Love

By the time the meeting ended, the sun had completely set.

I returned to my room

A room with minimal furniture.

I was supposed to pack my luggage, but I didn't want to do anything, so I just sat on the bed

It feels like my body is sinking into a solid bed

It seems more tiring than imagined

Aisha climbed onto the bed and squeezed my shoulders from behind

"Brother, are you tired?"

"Maybe"

I obviously didn't do anything particularly tiring today.

But the feeling of fatigue tightly covers the whole body

This is what is called mental fatigue, right?

No... I'm still suffering

The garden tree in Buena Village that Zenith cherishes very much

The tree that was scorched by lightning when Roxy was learning Water Saint-Rank magic

The big tree when playing with Sylphie

All disappeared

For me... these are precious childhood memories, even though they are just trees.

"Dong dong dong"

The untimely sound of the door opening

Aisha trotted over from the bed

"Come, come, who is it?"

"It's me, Ghislaine"

When the door opened, Ghislaine looked down at Aisha

Aisha looked at the woman with Sword King's strength in front of him with a smile.

"Uh... ah... well! Aisha. Greyrat, let me teach you swordsmanship."

"Ah?"

Inexplicably, Aisha was carried out by her

Although she doesn't know what Ghislaine wants to do, she won't plot anything against Aisha

Just when I sighed for the second time

"Dong dong dong"

The door was knocked

"... come in"

I felt it was a bit troublesome to even answer the door, so I didn't get up to open the door.

The one coming in is Eris

"Good evening, Rudeus"

"Good evening, Eris, have you thought about it?"

"Well, I've already thought about it."

That's awesome, Eris

If I were to suffer the death of all my family members, I would probably go crazy.

Really... strong...

"Then, what is Eris's next plan?"

"Well... whatever is fine"

"Eris, don't say such things... If you want, I can help you, whether it's that noble or the refugees here..."

Eris Look straight at me

It wasn't until now that I suddenly realized that her dress was different from usual

She was wearing a black dress that she had never worn since she bought it at Milishion

The dress suits her red hair very well, just like a dress

Still smelling the scent of soap just after taking a shower

Not only that, it also exudes a slightly sweet fragrance that is not found in the usual Eris.

What is it? I seem to have smelled this fragrance somewhere.

Did you spray perfume?

"Rudeus, I'm alone now"

"Being alone or something...Eris doesn't turn out to regard me as a relative?"

"Rudeus Really, I didn't mean that... I'm already 15 years old."

15 years old...

Ah, in this world, a 15-year-old is an adult... I have been so busy that I forgot about it

So her birthday has already passed? I'm afraid it's not today...

"Well, I'm very sorry, I forgot"

"Rudeus, you have to compensate me"

"Eris Is there anything you want?"

Eris came close to me and sat next to me

"Yes, I do have something I want."

"Huh?"

"Family"

I know, Eris is talking about something else

But at this moment, the figure of Orsted is in my mind. If it were him, would he have the ability to bring people back to life...

"Rudeus, become my family"

"Eris, I always feel that we are already family"

"I know! What I want is to go further, that kind of..."

"... I understand"

Yes, Eris also wants someone to rely on if he suffers such an unexpected event as all his relatives die.

I can be her support... but...

"Eris, I hope you didn't end up with me because you gave up on yourself..."

"Really!"

Before I could say anything, Eris threw me directly onto the bed.

Her tanned chest and beautiful face filled my vision

Eris just opened his mouth and suddenly felt something pressing against his thigh.

As a result, her face became even redder

"Rudeus... You obviously like me very much"

"Although I would like to say that I am a very rational person, in this situation, my body will react even if I don't want to..."

"That means Rudeus likes my body very much, right?"

"Not just the body, I like the complete Eris... but...Aisha..."

"It's okay! I have asked Ghislaine to take Aisha to the hotel. No one will disturb us tonight..."

"Really... but this posture..."

"Rudeus Don't you like being pressed by me?"

