The Wimbledon Invitation and the Luxury Cruise Ship
The invitation from Wimbledon was grass green, with a gold emblem stamped on the envelope. When Su Jin opened it, a petal-shaped slip of paper slid out and landed on her desk. On the front were the words: Centre Court, row twelve, seat seven.
When she arrived in London, it was July. The grass at Wimbledon had been trimmed perfectly even, every inch the same height, a deep, muted green, like a sheet of velvet that had been ironed flat and would never wrinkle.
Wimbledon had strict requirements for attire.
She wore a white Ralph Lauren linen dress with a boat neckline, revealing her collarbones and a small patch of sun-touched skin at her shoulders. The hem fell two fingers below her knees, neither too short nor too long. The sash at her waist was tied in a loose bow, its wings hanging over the skirt and fluttering whenever the wind blew.
She wore a white straw hat with a modest brim that just shaded her eyes. A dark blue ribbon was tied around the brim, knotted at the back of her head, its ends hanging down over her shoulders.
On her feet were white canvas shoes, not new, but worn many times-the kind of old that showed in a faint crease across the toes and laces washed pale.
When she walked into Centre Court, the stands were already full.
Her seat was in the twelfth row, by the aisle. Beside her sat an old woman she did not know, wearing a pink hat with a silk rose tucked into it.
Su Jin sat down. The old woman gave her a long look and said, "You look lovely today." She thanked her sweetly.
When the match began, the whole court fell silent.
The ball flew from one side to the other and back again. The crack of racket against ball was crisp, like someone far away striking a very dry piece of wood with a very hard stick.
Su Jin did not clap, scream, or stand up. She simply sat there, watching quietly.
Sunlight slipped through the gaps in the roof and fell on her white dress. The fabric reflected none of it, only absorbed it, and once the sunlight landed, it stayed, like a small piece of light someone had cut out, never to disappear.
Getty Images released its photos as she was leaving the court.
They gave her a full eighteen shots, unretouched, without any editing.
She was walking down the ramp to the exit, her white dress shining between the gray concrete walls. The brim of her straw hat hid half her face, leaving only her chin and lips visible.
The most popular comment read: "She wears white in a way others wouldn't dare. Other people wear white as a piece of clothing; she wears it as a kind of quiet. So quiet that you can spot her at a glance in a noisy stadium."
The game's official launch event, meanwhile, was held in the main hall of Berlin's Sony Center. At three in the afternoon, daylight poured through the glass dome, bathing the entire hall in a gray-white silence, as if it had been washed clean with water.
The moment Su Jin stepped out from backstage, the sound of shutters swept from the front row to the back like an invisible wall.
She wore a custom-made dark purple qipao of smoky gauze.
The fabric was luo gauze, not satin, not silk. It was woven so densely that no light passed through, yet it was as light as a layer of smoke made solid.
Cloud patterns were embroidered on the dark purple ground in silk thread of the same color. They did not cover the whole dress, but appeared in a few sparse strokes, winding from her shoulder to her waist, then scattering down toward the hem, like a thin layer of mist that would never melt, settled on someone who had walked a long way through the twilight.
The yuanbao collar stood upright, not high, just touching her jaw. Its tips turned slightly outward, revealing a small strip of skin at the back of her neck, lit by the lights.
The pankou knots were handmade, each one different. The largest, at the collar, was shaped like a ruyi, with a tiny, deep purple tourmaline set in its fastening. It did not sparkle; it was simply dark, like a star plucked from the sky and shrunk until it was tiny, a star that would never shine.
The narrow sleeves ended three-quarters of the way down her arms, revealing part of her forearms and a lavender jadeite bangle on her wrist. The bangle was icy jadeite, its purple so pale it was almost invisible. Only when the light struck it at a sharply slanted angle did a thin purple haze show through, like mist over distant mountains at dusk.
The hem reached her ankles, with a modest slit at the side. As she walked, only her ankles and the tips of her shoes showed.
Her shoes were black satin Roger Vivier heels. The silver square buckles on the toes caught the light, flashed, and went dark again.
Her hair was swept into a high bun and held in place by a zitan wood hairpin. An unopened magnolia was carved into its head, the bud closed tight, in no hurry to bloom.
