"Shadow, you don't want..."
However, Yoruichi Shihōin's voice was still too late. The dark blade was already in the dark cave, but it was like a killing blade that harvested human lives. At this time, Shadow did not hold back at all. The sword with all its strength was about to cut Ichigo Kurosaki in half.
The blood splattered like a faucet without a gate. The blood that couldn't stop still contained parts of human internal organs.
"I told you to stop!"
Regardless of the danger, Yoruichi Shihōin rushed forward, grabbed Shadow, and hit Shadow hard on the face with his fist. His tone was unprecedentedly harsh; "Don't you understand what I said? You guy!"
Shadow frowned. If he hadn't responded in time, Yoruichi Shihōin would have hit the blade and been injured. He didn't know why. She shouldn't have ignored herself to save Ichigo Kurosaki. That person deserved to die, didn't he?
I told you to stop! Don't you understand what I said? You guy!
The moment these words entered his ears, and the moment his fist hit his face, Shadow fell silent, withdrew the knife with a 'swish' sound, inserted it into the scabbard, turned around and ran out without even looking at Yoruichi Shihōin. He didn't understand what was wrong with him, but he felt a heartache, but why did his heart hurt!
Yoruichi Shihōin also felt the same way. She felt a little regretful. In total, this was the second time she hit him, but the meaning was completely different. Looking at Shadow running away, Yoruichi Shihōin gritted her teeth.
She wanted to chase him out, but she couldn't ignore Ichigo Kurosaki, who was almost cut in half. If this continued, the bleeding would kill him within a few minutes.
"Ahem..."
Falling on the cold ground, Ichigo Kurosaki could no longer make any sound. Fear had taken over his heart and his brain. That man really wanted to kill him!
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After running out of the cave, Shadow took a deep breath and tried hard to calm down. Only in this way could he seriously consider why...
Time passed by minute by second, Shadow was holding the knife and sitting motionless on the stone. His dark eyes were full of confusion, and he was a little at a loss.
The sky has unknowingly turned a hint of fish belly white, it's almost dawn! Shadow thought, but everything in his eyes gradually disappeared, and in the end only coldness and indifference were left.
Yoruichi Shihōin said that she was used to World of the Living's ordinary life, but Shadow was also used to it! He was so used to it that he almost forgot that he was a wolf, a wolf that did not need any emotions.
Because he is a beast, his blood is cold, he has no humanity, no right or wrong, nothing, nothing, does not need to have anything, is not worthy of anything, and things like feelings are superfluous to him, aren't they...
"Shadow!" The figure flashed, and Yoruichi Shihōin gasped and appeared in front of him, saying, "Why did you come so far away!"
"Lady Yoruichi!" Shadow said very calmly; "I want to think about it calmly!"
Squatting down, Yoruichi Shihōin smiled and said, "Shadow, I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have said that to you!"
"No, it's nothing, Lady Yoruichi!" Shadow stood up, looked at Yoruichi Shihōin with dark eyes, and said lightly, "I should say sorry. I am Shade of Lady Yoruichi, and I am just Shade. I shouldn't interfere in unnecessary things, just follow orders!"
"However, I have developed feelings, whether it is joy or anger. For such a long time, it must have troubled Lady Yoruichi! What I did must have made Lady Yoruichi very angry!"
"Dark...Shadow!"
"Now think about it, I can't have this kind of emotion. Cold-blooded creatures have never been worthy and can't have feelings!" Shadow spread out his palms and said coldly, "I hate it so much!"
"I know clearly about your friendship with Kisuke Urahara, but you still go against him again and again, just because I hate him!"
"I know your care and expectations for Ichigo Kurosaki, but I still can't control myself. In the final analysis, being angry and so on is something I don't deserve..."
"You've said enough!" With a cold, angry low voice, Yoruichi Shihōin stood up abruptly, grabbed Shadow's collar, and said loudly, "You are so self-righteous, who do you think you are! You go aside to think about everything by yourself, and what's the result? What can your idiot brain come up with!"
"Lady Yoruichi! I..."
"Shut up!" Yoruichi Shihōin shouted; "What does it mean to be unworthy of feelings? What does it mean to be a cold-blooded creature? What are you talking about!"
"What does it mean to trouble me, what makes me angry, what do you think you know! What do you think you know!"
"I want you to accompany me, to be happy with me, to be sad with me, no matter what it is, whether it's life or death, walk with me. Finally, when you can't walk anymore, find a quiet place, find a comfortable way to die, this is what I have been thinking about!"
"Do you understand or not!" Yoruichi Shihōin's eyes turned red; "Do you understand or not!"
"Shadow!" Yoruichi Shihōin shouted; "I thought you understood everything. I thought you understood me best. Why are you always like this? A person always thinks that you are right. Have you ever thought about my feelings? You bastard!"
"Lady Yoruichi······"
"Why are you always like this!" Yoruichi Shihōin murmured, and from the corners of his eyes, two tears finally couldn't bear it anymore and flowed down hard.
"I'm sorry, Lady Yoruichi, I'm sorry..."
Shadow knelt down heavily on the ground, biting the corner of his mouth with his teeth. The fishy smell reminded him of the taste of blood, and his heart ached uncontrollably. It seemed that I still couldn't let go of my feelings after all, and I still couldn't be cold-blooded.
Yoruichi Shihōin was the one person in this world who gave him light, gave him hope, and gave him everything. He was also the only person in this world who penetrated deep into his heart. He really couldn't let go of this feeling, so gradually, he also had the so-called expressions and emotions.
Whether it's laughing, crying, happy, or in pain, it's all based on her. So, what am I still clinging to!
He had obviously said that he would make her laugh all the time, but now, wasn't he the one who made her cry? Unknowingly, Shadow's angular face was already full of tears.
"What I want is not cold wood, not a doll without emotions, Shadow, you know what!" Yoruichi Shihōin said softly; "What I want is a living person, a person with flesh and blood and emotions. I don't care how powerful you are, but what I care about most and want most is a real you. Do you know how happy I am about your change some time ago!"
"You have your difficulties, you have your past, you have your pain. I know all these, although I don't understand, although I don't know why, whether you say it or not, I feel that I have always been very open-minded for so many years, but in fact, it doesn't matter! But, don't always make people worry so much, and don't say those things, Shadow!"
Yoruichi Shihōin was sitting on the ground, his voice was like talking in sleep, low and gentle.
"Yes, yes, I know, I won't say it anymore, I won't say it anymore, I am a human, I am Shadow!"
Shadow lowered his head, panting heavily, his eyes reflected a blood-red color, and even his nails were inserted into the palms of his hands without any feeling...
"That's why I always say, you are a big idiot! Shadow!"
Yoruichi Shihōin laughed out loud and hugged Shadow's lowered head. Tears fell on his face. It was so cold...
The sun shines on the two people, giving them a warm feeling. The sky is completely bright!
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