"Uh... No, it's not that I don't like it... I just want to say... I have no experience..."

"Rudeus... You are so cute~"

Eris had a sickly blush on his face and pressed me on the bed as if he had lost his mind.

She sighed

"Hey, Rudeus. Although I learned it from my mother, not only is it forbidden, but it's also too embarrassing, so I'll only say it once."

She said this and took a deep breath

Quietly put his face close to my ear

Then, he said something

with a sweet voice

Tear off the forbidden seal

"I want to give birth to a kitten for Rudeus~"

Words quickly invaded my brain from my ears

As a result, my rationality for carrying out the final resistance was easily eaten away.

I, Eris. Boreas. Greyrat, on this day, become an adult

Received a 15th birthday gift from Rudeus...

Although it is different from what was promised, it is still combined with Rudeus

i love him deeply

When did you realize it clearly...

Yes, it was indeed his 10th birthday when he first became aware of this affection.

When I was asleep, my mother woke me up, asked me to put on bright red pajamas, and then said to me with a serious expression, "Go to his room and entrust your body to him."

I don't feel disgusted, rather I've always wanted to do this

I heard this kind of thing several times from my mother and Edna

It means that sooner or later I will be like that too

It's just that I wasn't ready to wake up yet that day

It's too early to think about such a thing

I wonder if Rudeus knew about my hesitation. He didn't touch my body, as if he saw through my hesitation.

Looking back, he seemed to have been chatting with his father very late that day

It seems that the discussion was about Rudeus resigning and going home.

Thinking about this, an idea came to my mind

"He may not like me, that's why he doesn't touch me... and Rudeus is leaving"

Thinking about it this way, I even feel that it doesn't matter what my problem is, as long as I can keep Rudeus

As soon as I thought of this, I took action, hoping to keep Rudeus with my body

"That's not right Eris, you are still young, you definitely can't understand..."

This is it again, treating me like a child again

Rudeus is always like this, even though he is younger than me, he always treats me as a child

If this continues, I will never be Rudeus's lover for the rest of my life...

So, I cried

"Rudeus... Do you hate me...?"

You can shed as many tears as you want, as long as you win the sympathy of Rudeus

As I expected, Rudeus is a very gentle person. As long as I shed tears, he promised to come back to me and continue to be my teacher.

Looking back, was I already so despicable at the age of 12?

I followed Rudeus back to his hometown and met his parents and his childhood sweetheart.

Sylphiette, this is a very shy girl. Our topic together is to talk about the various things Rudeus does.

I understand that she also likes Rudeus, but... although it doesn't sound nice to say it, I feel that her status in Rudeus's heart is definitely not as good as mine.

Maybe I will be the eldest wife and she will be the concubine?

I have established a good relationship with Rudeus's parents and sisters, and I also understand the character of Rudeus's childhood sweetheart. Everything is progressing in a good direction...

However, things suddenly changed

Being transported to an unknown place, I thought I was being punished.

I was punished for my behavior so far.

When I opened my eyes, there was only a starry sky and an endless feeling of loneliness. That feeling made me scared and wanted to cry.

However, before a few seconds passed, the reassuring voice of Rudeus came over

He comforted me and his sister

Obviously, you are younger than me... why are you so brave?

There is one more reason to like Rudeus

Since then, Rudeus has worked very hard

Communicating with Demon Race, who I hate, with a blue face

Barely swallowed the food

The physical discomfort was also concealed

You must not want me and Aisha to worry and suffer in a place where you can't see it.

Therefore, I also began to learn patience

Resist the urge to shout, leave everything to Rudeus

Try my best to act normal

However, there are still some things that I can't bear no matter what, such as wanting to beat up those adventurers who talk nonsense... such as wanting to challenge dangerous things when taking risks... This is my way to vent my uneasiness.

What a wayward thing to do in such a difficult situation

Rudeus not only didn't get angry, but stayed with me

Without saying a word of disgust, he touched my head, hugged my shoulders, and comforted me.

