cast her aside. He points out that she traveled alone to the Capital, avoided informing her father, and relied on Longyang to gain entry—making her seem like a rejected wife fleeing to her family.
- His remarks deeply wound and anger her. She nearly slaps him, while Long Ang silently hopes the blow will express her resentment over his absence and their painful separation.
- Instead of striking him, Danxin gently removes a leaf from his shoulder and breaks down, admitting that she had imagined their reunion many times but never expected it to happen under such circumstances.
- Long Ang embraces her despite knowing that she is married and that their intimacy violates social and moral conventions. Danxin does not resist; she clings to him and cries.
- Danxin explains that she had feared he would no longer care about her. She recalls their childhood relationship, including her belief that they were both girls and her anger that he concealed his identity as a boy. She reproaches him for keeping such an important secret when they had promised to share everything as best friends.
- Long Ang realizes that Danxin has never regarded him romantically. To her, he remains a childhood companion and intimate confidant rather than a man she might love.
- The two go to a private restaurant room. Danxin abandons the refined manners expected of a noblewoman, eating hurriedly because she has traveled without a proper meal. Long Ang takes care of her by serving food and tea.
- When he asks why she has not returned to her family estate, she reveals that she already tried. Prime Minister Li refused to see her and had her turned away.
- Long Ang understands that her father’s political position makes openly welcoming his married daughter—especially one connected to the military—dangerous, but he is troubled by the emotional coldness of the rejection.
- Danxin tries to minimize her hurt, saying her father has always been this way. She asks about her younger brother Xiaojing, says she misses him, and comments that Xiao Pu’s accession to the throne must have relieved her father politically. She also recognizes that, despite being rejected, her usefulness as a daughter helped the family at a critical moment.
Character Developments
- Li Danxin: Reveals deep insecurity beneath her composed exterior. She is frightened of disappointing her father and longs for familial affection, especially from her father and younger brother. Her tears and candid accusations show how much she has suffered during the years apart from Long Ang. She still sees Long Ang primarily as her closest friend, not a romantic partner.
- Long Ang: His hostility masks jealousy, longing, and regret. He wants Danxin to have sought him first and is emotionally devastated by the realization that she does not view him as a man or potential lover. Nevertheless, he instinctively protects and comforts her, prioritizing her immediate needs.
- Prime Minister Li: Though absent, he is characterized as politically calculating and emotionally distant. His refusal to receive Danxin reflects both concern for political appearances and a longstanding pattern of paternal detachment.
Significant Themes
- Unrequited love and emotional misinterpretation: Long Ang’s romantic feelings conflict with Danxin’s purely platonic attachment.
- Friendship versus romance: Their exceptionally intimate childhood bond resembles a romantic relationship in closeness, but Danxin does not recognize it that way.
- Family duty and political calculation: Personal relationships are subordinated to reputation, ritual, and court politics.
- Female identity and social expectations: Danxin’s cultivated elegance is shown to be a performance required by noble society; in private, she eats freely and behaves naturally.
- Reunion and unresolved pain: Their meeting brings comfort but also exposes years of separation, abandonment, and unspoken feelings.
Character Interactions
- Long Ang provokes Danxin with accusations, hoping to force her to acknowledge the pain caused by their separation.
- Danxin nearly retaliates but instead reaches out gently, revealing that reconciliation matters more to her than anger.
- Long Ang embraces her, and she openly cries against him, allowing a brief return to their old emotional intimacy.
- During the meal, Long Ang behaves tenderly and attentively, while Danxin relaxes enough to show her true self.
- Their conversation confirms the fundamental imbalance between them: Long Ang longs for her romantically, whereas Danxin trusts and loves him as her closest lifelong friend.