Lynn snapped out of his daze, rubbed his dry eyes hard, and said, his eyes wide:
"No, I wasn't. When did I? Where did you see that? I just got sand in my eyes."
Zuo Zuo stayed silent, looking Ծ‸Ծ.
"I didn't say you were crying."
"You think I'd cry?"
"Of course you would. It's not like you've never cried before. But you're too hard to read. You never let anyone know whether the expression you show is real or fake. Maybe when you cry, you're just shedding crocodile tears."
"No way. Usually, when I cry, I mean it!"
"Really?! Then you even squeezed out a tear when you were bullying Ether just now. Don't tell me that was sincere too! You're just pretending to care! Keep pretending long enough, and you'll forget what kind of person you really are. Idiot, hmph!"
"..."
"Why aren't you saying anything, Blockhead?"
"Maybe you're right, Zuo Zuo. I really do seem to have forgotten. But even if I've forgotten, I can still keep living, right? Maybe that's the only way I can keep living?"
"Ծ‸Ծ?"
"If I hadn't done that, if I hadn't been chaotic enough, I probably would've died the moment I went down to Hell. Then I never would've met you, or Titan Big Brother and the Matriarch. I wouldn't have all these people who care about me, like Big Brother Awen and Xiao Xiao. Am I right?"
"Ծ‸Ծ Weren't you born chaotic?"
"..."
"Idiot, I was joking! Couldn't you tell?! Don't suddenly get all emo and depressed (╬◣д◢) (two sharp slaps)! I don't know what's gotten into you this time, but pull yourself together!"
"That hurts. Stop hitting me in the face for no-"
"(Interrupting) Honestly! If you really want to find your old self again, do you think you