Rudeus never seems to care about his body, he is always thinking about me and Aisha

The same goes for driving a carriage. He is alone all night, and he only sleeps for three or four hours during the day. He is afraid that Aisha and I will not know the way.

I want to become stronger

At least it won't be a stumbling block for Rudeus

The only thing I can do is wielding a sword, and I can do it better than Rudeus

Can only fight

Yeah... only fights

But even in battle, Rudeus doesn't need me...

Although Rudeus always helps me, I know that Rudeus once almost defeated Ghislaine

At that time, I didn't know how powerful Ghislaine was, but the older I got, the more I understood how powerful Ghislaine was...

Rudeus, you don't need me

I think so

At this time, Rudeus looks very tall

So tall that it seems to have a light that cannot be seen directly

This is what is called deifying him, right?

If you ask me who I think is the perfect human being

There is no doubt that my answer is Rudeus.

All this changed after meeting Dragon God

When I was paralyzed by fear, Rudeus, as a magician, was able to defeat the fear first and let me escape with Aisha.

It's about running away. Rudeus understands that this is an opponent that is impossible to defeat.

I think, I should believe Rudeus, Rudeus asked me to run, then I should run directly, he will definitely find a way to escape himself

Rudeus can't be wrong...

So, I picked up Aisha and ran away

Until that moment, I felt that death was not destined for us.

But after a few seconds, that Dragon God got rid of Rudeus and came to me almost teleporting. He knocked me out on the ground with one punch. I didn't even have room to react.

My ears can still hear, but my eyes are completely black

I heard it, the sound of something passing through flesh and blood

It's not my body, then it will only be the sister that Rudeus cares about most, Aisha

"Ahhhhhhhh!"

I shouted and drew the sword even though I couldn't see it

But just a few seconds after I stood up, I fell down again

At that time, I realized one thing "Ah... it turns out that I... are so weak..."

When I was about to faint, I heard the shouts of Rudeus, the sound of magic shooting, and the cry

Cry...Rudeus Will you cry...?

When I woke up, Rudeus's hair was already a little white.

He fainted, not knowing what he had experienced

Aisha is still alive, I am alive, Rudeus is also alive...

It's amazing, Rudeus... Although I don't know what method he used, he kept us all alive.

After Rudeus woke up, I kissed him forcefully

I love him. Although I have selfishness, this love will not change because of my selfishness.

Rudeus didn't reject me, I'm really happy

After returning to Fittoa Region, I suffered an almost explosive shock of information

Family members are all dead

In fact, I have had this realization for a long time, but I have always been lucky

So, I found Ghislaine

"I want to become strong, strong enough to defeat Ghislaine, strong enough to defeat Dragon God"

"You guys met Dragon God?"

"Right"

For me, I can't live as smartly as Rudeus

So I seek strength

I want to protect Rudeus

Rudeus is not omnipotent. When encountering an absolutely powerful enemy, he will give up his dignity and kneel down for the one he loves.

But if I was stronger at that time, stronger than Ghislaine, Rudeus and I might be able to defeat that Dragon God...

I followed Ghislaine's advice and prepared to go to Sword Sanctum

To me, these refugees are nothing...

As for marrying that noble? This is impossible, because I love Rudeus

My family members are all dead, so this territory has nothing to do with me.

I am also going to give up the name Boreas. In the near future, my name will probably be "Eris. Greyrat"? It makes me happy to think about it.

No, no, another thing I should consider now

How should I confess my feelings to Rudeus?

I hope that even if I leave, Rudeus can always, always, always remember me

Even if there are other women, you can still accept me in the future

Looking back, my mother once taught me some techniques to please men...

"Well! Just do it!"

I took a shower, put on clothes that I thought were sexy, and sprayed on perfume commonly used by aristocratic ladies.

After confirming that Ghislaine brought Aisha to the hotel, I knocked on Rudeus's door

"Good evening, Rudeus"