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"": "As she moved, Gu Yiren turned her head and happened to meet Luo Bin's eyes through the fissure.
Her lips moved slightly.
Just one word: heart!
Gu Yiren was a good person.
How exactly could that be put?
She feared harming ants when she swept the floor and covered lamps with gauze to protect moths.
That was the kind of heart she had.
Yet she had spent her entire life trembling with fear, as though standing over an abyss or walking on thin ice.
She was ill.
Epilepsy.
Her epilepsy was accompanied by auditory, visual, and tactile hallucinations, along with a whole host of other psychiatric problems.
Although her parents had always treated her well and actively sought treatment for her, she still occasionally saw fear in their eyes.
One day, she had even secretly overheard a conversation between them. They had sighed and said that when she first had a seizure, perhaps they should have left her alone and let her run into the mountains. Then it would all have been over, and everyone would have been free.
Gu Yiren had always been in pain.
If even her parents thought she should die, how many people thought she deserved to live?
She worked hard to avoid anything that might stir her emotions and tried her best to be a good person.
At heart, she truly was a good person.
Cabinet Mountain Village was terrifying, but she also felt sorry for it.
Especially after Si appeared. Everything Si told her concerned the torment Cabinet Mountain Village inflicted on people.
That feeling only grew stronger when she learned that lamp oil was refined from evil spirits, and evil spirits had once been people.
That was why she had told Luo Bin that if she could not