Back then, as I got further into writing this book, I started falling apart a little. It averaged around a thousand subscriptions per chapter, with only about two hundred readers still paying for the latest chapters-hardly any left. Of course, that was my own fault for genuinely not writing the later parts well. It kept getting more boring, and I knew that myself. I'd never written fanfiction before and really didn't know how to do it. Writing this book left me endlessly putting myself down. On top of that, my new book was doing pretty well, so at the time I thought I might as well just stop this one...
In the two months since I stopped updating, I haven't dared look at this account's dashboard. Even today, I still haven't dared read the comments. The occasional pop-up notifications about tips and monthly votes reminded me that this book was still here.
Now that my new book's performance has settled down and is steadily improving, and the income from that and my older books combined is decent enough, I'm not feeling as anxious as before. So I'm planning to resume updates on this book in my spare time. I've still been keeping up with the Chainsaw Man manga, and every time I read a new chapter, I think of this book and feel very conflicted. So I still feel like I can't let it go.
But I probably won't be able to update this one daily. I can only write when I have time. Besides, the manga's plot is progressing so slowly. Right now, I just want to take my time writing this book and finish it.
With updates only resuming after such a long break, there probably aren't many readers still following the latest chapters, but I don't really