Super God: Starting as the Genshin Raiden Shogun Shadow
Chapter 45

Rose's Outburst! Ge Xiaolun's Thoughts!

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He vented all the resentment in his heart in one breath.

"I, I..."

Rose looked at Ge Xiaolun standing before her, utterly at a loss after being berated by her.

For some reason, she felt incredibly refreshed. It was as though, deep down, she had always been meant to do this.

The pleasant feeling brought a faint blush to Rose's cheeks.

Ever since she learned that Earth would face an interstellar invasion, Rose had felt the patriotic ideals Dukao had instilled in her from childhood weighing on her.

It felt as if she could barely breathe. She was the queen of the female soldiers in the army, proficient with every kind of military weapon—aircraft, tanks, and self-propelled artillery!

Sniping, infiltration, assassination—she was skilled at all of them. But in the end, Rose was still just a girl barely in her twenties.

People always feared the unknown. Even though she had known since childhood that aliens existed in outer space,

even though she knew she would face a war to protect the Earth in the future, and was willing to give everything for it to protect the land she loved,

Rose had always felt a faint unease in her heart. She did not know whether she could protect everything she wanted to protect, or whether the wormholes and flying knives she had played with since childhood could safeguard what she loved.

And after learning that war was unavoidable, and that her teammates were a group who had never received any training at all,

merely supervisors listed on a roster—one could even say they were just a bunch of misfits—

the unease in Rose's heart kept growing.

It was not until Ashe's sudden appearance, her powerful strength, decisive combat ability, and immense potential for the future

that Rose finally had someone she felt she could trust, someone reliable.

But that was all it was.

Deep down, Rose still desperately hoped training would begin soon, and that she could prove her strength.

She hoped she could truly protect the nation.

That was also why, when Ajie used her and Ashe to fool Ge Xiaolun into joining Super Seminary,

she had not reacted at all, merely mocking him verbally a couple of times. That was one of the reasons.

Dukao had emphasized that Ge Xiaolun was important, and that he was one of the key targets.

So, for the sake of the nation and Huaxia, Rose could endure it and accept it. They could take things slowly. What if she had simply misjudged him?

Otherwise, in any other situation, if someone like this dared to stare at Rose,

even if she did not teach him a lesson with her fists and feet, Rose would not have let him off easily.

And now, after discussing the plan with Ashe,

during her conversation with Ge Xiaolun, perhaps Ashe's appearance had caused Rose to change, and she could no longer hold back.

She had conveyed all her confusion and unease through her admonishment of Ge Xiaolun.

She had vented it all completely.

It felt really good!

Rose felt that this was the real her.

You like me? I don't like you!

Ajie made those promises to you! Go find Ajie!

Let him live next door to you and give you one-on-one tutoring. He was the one who promised you everything anyway! Don't come looking for me!

Hearing every word of Rose's scolding, Ge Xiaolun wanted to explain.

He had even wanted to shout, "Weren't you the ones who asked me to come? You were the ones who stated the conditions!"

"And now you're blaming me instead! Why should I take it!"

Unfortunately, because of his personality, Ge Xiaolun swallowed the words when they reached his lips.

In fact, listening to Rose, Ge Xiaolun really began to reflect on whether everything truly was his fault.

Instead of shouting like he had in the original story and making Rose coax him a few times,

then remaining at Super Seminary while still clinging to his fantasies, he was genuinely thinking now.

So Ge Xiaolun simply swallowed the words again and repeated himself.

"I, I..." He wanted to explain something, but in the end, he said nothing.

The atmosphere between Rose and Ge Xiaolun stiffened just like that.

If Ashe had been there, she would not have been surprised by their conversation and behavior.

Because this was reality—the most genuine result of the collision between their personalities.

It was not like the original story, where Rose endured it, Ge Xiaolun scratched his head, and the matter passed in a daze.

After all, the angels had participated in creating Galaxy Power, adding all their expectations for men into him: gentleness, kindness, universal love, and friendliness.

Unfortunately, they had left out the ambition men ought to have. Ge Xiaolun, who had not yet matured, could only be like this: he possessed a righteous heart, but acted sluggishly and hesitated at every turn.

The Space-Time Gene, jointly designed by Morgana and Carl, naturally contained traits from both of them as well.

A thirst for knowledge, independence, a love of freedom and an unrestrained life, clear goals, and yet extreme persistence—a single-minded drive to accomplish what one desired.

It could be said to be a miniature version of Carl and Morgana.

The traits in both their personalities also reflected the thoughts and ideals of their creators.

The two exchanged a glance, then quickly looked away.

Watching Ge Xiaolun lower his head, Rose regained her usual coldness and seriousness after her excitement.

"Forget it. I went too far."

"It's normal for you to have those thoughts, no matter why you came here."

"Whether it was for me or for my roommate Ashe, I still hope you'll stay. After all, Earth desperately needs every bit of strength right now!"

"Perhaps you don't know why I became so agitated! But if you knew what kind of enemy we're about to face, you'd understand!"

She offered the advice in a low voice as she looked at Ge Xiaolun, who had already raised his head.

A key suddenly appeared in Rose's hand, and she tossed it to Ge Xiaolun.

"This is the key to your dormitory. Gather in the classroom at eight tonight. Whether you stay or leave, the decision is yours."

She turned to leave, but after thinking it over, Rose added two more things.

"If you really want the girl you like to like you back, you need at least the courage to pursue her boldly, along with the resolve to take responsibility and work hard for it."

"Also, every grievance has its source, and every debt has its debtor! You know who tricked you!"

"No matter what, if you're really angry, you should at least know who you ought to take it out on."

"He'll be here shortly. If you want to settle the score, call this number!"

"This is my real contact information!"

"The previous one was fake!"

As Ge Xiaolun looked at her, he caught the card that had appeared out of thin air.

Rose turned, waved her hand, and left directly.

After all, Rose had not followed the script she and Ashe had originally discussed.

She did not know what Ge Xiaolun would do either, so she could only give him a few final pointers. At least that meant she had not let Ashe down.

Ge Xiaolun stared unblinkingly at Rose's departing figure.

Then he lowered his head to look at the card in his hand and pulled his phone from his pocket.

Comparing it with the number he had originally saved for Rose, he suddenly clenched his fist.

Ge Xiaolun gritted his teeth. So all of this was fake? You think I'm a pushover, do you?

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