If Xia Yan Became a Girl (The End)

Previously, Xia Yan's biggest hobby was fitness.

Although exercising is tiring, the way you sweat can actually help you clear your mind and stop thinking about annoying social interactions, stressful studies and work, and the lazy behavior of watching videos and playing games even though you know it's a waste of time.

At least exercising can make people healthier, which is much more respectable than lying around like a couch potato.

This is a rare moment of peace for her.

Whether looking at what Xia Yan has experienced since childhood or what he has experienced during his long period of living alone, Xia Yan is in no way any better than Hua Xin.

The same family misfortune, the same loneliness, the same setbacks.

However, unlike Hua Xin, Xia Yan did not choose to give up and shut herself off, living a muddled and aimless life in her Little Black at home. Instead, she chose to work hard to change herself, so that she could at least live a good life on her own in the outside world.

Labels like "someone else's child," "an outstanding academic achiever," and "a cheerful and sunny guy" are all just protective shells that Xia Yan uses to make himself appear less weak and less like the easily bullied child he was as a child.

Only by making yourself appear less intimidating can you inspire fear in others.

I still vividly remember the scene of being bullied by a small group of people at school when Hua Xin was a child. If I had run any slower, I probably would have been beaten into a pig's head. I don't know if I would have been disfigured, but I would definitely have been in pain.

Fortunately, after understanding the principle of "borrowing the tiger's power," Xia Yan became the glamorous figure in everyone's eyes.

Excellent and humble, no one would dislike such a character.

What's more, she's also very handsome, so the number of girls pursuing her is no less than a sea of people.

Even during her high school years, when early romances were strongly suppressed, Xia Yan would receive letters confessing her feelings to others almost every few days, or girls from other classes would ask her out on the playground to say something to her.

It's obvious without even thinking that it's a confession of love.

But at that time, for Xia Yan, love was something that was hard for others to understand.

Even if they like each other now, is it because of looks, academic performance, or the competitive mentality of students who like to show off? Under the influence of many factors, Xia Yan feels that the possibility of truly liking someone is probably not as high as choosing C for all options on an English test.

And there's also the influence of my family background when I was a child.

Even when men and women fall in love, get married, and have children, don't they often end up speaking coldly to each other and parting ways unhappily?

This is also why Xia Yan, despite never being so popular, remains alone and doesn't even have a close friend to gossip with.

Even as Hua Xin became more withdrawn, she never thought of severing ties with Hua Xin, let alone the idea that "Hua Xin like this is not worthy of Xia Yan, who is glamorous and loved by many," which is something that would never happen.

Therefore, from beginning to end, whether it was Xia Yan as a child or Xia Yan who overcame her autism and strived to become a cheerful and outgoing person, she was always just...

Hua Xin is Hua Xin's only friend.

After experiencing such a bizarre transformation, Xia Yan's first thought was to call Hua Xin to confirm whether it was true or not, and almost instinctively, he went to her house.

She truly never doubted or hesitated about the feelings between Hua Xin and her partner.

But after Xia Yan became a girl, things gradually took a strange turn.

Friends...or perhaps brothers? And then there's the lover—what exactly are the defining lines for these terms and relationships?

After trying to manipulate and change Hua Xin for a period of time, Xia Yan suddenly saw a girl on the street secretly glancing at Hua Xin and whispering to her. Although it was obvious that she wanted to come up and ask for her contact information, she hesitated because she was afraid of the super beautiful girl next to her. However, this still made Xia Yan feel a special emotion.

They are friends, no doubt, and good brothers.

We've known each other for a very long time, spanning our entire adolescence from childhood to adulthood. We have a great relationship and have never had any arguments or disputes; at most, we might tease each other about the content of games.

They know each other inside and out, and their personalities and habits are so well understood that they can understand each other's meaning with just a glance or a gesture without even having to say a word.

They are undoubtedly good friends.

But in some cases...

Is this also a standard for couples?

Having become like this, it's clearly impossible for her to date a strange man, because essentially her soul is still Xia Yan, not something that exists in her physical form.

Since her body is female, she doesn't need to think about finding a female partner, because she has completely lost even the marks of a "man," and is therefore utterly unqualified.

But Hua Xin still remembers her.

For some reason, whenever Xia Yan thought of this matter, an unusually strong sense of unease would suddenly rise in his heart, fearing that Hua Xin might suddenly forget the Xia Yan of the past, just like everyone else, and only remember the Xia Yan born from the memories altered by some special being.

What should she do then?

Xia Yan wasn't as strong as she appeared; her protective facade sometimes failed her.

If the people she trusts most are no longer by her side and don't remember her, then Xia Yan probably really has no reason to continue living in this world.

Lin Qingyu's appearance was the trigger for this.

Xia Yan sensed the danger.

What should I do if Hua Xin falls in love with someone else, but I always treat her as a friend?

Xia Yan found it hard to imagine such a scene occurring, and she was also feeling tired and exhausted.

Hua Xin will gradually become stronger and become a real man to face the world he used to fear, avoid, and dare not confront, just like she did before, and try her best to find a reason to live.

Shouldn't she also try to shed those pretenses and rely on and trust someone?

Being a girl doesn't seem so bad.

If this world forced Xia Yan, now a girl, to fall in love with a man and be with someone...

She thought that no matter how many times, she would firmly choose Hua Xin.

(Over).