Ch. 21Who Was His Grandpa? He Was Being Bullied
Chapter Summary: The Grandpa Revelation & The "Keeping" Misunderstanding
Key Plot Points
- Childhood flashback: Shen Chi once defended Su Nanxing from bullies, lifting his clothes to show wounds and confronting elderly chess players ("Which one of you is his grandpa?"). An old man took Su Nanxing away, and Shen Chi felt like a hero.
- Su Nanxing's secret motivation: He is repaying that childhood debt. He invited Shen Chi to work with him, promised investment, and created a film project specifically for Shen Chi—all to protect him from industry mistreatment after Shen Can's scheme ruined their family's finances.
- Career revival: The new film succeeded, and Shen Chi won another acting award—but believed the applause was only to curry favor with Su Nanxing.
- The core misunderstanding: Shen Chi thinks he is being "kept" by Su Nanxing. The public actually believes Su Nanxing likes him and that they're boyfriends—calling Su Nanxing a "simp." Shen Chi remains unaware of this rumor.
- Escalation: A jealous actor mocks Shen Chi, implying Shen Chi must "hold onto Su Nanxing tightly," which Shen Chi misreads as confirmation of his humiliation. He then forces himself on Su Nanxing in a violent encounter, sending him to the hospital—and threatens to "fulfill his obligations" regularly afterward.
- Shen Yu's fears: Shen Chi's older brother blames himself for the family's ruin, wishing he had died instead—convinced Shen Chi's fate is tragic and inevitable.
Character Developments
- Shen Chi: Proud, humiliated, and trapped. He resents his situation but has accepted it as deserved. He is sexually aggressive toward Su Nanxing as both duty and resentment, yet remains utterly ignorant of Su Nanxing's true motives and the public's perception.
- Su Nanxing: Grateful, quietly enduring, and internally conflicted. He repays a childhood favor without making his reasoning clear, tolerates Shen Chi's mistreatment, and never reveals whether his feelings have become genuine or remain purely transactional.
- Shen Yu: Consumed by survivor's guilt—wishes he had died to spare his brothers from their downward spiral.
Significant Themes
- Misunderstanding vs. reality: Everything tragic in this chapter stems from Shen Chi's false assumption and Su Nanxing's refusal to clarify.
- Gratitude and repayment: Su Nanxing's kindness is rooted in a childhood debt he honors silently.
- Pride and humiliation: Shen Chi's pride makes him interpret every kindness as degradation.
- The gap between public perception and private truth: The public sees devotion and love; Shen Chi sees ownership and shame.
Character Interactions
- Shen Chi ↔ Su Nanxing: Cold, transactional, and physically violent—yet forged in childhood gratitude on Su Nanxing's side.
- Shen Chi ↔ rival actor: Provocation and mockery that deepens Shen Chi's delusion about being "kept."
- Shen Yu's internal monologue: Brotherly guilt and fatalistic dread regarding Shen Chi's future.
- The narrative's metatextual framing: Bracketed passages suggest an outside narrator or "documentary" perspective revealing the gap between Shen Chi's beliefs and reality.