Ch. 881[Permission: Escapist]
Zhou Shangqing’s memories revealed how guilt over the 1,796 worlds burned because of his lie and the pressure of his talent drove him to attempt suicide and flee the Wasteland. After he explained his suffering to Ye Qiyan, Ye Qiyan thought of Li Xiaosheng and the different burdens their talents had brought them.
- Zhou Shangqing recalled how rising expectations and guilt over worlds burned as fuel led him to isolate himself and leave a suicide note.
- During his year-long Wasteland crossing, Zhou Shangqing became overwhelmed by the ongoing destruction and tried to kill himself, but could not go through with it.
- Zhou Shangqing activated the Escapist permission, abandoned his train, and entered a Platform World inhabited by his own species.
- Haunted by memories of the dead, Zhou Shangqing discarded his belongings, sealed his memories, and became a beggar who punished himself.
- After Zhou Shangqing told Ye Qiyan about his past, Ye Qiyan thought of Li Xiaosheng and how their talents had burdened them in different ways.