Kira Yoshikage Only Wants a Quiet Life in Youkoso Jitsuryoku Shijou Shugi no Kyoushitsu e
Chapter 13

The Weight of Secrets and the Quiet Resolve

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After returning from the lakeside apartments, Yoshikage Kira's life didn't change at all.

His precise routine, low-key demeanor, measured responses, and unremarkable presence all remained the same. He stayed comfortably within Class B's gentle order, as though nothing had ever happened by the lake. He didn't mention Kikyo Kushida's secret to anyone or act any differently, treating the incident as an insignificant episode in his daily life.

To him, keeping the secret was simply the natural choice for maintaining peace. It had nothing to do with gratitude, attachment, or a bargain. He had merely made the decision that would cause the least trouble and best serve his own interests.

Kikyo Kushida's world, however, had been turned completely upside down.

From that day on, she could no longer face Yoshikage Kira with the same composure as before.

Whenever they ran into each other in the hallway, cafeteria, or library, her eyes would instinctively dart away, and she could no longer manage her flawless smile. Her once effortless social skills failed completely beneath Kira's calm gaze.

She began to find herself paying attention to Yoshikage Kira.

She noticed how he kept a measured distance from Honami Ichinose, and how he remained unruffled from beginning to end.

That boy had seen the darkest, most shameful part of her, the side she least wanted anyone to see. Yet he hadn't shown disgust, mocked her, threatened her, or tried to use her. Instead, he had offered her understanding and comfort.

This acceptance, unlike anything she had ever experienced, was the first thing to loosen her long-taut heart.

She gradually realized that at Advanced Nurturing High School, a secret didn't have to be a weapon, and a liability didn't have to be a bargaining chip. Yoshikage Kira could have used her secret to gain benefits, points, or favors, but he had chosen the gentlest approach: look the other way, keep it confidential, and treat her with respect.

This unexpected kindness had genuinely moved her.

One day during lunch break, Kikyo Kushida finally worked up the courage to stop Yoshikage Kira at the entrance to Class B, just as he was about to head to the library.

Her cheeks were faintly flushed, and her eyes were a little evasive. Her voice had lost its usual, perfectly sweet quality and carried a hint of awkwardness and sincerity. "Classmate Kira, could you wait a moment?"

Kira stopped and looked at her calmly. "You can tell me what's wrong."

Kikyo Kushida took a deep breath, raised her head, and looked at him earnestly. "About what happened that day, thank you for not telling anyone. And thank you... for being willing to understand me."

It was the first time she had taken off all her masks and openly expressed her gratitude and sincerity to someone.

Kira gave a slight nod. "You don't need to dwell on it. Those were your private feelings."

He still kept his distance and followed his own pace.

That only moved Kikyo Kushida even more.

The less he sought anything in return or involved himself, the more precious his calmness seemed.

"I know you don't want to be bothered or dragged into trouble," Kikyo Kushida said softly. "I promise I won't cause you any more trouble. We can act as if nothing happened, but I'll remember that you were the first person who was willing to understand me."

Kira replied simply, "Mm."

That one short word brought out what might have been Kikyo Kushida's first unguarded, genuine smile in front of anyone.

It wasn't her polished, professional smile. It was relaxed, relieved, and heartfelt.

"I'll head back now, Classmate Kira."

"Okay."

Kikyo Kushida turned and walked away, her steps much lighter as the weight that had been pressing on her heart for so long began to lift.

For the first time, she felt that she didn't have to struggle alone behind a mask at this cruel school.

Kiyotaka Ayanokoji, watching from a short distance away, took in the entire exchange.

Still tucked away in an inconspicuous corner, he calmly observed the two of them and silently added it all to his assessment.

Yoshikage Kira.

Kikyo Kushida.

One held fast to his peace; the other had been touched to the heart.

A secret that should have become leverage and a bargaining chip had instead been resolved gently.

By the standards of Advanced Nurturing High School, it was practically unheard of.

Kiyotaka Ayanokoji's assessment of Yoshikage Kira rose once again.

This boy, who seemed to want nothing but a quiet life, was far harder to read than he appeared. His way of acting was worth keeping an eye on; perhaps there was something he could learn from it.

