Anyway, I accepted this little girl
I didn't ask about my age or anything else about my past.
I just want this girl by my side
Her voice also looks like Aisha, so I always hear hallucinations
There is nothing wrong with this, at least you will have fewer nightmares in the future...
"Rudeus Master..."
I'm holding Aisha, wandering around
No reason, I just want to do it
Aisha used to always like to hold my hand
Well...
Aisha prefers to pull me away
It seems that my sister will be a relatively strong woman when she grows up.
Why didn't I pay attention before...
Why do I only think of these things at this time...
"Rudeus-sama?"
"Huh?"
"You are crying..."
"Ah?"
Tears flowed down inexplicably
It's not a sad emotion
On the contrary, I am very happy now
This is [Aisha]? It looks exactly the same?
My sister appeared in front of me like she was resurrected. How could I not be happy?
But...
How to say...
Aisha I treat her tenderly because of her appearance, but I don't really want her to behave like Aisha
She did not do anything like Aisha
Unlike Aisha, she is a quiet child
Aisha can make trouble, tease his brother, and make jokes...
I have never seen these situations with Aisha.
i always think
Maybe she was just as naughty as Aisha?
Because he was a slave, he slowly restrained his nature?
It's a despicable and disgusting thought, although I said before that I don't want her to be like Aisha...
But I really look forward to it...
"Rudeus-sama... don't be sad..."
"I'm not sad, I'm very happy now"
"Happy...? But you are crying..."
"Tears don't have to be shed when you are sad. You can also shed tears when you are happy."
"Really...?"
"Yeah..."
unconsciously
I stretched out my hand towards Aisha
Thinking about it, touch her head
Just as he was getting closer, Aisha closed his eyes
That's not the kind of relaxation and comfort that Aisha looks forward to touching your head.
But fear
I'm afraid that this hand will hit me directly
She must have suffered this kind of grievance...
I put my hand down, but in the end I didn't touch her head.
She is not Aisha...
We are not that familiar either
It's only natural for her to be afraid of me. I killed so many slaves in front of her.
How could a child under ten years old not be afraid of me?
However, my hand was held by her
"Rudeus Master... why... don't you touch my head..."
"You're scared"
"That's just...! I accidentally recalled something else..."
"You are not my sister... It's normal for you to be afraid of me. It's okay."
"I'm not afraid of you! Master Rudeus! You bought me and didn't kill me in the end... I'm very grateful to you."
"Just because you look like my sister."
"Even so... I'm grateful to you..."
Anyway, I didn't even touch her head in the end.