She wore nothing on her ears. Nothing around her neck. On her wrist was only the lavender jadeite bangle. She stood before the microphone, two thousand people seated in the darkness below the stage.
She looked at the crowd and said, enunciating every word, "I've waited three years for this game.
"Not for it to be finished, but for it to dare to be made. To dare to tell a Chinese story without pleasing anyone, without translating, without explaining, without hiding the word 'China.'"
She paused.
"In the past, for Chinese stories to go out into the world, they had to put on someone else's clothes, use someone else's grammar, stand outside someone else's threshold and wait for someone else to open the door. Today, I've opened the door."
The audience paused for only a moment, and then thunderous applause broke out.
Many Chinese people even shed tears quietly.
Su Jin said only that. She bowed, did not wave or say thank you, then turned and walked offstage.
The shutters chased her retreating figure from the stage to the floor, from the floor to the corridor.
The smoky gauze qipao was purple under the lights and black in the shadows. Where purple met black, the sparse cloud patterns looked like the last layer of mist yet to disperse in the twilight.
She entered the corridor, where the light dimmed. The black of her qipao melted into the black of the passage and vanished, leaving only the small patch of skin at the back of her neck that the light had touched, white and bright, like a piece of unglazed porcelain just out of the kiln.
Su Heng was waiting for her at the end of the corridor.
He wore a dark blue suit without a tie, his shirt collar open, a car key in his hand.
"The ship's here."
Su Jin took the key without speaking, and the two walked out of the Sony Center side by side.
The dock was in Hamburg, a three-hour drive from Berlin.
Su Heng drove himself, in a dark gray Maybach. Su Jin sat in the passenger seat, her high heels off and her bare feet on the carpet. The hem of her qipao slid down from her knees and spread across the seat. The dark purple gauze glimmered in the lights filtering through the car window, like a river that would neither move nor run dry.
Su Heng said nothing, and neither did she.
The car took the highway. Outside were the plains of Germany, pitch-black, with no crops visible. Only the shadows of a few trees flashed past now and then, like still charcoal sketches casually drawn on black velvet.
Su Jin leaned back in her seat and closed her eyes. The collar of her qipao rested against her jaw, the stiff gauze pressing into her skin. It did not hurt, but she could feel it clearly, like someone who would never let go holding her gently.
She fell asleep like that.
By the time Su Heng woke her, the car had already stopped.
She opened her eyes in a daze. Outside the window was the sea, black, the water invisible. She could only hear the waves, one after another, like someone beating a great drum far away.
A few lights glowed on the dock, orange-yellow. Their light fell on the water and broke into fragments, like a mirror someone had smashed.
She pushed open the car door and put on her high heels. Their steps on the concrete made a crisp sound, like a knife cutting glass.
Su Heng walked ahead, and she followed. Together they crossed the dock, crossed the drawbridge, and walked along the gangway.
The ship was moored at the farthest end of the dock. It was enormous-so enormous that when she looked up from the foot of the gangway, she could not see the deck, only the hull. It was white, not the pink-tinged white of a Yunnan Camellia, but a cold, hard white, like a layer of frozen ice. One character was painted on the hull: "Jin."
She walked briskly up the gangway, Su Heng following behind her.
There was no one on deck, only wind. The sea breeze blew in from afar, carrying a salty, fishy dampness. It lifted her qipao, pressing the skirt against her legs, releasing it, then pressing it close again.
She walked on to the bow, rested her hands on the railing, and looked out at the distant sea. The sea was black, and so was the sky. Black and sea joined in the distance, and she could not tell where the water ended and the sky began.
Su Heng stood beside her and looked at her with a smile. "This ship is 120 meters long, with six decks, forty guest rooms, a swimming pool, a cinema, a basketball court, and a helipad.
"There are thirty crew members aboard. The captain is Norwegian. He's sailed the oceans for thirty years without an accident."
Su Jin listened and nodded, saying nothing.
She looked at the distant sea. There were no lights on the water, no ships, no shore, only darkness, only waves, only wind.
"Have you ever steered a ship?"
Su Heng raised an eyebrow slightly. "I have."
Su Jin turned to him and said with a smile, "Teach me tomorrow."
Su Heng looked at her, the corners of his mouth curving slightly. "All right."
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