Meanwhile, after the exam, the balance between the classes quietly settled into place.

Within Class A, Katsuragi Kohei's steady approach had firmly taken hold. Cooperation and mutual support had replaced the Sakayanagi Faction's survival-of-the-fittest approach, and the class had grown noticeably more united. Sakayanagi Arisu remained in the background, watching everything in silence with her cane in hand. Her gaze often passed across the floors before coming to rest on the figure in the last row of Class B.

Masumi Kamuro reported in a low voice, "Classmate Sakayanagi, Kikyo Kushida has been in contact with Yoshikage Kira recently."

Sakayanagi Arisu smiled faintly, amusement flickering in her eyes. "What could someone like Yoshikage Kira want with a social butterfly like her? Don't tell me Kikyo Kushida has fallen for him."

"Should we intervene and look into it?" Masumi Kamuro asked.

"No need." Sakayanagi gave a slight shake of her head. "Beneath a calm surface, there are often deeper currents. I'm looking forward to the moment this calm is broken."

Class C had sunk completely into Ryuen Kakeru's violent dictatorship. Mio Ibuki and Albert Yamada were still ill at ease, but they had accepted Ryuen's leadership. The entire class spoke with one voice and acted as one, its aggression and unity at their peak. Ryuen Kakeru kept his sights firmly fixed on Classes B and D, constantly plotting his next act of plunder and oppression.

"That Yoshikage Kira from Class B has been spending time with Kikyo Kushida from Class D?" Ryuen Kakeru sneered. "Whatever game he's playing, at the next exam, I'll crush him along with all of Class B."

Within Class D, Yosuke Hirata continued trying to maintain a semblance of peace. Ken Sudō felt grateful to Suzune Horikita and Kiyotaka Ayanokoji for saving him. Suzune Horikita remained aloof as she worked to strengthen the class, while Kikyo Kushida carried on as usual.

Kiyotaka Ayanokoji remained the least conspicuous person there, yet he quietly observed everyone from the shadows, laying the groundwork for the next exam.

Class B remained the most peaceful group in the entire year.

Honami Ichinose's ability to unite the class grew stronger and stronger, while Kanzaki Ryuji quietly supported her. The class remained harmonious and disciplined, making steady progress. Yoshikage Kira continued to watch in silence, taking no part in class competition and staying out of disputes between the other classes as he enjoyed the temporary peace.

He knew full well that ever since he had stumbled upon Kikyo Kushida's secret by the lake that night, caught Kiyotaka Ayanokoji's attention, and drawn Sakayanagi Arisu's gaze, he could no longer remain entirely uninvolved.

One evening, Yoshikage Kira went to the convenience store as usual to buy necessities. Just as he arrived, he ran into Sakayanagi Arisu.

The girl stood quietly beside the shelves with her cane, as though she had been waiting there for some time. When she saw Kira, she smiled warmly, a hint of curiosity in her expression. "Classmate Kira, things have been peaceful for you lately."

Kira gave a slight nod. "Mm."

"Peace is usually short-lived." Sakayanagi walked toward him at an unhurried pace, her voice gentle. "How much longer do you think this peace can last?"

Kira looked at her calmly. "As long as no one forcibly interferes, it can last indefinitely."

Sakayanagi smiled softly. "What a straightforward way of thinking. Still, I'm looking forward to it. I'm looking forward to the moment you're forced to break the peace, forced into a conflict, forced to show your true self."

Kira's tone remained flat. "You'll most likely be disappointed."

After speaking, he picked up the things he needed and turned toward the checkout, leaving behind a calm, unwavering figure.

Sakayanagi Arisu watched him go, the smile in her eyes growing wider.

Disappointed?

She didn't think so.

Yoshikage Kira.

The more you try to hold on to your peace, the more I want to see what kind of power lies beneath that calm mask.

Outside the convenience store, the evening breeze was cool.

Yoshikage Kira carried his shopping bag, his pace still steady and measured, never hurried.

He still wanted nothing more than to live in peace, and he still held fast to his own order and principles.

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