I Couldn't Possibly Tell You Anything!
Xingsu stood alone in the room, her gaze sweeping over the neat and simple furnishings, her fingertips lightly brushing the table, trying to find clues that could help her in this room that belonged to Dunyarzad.
The desk in the room was neatly arranged, with a notebook lying there somewhat out of place.
Xingsu slightly, then reached out and began to flip through the pages.
XX year XX month
The Eleazar in my body is getting worse every day, and I don't know how much longer I have to live.
So I've decided to start writing a diary today, even if it's just fragments of daily life, I hope to leave something behind as evidence that I've lived life to the fullest.
XX year XX month
The condition has worsened again.
My whole body aches and feels weak. I've been lying in bed all day, and I don't even have the strength to lift my hand to turn the pages of a book. Fortunately, the wind outside the window is gentle, and I felt a bit better lying in bed with the breeze blowing. By evening, I was able to write this entry in my diary.
XX year XX month
The sun is shining brightly today.
After much effort, Dehya finally convinced her father to allow me to go out. She took me for a walk in Port Ormos; the sea breeze was gentle, and the air was fresh. It was the most comfortable day in a long time.
XX year XX month
It's raining.
The drizzle was fine and continuous, and the gloomy sky made one feel depressed. With no sign of improvement in his Eleazar, he could only stay home and read books.
One page, two pages, three pages...
The entire piece is filled with quiet and mundane daily life.
Most of the time, she was confined to her small room, plagued by illness and unable to move. Even the time she could go out for a walk was the most precious joy she had all year.
XX year XX month
My God, words simply cannot express the joy I feel right now!
Today is absolutely the happiest day I've had in all these years!
Dehya brought back a stranger named Xingsu.
At first, I thought Dehya had finally come to her senses, but later I realized they were just acquaintances.
Thinking about it carefully, a desert girl as brave, gentle, and strong as Dehya should naturally be loved by many people.
He came to Sumeru solely to inquire about and search for the whereabouts of the Lesser Lord Kusanali.
I have always silently worshipped the Lesser Lord Kusanali, but I am ashamed to say that I know very little about his story. Over the years, I have hardly met another person who truly cares about the Dendro Archon.
It's rare to find someone who understands me, so I tried my best to tell him all the little legends I had heard and remembered.
But I never expected this--
He can actually alleviate the symptoms of Eleazar!
That was a feeling of ease I had never experienced before, after years of suffering from illness.
I can finally stand steadily on the ground and walk freely. I can even run!
Even if it's just jogging around the courtyard and I'm panting afterward, I'm so happy I almost cry.
My father was shocked when he found out and offered an exorbitant fee to keep him here to treat me long-term.
But he gently shook his head, accepting the offer without hesitation.
He said he could not completely cure the Eleazar.
But he was willing to help stabilize my condition free of charge, as a friend.
All I need to do is gather more information about the Lesser Lord Kusanali and recruit more believers like myself.
The Dendro Archon is above.
How fortunate I am to have met such a gentle, strong, and incredibly devout friend.
XX year XX month
The "Become the Light Guardian of the Cutest Lesser Lord Kusanali" support group, spearheaded by Mr. Xingsu, has officially been established in the Zubayr Theater lounge!
He always told me to call him by his name, not wanting me to be too reserved. But in my heart, I still couldn't help but respectfully address him as "Sir".
He was unwilling to take on the role of manager, saying he wouldn't stay in Sumeru for long. So, everyone jokingly elected me as the president.
I know everyone is being kind and accommodating to me.
After my health improved, my father stopped strictly restricting my freedom. I was finally able to go out freely, explore the streets and alleys, and collect fragmented folk tales about the Dendro Archon little by little.
With the Sabzeruz Festival approaching, I want to save up as much as possible, and then save up even more.
XX year XX month
Today, through Mr. Xingsu's introduction, I met the Traveler and Paimon.
Our little group has gained two more gentle and brave friends!
Seeing more and more people around me who genuinely love and protect the Lesser Lord Kusanali fills my heart with peace and joy.
It turns out I was never alone.
XX year XX month
Tomorrow is the Sabzeruz Festival.
I finally finished organizing all my notes on the eve of the celebration.
Knowing that they might have to leave Sumeru soon after the Sabzeruz Festival, they hoped to give you this record on the day of the Sabzeruz Festival.
This is a compilation of folk tales about the Lesser Lord Kusanali, which I gathered while preparing for the Sabzeruz Festival. Despite interviewing many people, it's clear that very few know anything about the Lesser Lord Kusanali Lesser Lord Kusanali... I hope this information will be helpful in your search for it.
"The water source near Gandharva Ville was once polluted, and people had to fetch water from very far away. But one day, people suddenly discovered that the water was drinkable again. Some people said that they saw a green light appear near the water source the night before, and everyone believed that it must be the divine power of the Lesser Lord Kusanali."
That sounds quite possible. It would take a very long time for polluted water to purify itself. Could the Lesser Lord Kusanali have appeared in Gandharva Ville?
"After my mother passed away, I was always afraid of the dark at night and dared not sleep. But one day, a voice started talking to me until I fell asleep. An older sister told me that it was Lesser Lord Kusanali, who was feeling sorry for me."
The poor child, I hope the Dendro Archon will always stay with her.
(The notes are followed by much more content, written in the form of "records of folk tales plus Dunyarzad's opinions and references," filling many pages.)
The last line of text fell softly:
I'm so happy to have met you all.
May the Lesser Lord Kusanali hear all our blessings.
May we all get what we wish for.
"Snap."
Xingsu's fingertips trembled slightly as he slammed the notebook shut.
"Fuck your mother, Dottore! Fuck your mother, Azar!"
"Children shouldn't use foul language." A sweet, soft child's voice suddenly sounded from behind.
"Hoo..." Xingsu took a deep breath, suppressing the anger in his heart.
"First of all, I'm not a child anymore. Secondly, I've tried many methods, and her vital signs are stable, but she remains in a coma. Nahida, is there anything you can do to help her?"
"She's just too tired. Her body was already weak, and the continuous cycles have taken a toll on her spirit." She tilted her head slightly, looking at Xingsu gently. "Besides, I think you're wrong. Xingsu is still a child."
"Am I still a child?"
"It has been exactly three thousand years since you were born from the Irminsul, when the sun and moon have risen and set. So, according to human lifespan, you should still be an eight or nine-year-old child."
"This girl is eight years old?" Xingsu pointed to herself in shock.
Nahida repeated firmly and earnestly, "Eight years old."
"Nobody would believe me if I told them, I'm that tall after all..."
"Physical height can never define growth."
Nahida blinked gently and smiled tenderly, "Anyone can be a child as long as they have a pure and enthusiastic heart, and always retain their inclination towards goodness and the pursuit of beauty. Moreover, I have always been happy to help every child who seeks wisdom."
Xingsu, exasperated by her evasive tactics, casually teased, "So, all those who pursue wisdom are your children?"
"Hmm... you could say that, after all, I am the god who governs wisdom."
No wonder so many people want to call you Mom.
"Hmm? Really? Who are they?"
"I don't know, but it wasn't me."
"But back then, inside the Irminsul, the first thing you said to me was..."
"Stop!"
Xingsu decisively interrupted her.
"Let's discuss how to help Dunyarzad."